While you and I were together, you kept convincing me that I would never find someone if you left me. You did everything in your power to destroy my confidence and partly, you\u2019ve succeeded in doing so.<\/p>\n
You were always trying to convince me that I had no value and that I was good for nothing. At first, I didn\u2019t believe you and I knew that you were only telling me all this to play with my head and to insult me.<\/p>\n
Ma con il tempo devo ammettere che ho iniziato a crederti. Ho iniziato a pensare che tu fossi davvero la cosa migliore che potesse capitarmi, nonostante tutti gli abusi che mi stavi facendo subire.<\/p>\n
Quando mi hai lasciato, mi hai detto che avrei dovuto essere felice di averti avuto nella mia vita e che eri sicuro che non ti avrei mai dimenticato.<\/p>\n
And I was also certain of that. I was sure that I\u2019d love you for the rest of my life, even if you didn\u2019t love me. I simply couldn\u2019t see the reason of my existence without you by my side.<\/p>\n
When you first walked away from me, I couldn\u2019t remember the person I was before you came into my life. I felt like I never existed without you and that was the worst part.<\/p>\n
You know, I was always afraid that you\u2019d leave me and that fear came true. And when you did, you broke my heart. But that was something I could handle and something I hoped I would eventually recover from.<\/p>\n
Ma quello da cui pensavo che non mi sarei mai ripresa \u00e8 il modo in cui il tuo amore mi ha spezzato<\/a> completamente.<\/p>\n E questo \u00e8 un aspetto che sto ancora imparando a superare.<\/p>\n But it doesn\u2019t mean I still think I will never get over you. Because I know I will, even if it\u2019s the last thing I ever do.<\/strong><\/p>\n E it certainly doesn\u2019t mean I\u2019ve stopped loving you.<\/strong> Perch\u00e9 purtroppo ti amo ancora e questa \u00e8 l'unica verit\u00e0. Ti penso ancora ogni giorno e ci sono ancora momenti in cui desidero che tu torni.<\/p>\n A volte mi sveglio ancora al mattino senza rendermi conto che non ci sei pi\u00f9. Ti cerco ancora e spero ancora di sentire la tua voce.<\/p>\n Ci sono ancora notti in cui piango per addormentarmi e momenti in cui guardo il telefono, sperando di vedere un tuo messaggio o una chiamata persa.<\/p>\n I know that I shouldn\u2019t feel like this and that you don\u2019t deserve for me to ever think of you, but I guess we can\u2019t control our emotions. I guess my love for you is stronger than my reason for now.<\/p>\n