{"id":19287,"date":"2019-05-30T10:35:07","date_gmt":"2019-05-30T10:35:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=19287"},"modified":"2021-08-12T07:38:03","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T07:38:03","slug":"finalmente-sono-abbastanza-coraggioso-da-dire-che-ero-comunque-troppo-buono-per-te","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/finalmente-sono-abbastanza-coraggioso-da-dire-che-ero-comunque-troppo-buono-per-te\/","title":{"rendered":"Finalmente sono abbastanza coraggioso da dire che ero comunque troppo buono per te"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ci rimette lui!<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Su, su con la vita. Ci sono ancora molti pesci nel mare.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Voi siete <\/span><\/i>troppo buono per lui<\/span><\/i><\/a> in ogni caso!<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Lo sono?<\/b><\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t see you broken like I was. I didn\u2019t see you losing your posture even for a second when you were breaking things off. When you were telling me how I was holding you back. When you were telling me how I had changed, how I was not myself lately.<\/span><\/p>\n

In quel momento sembrava che tu avessi ragione. In quel momento credevo che tu fossi troppo buono per me e che non meritassi altro che essere gettato via come un vecchio tappeto.<\/span><\/p>\n

All'epoca credevo di meritare di essere spezzato.<\/span><\/p>\n

But\u2026<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

God, how I love this \u2018but\u2019.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

But not anymore. It\u2019s been months of me pitying myself, of me hating every single part of me, of hating my body and my mind, thinking that they drove you away. It\u2019s been months with me trying to find the sense in why you left. <\/span><\/p>\n

Was it because I was so tired lately? Was it because I couldn\u2019t keep up with your never-ending thirst for adventure? Was it because I was not pretty anymore?<\/span><\/p>\n

Mesi in cui mi sono rifiutata di far entrare qualcuno, perch\u00e9 se ne sarebbe andato comunque. Mesi in cui ho pensato che tutti l\u00e0 fuori stessero cercando di prendermi, che tutti volessero farmi del male e che ora che tu non c'eri pi\u00f9 non avevo nessuno che mi proteggesse. <\/b><\/p>\n

Mesi in cui mi sono nascosto all'interno del <\/b>muri che ho costruito<\/b><\/a> per tenere tutti fuori, ma mi sono reso conto troppo tardi di essermi chiuso in casa.<\/b><\/p>\n

I still can\u2019t believe how well you did your job. I still can\u2019t believe that I was so blind to see what you were doing. Thinking that you loved me, I gave you all of me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Pensando che tu cercassi di tenermi al sicuro, ho abbassato la guardia nei tuoi confronti e l'ho alzata contro tutti gli altri. Ho allontanato i miei amici e la mia famiglia, pensando che tu fossi tutto ci\u00f2 di cui avevo bisogno.<\/span><\/p>\n

Boy, was I wrong\u2026<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Voglio congratularmi con te per avermi manipolato cos\u00ec bene che non me lo sarei mai aspettato. Voglio congratularmi con te per avermi spogliato di tutti i miei punti di forza, senza che me ne rendessi conto e voglio congratularmi con te per aver perso una ragazza che voleva davvero essere tua. Per aver perso qualcuno a cui importava davvero di te.<\/b><\/p>\n

Ma cos\u00ec come io ero cieca per vedere le tue manipolazioni, tu eri troppo cieco per vedere il mio valore. Vedevi solo ci\u00f2 di cui avevi bisogno e quella era solo un'altra vittima dei tuoi giochi. <\/span><\/p>\n

And while I was blinded by love, you were blinded by your hatred, your pain and old scars. But even though I wasn\u2019t the one who caused them, I was the one who paid the price for every single one of them.<\/span><\/p>\n

Per ogni volta che ti hanno tradito, tu l'hai fatto con me.<\/b><\/p>\n

Per ogni volta che ti sei sentita meno degna, mi hai fatto sentire una merda.<\/b><\/p>\n

Per ogni volta che ti \u00e8 mancato l'amore, mi hai fatto sentire non amabile.<\/b><\/p>\n

But I don\u2019t care. Not anymore. You were nothing more than just another lesson in my life and you leaving was just another test I aced. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ho avuto le mie difficolt\u00e0 e c'\u00e8 voluto del tempo, ma sono riuscita a dimenticarti, a superare l'inferno che mi hai fatto passare.<\/span> and now I\u2019m happier than I ever believed I could be.<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m braver than I ever was, because I let people in. I gave away parts of me once again but this time I gave them to the right people. <\/span><\/p>\n

This time my heart is safe because it\u2019s guarded by people who never gave up on me, by people who patiently waited for me to come around, who waited for me to ask them for help.<\/span><\/p>\n

And I don\u2019t know what I did to deserve them, what I did to have their unconditional love, but I\u2019m so glad I have them. So grateful to have those who will always remind me of my worth, who will always remind me of my courage, my skills and my strength.<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m so grateful for having those who will always remind me that I was too good for you anyway.<\/b><\/p>\n

E infine, lo vedo anch'io.<\/b><\/p>\n

Finally, I\u2019m bold enough to say it.<\/b><\/p>\n

Ero comunque troppo buono per te!<\/b><\/p>\n

\"FINALMENTE<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

It\u2019s his loss! Come on, cheer up. There are plenty of fish left in the sea. You are too good for him anyway! Am I? I didn\u2019t see you broken like I was. I didn\u2019t see you losing your posture even for a second when you were breaking things off. When you were telling me…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":19288,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19287","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/jorge-flores-223750-unsplash-2.jpg",800,532,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19287","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19287"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19287\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/19288"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19287"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19287"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19287"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}