{"id":16611,"date":"2019-03-19T14:21:41","date_gmt":"2019-03-19T14:21:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=16611"},"modified":"2022-01-14T01:23:23","modified_gmt":"2022-01-14T01:23:23","slug":"dici-che-ti-manco-ma-e-troppo-tardi-ormai","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/dici-che-ti-manco-ma-e-troppo-tardi-ormai\/","title":{"rendered":"Dici che ti manco, ma ormai \u00e8 troppo tardi"},"content":{"rendered":"

Perch\u00e9 adesso? Perch\u00e9 ti sei ricordato che ti manco adesso? Quando \u00e8 tutto finito. Quando ho deciso che quell'addio era l'ultimo. Dov'eri prima? <\/span><\/p>\n

Dov'eri quando avresti dovuto essere al mio fianco? Quando mi mancavi cos\u00ec tanto da non riuscire a respirare? Quando ho pianto fino ad addormentarmi? <\/span><\/p>\n

Quando mi stavo rompendo in milioni di piccoli pezzi e tutto ci\u00f2 di cui avevo bisogno era il tuo abbraccio per salvarmi?<\/span><\/p>\n

You say you miss me. You say you love me. You say you didn\u2019t know what you had when you had it, when I was still yours. You say you are sorry and you wish you could take it all back. You say a lot of things now when it\u2019s too late to say them. And I know if I gave you one more chance you would just <\/span>sprecarlo<\/span><\/a>. <\/span><\/p>\n

Sei nostalgico, ricordi i bei tempi andati. Mi ricordi quei momenti perfetti di felicit\u00e0. Attirandomi di nuovo nel mondo della speranza. <\/b><\/p>\n

Quella in cui potremmo farcela. Quello che segretamente ancora sogno. Un mondo in cui potremmo ancora avere il nostro \"vissero per sempre felici e contenti\". <\/b><\/p>\n

But I stopped believing in fairy tales a long time ago. I can\u2019t forget the bad days. I can\u2019t forget all that you put me through. I can\u2019t because it still hurts. <\/b><\/p>\n

When I look back now, I realize you caused me more heartache and pain than happiness and joy. It shouldn\u2019t be like that. I know that everything isn\u2019t supposed to be perfect but it shouldn\u2019t be that hard either. <\/span><\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t appreciate me when you had me. You took me for granted. You made a flaw out of my goodness. You used the love I had for you against me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Mi davi quel tanto che bastava per aggrapparmi, ma mai abbastanza da poter dire con certezza che eri mio. Mi sei mancato cos\u00ec tanto quando eravamo insieme. <\/span><\/p>\n

Mi hai dedicato solo frazioni del tuo tempo. Ti dimenticavi di me per giorni. Avresti<\/span> ignorare i miei messaggi<\/span><\/a>. All of a sudden, you would return with some lame excuse I could see right through. And I didn\u2019t actually believe you. It was just that my desire to be with you surpassed everything else. <\/span><\/p>\n

So, I allowed all the lies to continue. When I would have enough, I would confront you but you would spin the story in a way that I would be the one apologizing to you for something I hadn\u2019t done. <\/span><\/p>\n

Hai giocato a fare la vittima delle circostanze e della mia capacit\u00e0 di saltare alle conclusioni. Mi facevi sentire in colpa e funzionava. <\/span><\/p>\n

Non c'eri mai quando avevo bisogno di te. Hai amato solo la me felice e sorridente. Ma io sono solo un essere umano. Mi spezzo sotto pressione e la vita non \u00e8 sempre una ninna nanna. <\/span><\/p>\n

You should know that. You had some crappy phases while we were together and I was always there for you to lean on. I was always the one trying, the one bending over backward for you for us. Why couldn\u2019t you do the same?<\/span><\/p>\n

Ti sei comportato come se fossi irrilevante, come se ti dovessi qualcosa. Come se fossi qualcosa che potevi <\/span>manipolare e controllare<\/span><\/a>l facilmente. <\/span><\/p>\n

You treated me like a doormat until you exhausted me completely. Until I couldn\u2019t take this hot and cold game you were playing another second and until I couldn\u2019t listen to your lies anymore. <\/span><\/p>\n

Mi hai promesso il mondo, ma non sei mai andato oltre le promesse. Mi hai raccontato tutte queste storie su come hai bisogno di pi\u00f9 tempo, su come devo andarci piano con te perch\u00e9 cambierai, su come mi tratterai meglio. <\/b><\/p>\n

Mi hai detto che devo essere pi\u00f9 comprensivo e paziente e avremo tutto. Se fossi rimasto, avrei aspettato per sempre. <\/b><\/p>\n

Eri solo bravo con le parole, un buon narratore, un creatore di favole che mi faceva sperare molto e in realt\u00e0 non mi dava nulla. Questa \u00e8 stata la tua intenzione per tutto il tempo: nutrirmi di bugie e sperare che vada avanti per sempre. <\/span><\/p>\n

That\u2019s your intention now, too. You miss me now. You want me back, but the moment I would give in and go back, you would go back to your old ways. You wouldn\u2019t appreciate me if you got me back.<\/span><\/p>\n

And it\u2019s too late now to make the wrong things right, to change like you always promised you would, to treat me better and love me without holding back. <\/span><\/p>\n

Sono andato avanti, o per meglio dire, sono nella <\/span>il processo di avanzamento <\/span><\/a>because even though I won\u2019t go back to you, that doesn\u2019t mean my feelings disappeared. <\/span>Sono ancora l\u00ec, ma so che un giorno non sarai altro che un lontano ricordo. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ti manco<\/a> ora, ma mi mancavo quando ero con te. Mi mancava il mio sorriso. Mi mancava sentirmi al sicuro e amata. <\/b><\/p>\n

I missed being treated like I deserve. I missed you\u2014the you I knew once. So, understand when I say it\u2019s too late to miss me now. <\/b><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Why now? Why did you remember you miss me now? When it\u2019s all over. When I decided that that goodbye was the last one. Where were you before? Where were you when you should have been by my side? When I missed you so much I was unable to breathe? When I cried myself to…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":16621,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16611","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/pexels-photo-262077-1.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16611","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16611"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16611\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/16621"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16611"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16611"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16611"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}