Ti ho amato per molto tempo.<\/b><\/p>\n
To be honest, I don\u2019t even remember who I was before you entered my life. You changed the essence of my being and you became the center of my world. And you know very well how intense my love for you was. <\/span><\/p>\n You know there didn\u2019t exist a thing I wouldn\u2019t do for you. I was ready to move mountains and I was ready to fight the world, if needed, just for the sake of your love. And I was convinced that I would love you until the end of time. <\/span><\/p>\n Ero sicura che non ci fosse nulla che tu potessi fare per farmi smettere di amarti.<\/span><\/p>\n And that is why I am sure you won\u2019t believe this when you read it. Damn, I don\u2019t even believe it myself.<\/b><\/p>\n But I am here to tell you that you\u2019ve killed all the love I felt for you. You\u2019ve ripped out my heart and you\u2019ve torn it into pieces. There was nothing left of me to love you. So I am telling you that I don\u2019t love you anymore. <\/span><\/p>\n Non solo<\/span>\u2014<\/span>Ti odio dal profondo del mio essere.<\/span><\/p>\n I hate you for never thinking I was enough. As my boyfriend, you should\u2019ve helped me with my self-esteem. If you couldn\u2019t do that, the last thing you should\u2019ve done was undermine me all the time. But the weaker I was mentally, the easier it was for you to manipulate me. <\/span><\/p>\n Hai fatto di tutto per rendermi ancora pi\u00f9 insicura. Mentre stavo con te, ho passato anni <\/span>wondering why I wasn\u2019t enough<\/span><\/a>. What was I doing wrong? Why couldn\u2019t you love me the way I loved you?<\/span><\/p>\n Mi hai fatto credere che tutto fosse sempre colpa mia e che, per quanto mi sforzassi, non fossi mai abbastanza per te.<\/span><\/p>\n Ti odio per non avermi mai scelto. Ti odio per tutte le altre ragazze con cui mi sono sempre sentita in competizione. Ti odio per avermi sempre trattato come un'opzione in fondo alla tua lista di priorit\u00e0. <\/span><\/p>\n Ti odio per avermi fatto elemosinare le briciole del tuo affetto. Ti odio per non avermi mai preferito a nessun altro, nonostante tutti i sacrifici che ho fatto per te.<\/span><\/p>\n Ti odio perch\u00e9 mi hai sempre fatto rincorrere. <\/span><\/p>\n I don\u2019t know whether your ego was so fragile or you were a psychopath who enjoyed my suffering but you always did everything you could to make me come to you. You did everything you could to make me chase you and literally beg you to be with me. And you never did anything similar.<\/span><\/p>\n Anche se tutto era colpa tua, ti sei sempre rifiutato di assumerti la responsabilit\u00e0 e mi hai manipolato facendomi credere di averti fatto fare o dire qualcosa che mi aveva fatto soffrire. Hai detto chiaramente che non mi avresti mai inseguito, dimostrandomi che la mia esistenza nella tua vita era di scarsa importanza per te.<\/span><\/p>\n