{"id":16813,"date":"2018-03-22T13:53:27","date_gmt":"2018-03-22T13:53:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=16813"},"modified":"2022-02-26T22:17:17","modified_gmt":"2022-02-26T22:17:17","slug":"ho-smesso-di-amarti-piu-di-quanto-ami-me-stesso","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/ho-smesso-di-amarti-piu-di-quanto-ami-me-stesso\/","title":{"rendered":"Ho finito di amarti pi\u00f9 di quanto ami me stesso"},"content":{"rendered":"

You know very well how much I love you. You know I\u2019ve loved you from the moment I saw you. I was never someone who believed in<\/span> amore a prima vista<\/span><\/a>fino a quando non ho posato gli occhi su di te. E quando \u00e8 successo, tutto dentro di me \u00e8 cambiato. Sono cambiato.<\/span><\/p>\n

From that moment, you became the centre of my universe. Suddenly, everything in my life revolved around you. I only had eyes for you and your happiness was the only thing that mattered. You became the most important person in my life. I am ashamed to say it, but you became more important than my family, my friends, my job\u2026 <\/span>Soprattutto, sei diventato pi\u00f9 importante di me. E questo \u00e8 stato il mio pi\u00f9 grande errore.<\/b><\/p>\n

But, I am not here to talk to you about the love I felt and I am still feeling for you. You know that very well. Even when we were at our worst, when we argued and when we were leaving each other, I am positive you never doubted my love. Even in moments of anger, when you tried to accuse me that I didn\u2019t love you enough, deep down you knew that wasn\u2019t true. You were always aware that my love was one of the rare constants in your life.<\/span><\/p>\n

But even that didn\u2019t make you appreciate it. <\/span>Even that didn\u2019t make you appreciate me and everything I did for us to work out.<\/b> I won\u2019t talk to you about that either. You may try to fight it, but you know how much harm you did to me. You know how toxic you were for me and you know you destroyed everything we had.<\/span><\/p>\n

What you didn\u2019t manage to destroy was my love for you. And I wish you had.<\/b><\/p>\n

Because I can\u2019t live with it anymore. I can\u2019t love you this much anymore because it is slowly ruining me and everything I am. <\/span><\/p>\n

I can\u2019t love you more than Amo me stesso<\/a> perch\u00e9 questo amore \u00e8 diventato distruttivo per la mia esistenza. <\/span>Ed \u00e8 per questo che ho chiuso.<\/b><\/p>\n

I finally accept that you refuse to be healed and fixed. I finally accept that there is nothing left for me to do to make you a better man. You know I\u2019ve tried everything, but you just didn\u2019t want to take my hand. That is why <\/span>Ho smesso di cercare di sistemarti<\/b>. Perch\u00e9 non hai mai fatto il minimo sforzo per aiutarmi. E per questo non ho ottenuto nulla. Niente, a parte essere trascinata nelle tue tenebre insieme a te. Sei rimasto lo stesso uomo tossico di sempre e tutti i miei sforzi per cambiarlo sono stati vani.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ho finito di dare tutto me stesso a te<\/b>. Ho finito <\/span>dandoti tutto quello che ho e non ricevendo nulla in cambio<\/span><\/a>. Because now I know that none of it has. You\u2019ll never let me in completely and I\u2019ll never enter the dark chambers of your soul, no matter how hard I try.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ho smesso di occuparmi dei vostri problemi<\/b>. Ho smesso di permettermi di essere completamente consumato dai tuoi problemi. Ho smesso di permetterti di non pensare alla tua vita e alle conseguenze delle tue azioni.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ho smesso di essere sempre presente per te. <\/b>Perch\u00e9 non ci sei mai stato per me. In tutti questi anni trascorsi insieme, non ho mai avuto il tuo pieno sostegno e ho sempre dovuto affrontare la vita da sola. Nonostante ci\u00f2, ti comportavi come se fossi obbligata a coprirti le spalle. Sapevi che qualunque cosa avessi fatto, qualunque cosa avessi fatto, qualunque cosa avessi sbagliato, sarei stata pronta a combattere il mondo per te. Sapevi sempre che sarei stato l\u00ec a prenderti quando saresti caduto. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ho smesso di metterti al primo posto<\/b>. It is one thing to put someone you love at the top of your priority list, but it is something completely different putting someone before yourself. I am done making you my priority. I know it\u2019s time for me to finally become my own priority. It\u2019s time for me to finally see my true worth and to stop allowing you to diminish it.  It\u2019s about time for me to start loving and appreciating myself. Because if I don\u2019t do it, no one else will. <\/span><\/p>\n

Non mi accontento pi\u00f9 di poco<\/b>. Perch\u00e9 questo \u00e8 meno. Il tuo amore non mi basta e non mi baster\u00e0 mai. Finalmente ho capito che mi merito molto di pi\u00f9 e sono pronta a ricevere di pi\u00f9.<\/span><\/p>\n

So che probabilmente eravate convinti che questo giorno non sarebbe mai arrivato, ma sono io a dirvi che ho chiuso. Ho chiuso <\/span>dandomi fuoco per tenerti al caldo<\/span><\/a> e ho finito di amarti pi\u00f9 di Amo me stesso<\/a>. <\/span> <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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