{"id":18082,"date":"2020-05-26T12:37:53","date_gmt":"2020-05-26T12:37:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=18082"},"modified":"2022-02-27T01:59:37","modified_gmt":"2022-02-27T01:59:37","slug":"non-ti-perdono-per-avermi-fatto-sentire-come-se-non-fossi-allaltezza","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/non-ti-perdono-per-avermi-fatto-sentire-come-se-non-fossi-allaltezza\/","title":{"rendered":"Non ti perdono per avermi fatto sentire come se non fossi abbastanza brava"},"content":{"rendered":"

I just wanted someone who\u2019ll love me the way I deserved to be loved<\/strong>.<\/a> <\/em><\/p>\n

I wanted a man who will see me for who I am and who\u2019ll decide I\u2019m worthy of his love. I wanted a man who will not project his issues on me and who\u2019ll add value to my life.<\/p>\n

I wanted someone who\u2019ll know my worth.<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

I wanted a man who\u2019ll see what I do in my life and who\u2019ll support me. I wanted a man who\u2019ll respect me and who\u2019ll see me as a person that can add value to his life.<\/p>\n

I wanted someone who won\u2019t just see me for my flaws and mistakes<\/strong>.<\/em><\/p>\n

I wanted someone who will see that my good sides always outnumber those bad ones. I wanted someone who won\u2019t make me feel like I\u2019m crazy, who will not play with my heart and my trust.<\/p>\n

I wanted someone who\u2019ll see me as a human and still decide to love me.<\/p>\n

Volevo che fossimo una squadra.<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

Volevo che fossimo presenti l'uno per l'altra. Volevo che tu mi coprissi le spalle tanto quanto io le tue. Volevo sapere che potevo contare su di te quanto tu potevi contare su di me.<\/p>\n

Because I would\u2019ve always come when you needed me. I would\u2019ve been there for you for forever. But you decided to not be there for me.<\/p>\n

Invece di lottare per me e di tenermi lontano da tutte le cose brutte, sei stato il male pi\u00f9 grande che mi sia capitato.<\/p>\n

Invece di lottare per me, hai lottato con me.<\/strong><\/a> Mi hai combattuto e hai continuato a battermi.<\/p>\n

I did not want this. I didn’t sign up for any of it.<\/p>\n

Innamorandomi di te, mi sono disinnamorata di me stessa.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Volevo te e volevo tutte quelle cose per noi. I miei desideri si sono ritorti contro di me. Mi sono bruciata su quei desideri perch\u00e9 tra tutte le cose che volevo, tu eri quella che non avrei mai dovuto desiderare.<\/p>\n

But I couldn\u2019t\u2019ve known things would end up like this.<\/p>\n

Under your constant \u2018bringing downs\u2019, I forgot who I was.<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

\"Non<\/p>\n

I forgot all my values and I forgot I was once worthy. I started believing I was nothing and I settled down. I thought you knew me best and if you said I was nothing, I must\u2019ve been nothing.<\/p>\n

There isn\u2019t a thing in this world you haven\u2019t used to bring me down. You were never choosy when it came to tools you\u2019d use to make me feel bad about myself. The more it hurt me, the better it was, right?<\/p>\n

You kept doing mean things to me and you kept making me feel like I\u2019m crazy for even thinking you\u2019d do bad things to me.<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

You were just trying to help me, wasn\u2019t that what you always said? Well, as if! You weren\u2019t helping me, you were tearing me apart until I finally fell out of love with myself. Until I finally saw myself with your eyes. Until you convinced me I wasn\u2019t worthy of being loved.<\/p>\n

Nessuna ragazza dovrebbe mai sentirsi indegna di essere amata. <\/a>She should never feel like she isn\u2019t good enough.<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t only see me as someone who isn\u2019t good enough, mi hai fatto sentire come se non fossi abbastanza bravo<\/a>. Questa sensazione \u00e8 rimasta scolpita nelle mie ossa per molto tempo.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

You made me feel like I\u2019m not good enough and I let you. I wanted to love you, but you weren\u2019t capable of loving me.<\/p>\n

Volevo essere tua amica, ma tu eri uno di quei ragazzi che sanno solo tradire gli amici. E sebbene amassi, questo amore era sbagliato. E tu eri un ragazzo sbagliato. Non hai idea di quanto fossi sbagliato.<\/p>\n

I should\u2019ve been able to lean on you, but in leaning on you, I crashed down and hit the ground so hard. You made me not want to wish anyone of anything anymore for as long as I am alive.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Mi pento di averti avuto nella mia vita. Si'.., sei stata una lezione<\/a> and I\u2019ll know better next time, if I ever decide to try and love again, but you were that one lesson in life I wished I could have skipped somehow. Unfortunately, now it\u2019s too late to do anything about it.<\/p>\n

Volevo solo che tu sapessi che non importa quanto tempo passa, non importa se ho qualcuno di nuovo nella mia vita, non importa se ti penti di avermi fatto tutto questo o no, I don\u2019t and I will never forgive you for making me feel like I\u2019m not good enough<\/a>.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Non ti perdoner\u00f2 mai<\/a> per avermi fatto odiare i miei desideri.<\/p>\n

Non ti perdoner\u00f2 mai per non aver combattuto per me.<\/p>\n

Non ti perdoner\u00f2 mai per non avermi amato o per aver usato il mio amore.<\/p>\n

Non ti perdoner\u00f2 mai per avermi fatto dubitare di me stesso e dimenticare i miei valori.<\/p>\n

I don’t forgive you for bringing me down.<\/p>\n

I don’t forgive you, and I will never be able to forgive you, for making me feel like I’m not good enough.<\/p>\n

Nevertheless, I don’t want anyone to do to you what you did to me because I don’t think you’d be capable of enduring the pain you\u2019ve put me through. <\/strong><\/p>\n

You would not survive the broken soul and broken heart. You’re not as strong as I am. And you will never be. This is my only consolation. <\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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