Lo amavi cos\u00ec tanto, cos\u00ec fortemente e ingenuamente. Pensavi di essere la ragazza pi\u00f9 fortunata del mondo. Non avevi idea di cosa ti aspettasse. Non immaginava quanto dolore avrebbe sofferto e quante lacrime avrebbe versato per qualcuno che non se lo meritava.<\/p>\n
Pensavate di trovare la vostra felicit\u00e0 in quell'unico uomo. Non sapevate che per tutto questo tempo avete amato un uomo sbagliato. Non sapevate che il vostro amore vi si ritorcer\u00e0 contro e vi sputer\u00e0 in faccia.<\/p>\n
Dopo aver assaggiato il male puro incarnato in lui, l'amore non fu pi\u00f9 lo stesso. Non sapevate se sareste stati in grado di amare ancora qualcuno. La felicit\u00e0 si affievoliva e veniva sostituita da un'enorme tristezza. E nei momenti in cui dimenticavate quanto stavate male, i ricordi vi tornavano alla mente e vi ricordavano ancora una volta quanto foste infelici.<\/p>\n
Stavi vagando nella tua vita come un estraneo. Cercavate di ritrovare un senso, ma ogni volta fallivate. Non aveva alcun controllo su ci\u00f2 che stava accadendo. La sua mente la intrappolava dentro di s\u00e9 e i ricordi di lui la perseguitavano, anche quando dormiva.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n I know you weren\u2019t always like that. I know that you had the prettiest smile I\u2019ve ever seen. I know that you enjoyed life and were grateful for every next moment to come. You were that person who would light up the room wherever she goes.<\/p>\n But when you met him, all of that was gone. You stopped smiling. You wanted to comfort me by pretending that you were okay by forcing a smile on your face. But, I knew always. I knew because there was no spark in your eyes and those cute little wrinkles around your mouth when you smiled sincerely disappeared. I knew you were unhappy and I couldn\u2019t do anything about it.<\/p>\n He changed you from the core. Instead of being that happy, likable girl I\u2019d known, you became depressed and anxious. You lied to me, saying that you were sick, that you couldn\u2019t get out of the bed. But I know that you didn\u2019t want to get up. I know that he broke your spirit and I wanted him to suffer at least half as much as what you were going through. But I couldn\u2019t do anything about it. You kept me in the dark. I was just a friend back then and you didn\u2019t want to admit you\u2019d made a mistake. I would have forgiven you. I would have given you everything, even then.<\/p>\n Later on, you said to me that you were ashamed of letting him change you. You admitted that you were going through hell, but you couldn\u2019t let anyone know because you were angry at yourself for letting a manipulative idiot like him destroy you.<\/p>\n You trusted him because he made you feel safe. He tricked you into thinking that he\u2019ll be there for you whenever you needed him, whenever you were hurt. You couldn\u2019t have imagined that he will be the one who will hurt you on purpose, and pretend to comfort and be there for you. You couldn\u2019t have imagined that such a diabolical being like him could walk this earth.<\/p>\n You lost yourself to a man who was incapable of love. You thought you could teach him to love. You saw that potential in him because he enchanted you. He sweet-talked you and made you believe that he is worthy of giving it a shot. But, you can\u2019t teach a narcissist to love. I warned you back then. I begged you to stay away from him, but you kept answering back that things are going to be fine. I had no idea I love you, not until you\u2019d fallen into the arms of another man. A man who didn\u2019t deserve you.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n There was nothing I could do but watch you suffer quietly and under the radar. But, you could never hide anything from me. I always knew when you lied right to my face. But I let you think that I\u2019m clueless because I knew that one day, you\u2019ll open up and when that day came, I stood there with my arms wide open, waiting for you to come.<\/p>\n Ti ho dato tutto quello che ti mancava. Ho voluto tenerti in braccio per cos\u00ec tanto tempo. Non ho mai voluto lasciarti andare. Volevo rimediare a tutto con quell'unico abbraccio. Volevo rimettere tutto a posto con quell'unico bacio sulla guancia.<\/p>\n Ho sentito quanto eri distrutta. Ho sentito ogni parola cattiva che ti ha detto. Ho sentito ogni pugno al cuore. I tuoi lividi hanno fatto male anche a me.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n Volevo portarti via tutto. Volevo cancellare tutto con quell'unico abbraccio. E quello era solo l'inizio. Quell'unico abbraccio era solo la punta dell'iceberg.<\/p>\n I swear to you that no one will bring tears to your eyes again. I swear to you that your smile is not gone forever. I will bring it back. I know it won\u2019t happen right away. 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