{"id":18926,"date":"2020-07-18T11:31:55","date_gmt":"2020-07-18T11:31:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=18926"},"modified":"2021-08-12T10:36:51","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T10:36:51","slug":"ho-rinunciato-a-noi-non-perche-non-mi-interessasse-ma-perche-tu-non-lhai-fatto","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/ho-rinunciato-a-noi-non-perche-non-mi-interessasse-ma-perche-tu-non-lhai-fatto\/","title":{"rendered":"Ho rinunciato a noi, non perch\u00e9 non mi interessasse, ma perch\u00e9 voi non lo facevate."},"content":{"rendered":"

Non sono uno che si arrende.<\/b><\/p>\n

You know damn well I\u2019m not.<\/b><\/p>\n

Tutte quelle notti passate al tuo fianco a trovare tutte le soluzioni ai tuoi problemi, mentre i miei si accumulavano.<\/p>\n

Tutti quei giorni che ho passato a preoccuparmi del tuo benessere pi\u00f9 di quanto mi preoccupassi del mio.<\/p>\n

E tutti quei mesi che ho passato a dare tutto me stesso in questa relazione finch\u00e9 non \u00e8 rimasto nulla.<\/p>\n

Tutto questo \u00e8 la prova che I don\u2019t give up easily <\/a> . Questa \u00e8 la prova che quando faccio una scelta, quando prendo un impegno, lo mantengo.<\/p>\n

Quando do la mia parola, la mantengo.<\/b><\/p>\n

But I can\u2019t keep on being the only one who is giving. I can\u2019t keep on being the only one who gives a damn about this relationship, because it takes two for love. And let\u2019s face it, I was the only one.<\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

I\u2019m giving up on us, because there wasn\u2019t an us to begin with.<\/b> Forse all'inizio, molto tempo fa, quando ti importava davvero di mantenere la parola data.<\/p>\n

Quando eri affascinante, dolce e amorevole. Quando eri tutto ci\u00f2 che avrei mai potuto chiedere. Ma quei tempi sono ormai lontani.<\/p>\n

Quei tempi sono ormai solo un lontano ricordo.<\/b><\/p>\n

I\u2019m giving up on us because I deserve more than being in a <\/b>relazione unilaterale<\/b><\/a>.<\/b> I deserve someone who will kiss me and tell me everything will be okay, even though we both know that it won\u2019t.<\/p>\n

Merito di qualcuno che mi faccia sentire amata e che si impegni quanto me.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m not asking you to give all in, I\u2019m not asking you to give up on your life to make me happy. I\u2019m not asking you to put your life, your dreams, on hold so I can make mine happen.<\/p>\n

Non l'ho mai fatto. Ho chiesto solo qualcuno che mi amasse quanto io amavo loro.<\/p>\n

\"giovane<\/p>\n

Qualcuno che mi rispettasse, che ci rispettasse. Qualcuno che fosse qui perch\u00e9 lo voleva, non perch\u00e9 ne aveva bisogno.<\/p>\n

Ma tu non sei mai stato quello.<\/b><\/p>\n

I\u2019m giving up on us because there\u2019s nothing more left in me.<\/b> Tutta la mia forza si \u00e8 prosciugata, tutto il mio amore ora non \u00e8 altro che l'eco di quello vecchio.<\/p>\n

And it\u2019s killing me. It\u2019s killing me to look into my eyes and see that there\u2019s no fire in them. The fire you started. And ended.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s killing me that I have to be the one to end it but I guess that\u2019s how it works. I\u2019m the one who kept it going and I\u2019m the one who will end it.<\/b><\/p>\n

I\u2019m giving up on us, not because I don\u2019t care. Fuck, you know I do.<\/b> You know that I would jump into the deepest part of the ocean to save you even though I\u2019m terrified of depth.<\/p>\n

You know I would face all of my biggest fears for you but that\u2019s the thing.<\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

While I\u2019m facing my fears and fighting to get over obstacles on the road, you are doing nothing.<\/p>\n

NULLA.<\/b><\/p>\n

You\u2019re just standing aside, waiting until all the work is done.<\/p>\n

Pretending like I\u2019m not bleeding in front of you, like all these scars on me were always here. Like you are not the reason behind them.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m giving up on us, not because I don\u2019t care. But because you don\u2019t.<\/b> You don\u2019t care if I\u2019m happy or sad, as long as everything works out for you.<\/p>\n

You don\u2019t care if your peace has cost me my sanity, as long as you have it. When did we become like this? When did YOU become like this?<\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

Ricordo ancora l'uomo di cui mi sono innamorata, l'uomo per cui ho fatto tutto questo. Ma quell'uomo non c'\u00e8 pi\u00f9.<\/p>\n

L'uomo che amo e che amer\u00f2 sempre in qualche modo non \u00e8 pi\u00f9 con me.<\/p>\n

Mi rifiuto di credere che lo sia. Mi rifiuto di credere che una persona cos\u00ec straordinaria e amorevole possa trasformarsi in questo.<\/p>\n

In un sanguisuga emotiva <\/a> who loves only himself. An emotional vampire who\u2019s sucking me dry of my happiness and love. Of my peace and sanity.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m giving up on us. On you.<\/b><\/p>\n

And I\u2019m making myself my priority, like I should\u2019ve done a long time ago.<\/b><\/p>\n

\"Ho<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I\u2019m not a quitter. You know damn well I\u2019m not. All those nights I spent by your side figuring out all the solutions to your problems, while mine were piling up. All those days I spent worrying about your well-being more than I worried about mine. And all those months I spent giving all of…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":106053,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18926","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/I-Gave-Up-On-Us-Not-Because-I-Didnt-Care-But-Because-YOU-Did-Not.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18926","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18926"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18926\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/106053"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18926"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18926"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18926"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}