{"id":20740,"date":"2020-08-11T12:45:08","date_gmt":"2020-08-11T12:45:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=20740"},"modified":"2021-08-12T06:55:31","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T06:55:31","slug":"e-se-non-amassi-mai-nessun-altro-come-ho-amato-te","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/e-se-non-amassi-mai-nessun-altro-come-ho-amato-te\/","title":{"rendered":"E se non amassi mai nessun altro come ho amato te?"},"content":{"rendered":"

When I think of you, somehow I manage to forget everything bad that happened between us. I\u2019ve managed to forget all the pain you caused me and all the toxicity in our relationship.<\/p>\n

Somehow, I\u2019ve managed to forget all the tears I cried because of you and everything I went through in our relationship.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know how but with time, I\u2019ve managed to forget your jealousy, your manipulations and your abuso emotivo <\/a> .<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve forgotten how you made me feel worthless and how you caused me to question myself and everything I was doing.<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve forgotten how you always blamed me for everything wrong in our relationship.<\/p>\n

Come hai fatto tutto ci\u00f2 che era in tuo potere per farmi sentire in colpa e per convincermi che meritavo tutto ci\u00f2 che di brutto mi stava accadendo.<\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve forgotten about all the times you insulted and belittled me and about all the times you made me feel bad about myself.<\/p>\n

Somehow, I\u2019ve even forgotten about the pain you put me through when you left me. I\u2019ve even forgotten about the fact that you walked away from me. That you abandoned me and never looked back.<\/p>\n

That you didn\u2019t care about my feelings or how everything you did made me feel.<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve forgotten how you moved on with your life, as if I was never a part of it. How you didn\u2019t think about me even for a second, about what would happen to me.<\/p>\n

Sai, avevo paura.<\/b><\/p>\n

I was petrified that I wouldn\u2019t be able to function without you. I was certain that my life lost all of its meaning without you in it and that I would be lost all by myself.<\/b><\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

I was scared that you\u2019d forget all about me and that you would continue living your life as soon as you found another victim.<\/b><\/p>\n

Ed \u00e8 proprio quello che \u00e8 successo.<\/b><\/p>\n

But somehow, I\u2019ve survived.<\/b><\/p>\n

Allo stesso modo in cui sono sopravvissuto al nostro relazione tossica <\/a> . E allo stesso modo sono sopravvissuta al fatto che tu mi abbia lasciato, anche se pensavo che mi avrebbe ucciso.<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve survived almost all of my fears. Don\u2019t get me wrong \u2014 it didn\u2019t happen because I managed to overcome and outgrow them.<\/p>\n

No, I\u2019ve survived almost all of my fears related to you because they all came to life. And none of them killed me.<\/b><\/p>\n

Ma il pi\u00f9 forte \u00e8 rimasto.<\/b><\/p>\n

You might find this funny but despite everything that happened between us, I only remember the beautiful things. Because let\u2019s face it \u2014 we have some amazing memories.<\/p>\n

\"giovane<\/p>\n

Ma soprattutto ricordo come ti ho amato.<\/p>\n

E la mia paura pi\u00f9 grande \u00e8 legata proprio al mio amore per te.<\/b><\/p>\n

You might find this funny too but I\u2019ve never loved anyone else the way I loved you. I know this probably sounds like an empty phrase or a clich\u00e9 but, sadly for me, it\u2019s the only truth.<\/p>\n

Years have passed since you and I were together but I\u2019ve never grown to love anyone the way I loved you.<\/p>\n

Don\u2019t get me wrong \u2014 I am not telling you Ti amo ancora <\/a> because I don\u2019t think I do. I am just telling you that the love I felt for you can\u2019t be compared with anything else I\u2019ve experienced in my life.<\/p>\n

So che le cose non dovrebbero andare cos\u00ec. So che l'amore \u00e8 l'ultima emozione che dovrei provare per te. So che sei l'ultimo uomo che merita di avere il titolo di persona pi\u00f9 amata della mia vita.<\/b><\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

Ma non \u00e8 una cosa che posso controllare. E non \u00e8 una cosa che ho scelto io.<\/b><\/p>\n

Quello che temo \u00e8 che non potr\u00f2 mai amare qualcuno come ho amato te.<\/b><\/p>\n

Ho paura di passare tutta la vita a ricordarmi di te e a pensare a tutto quello che \u00e8 successo tra noi.<\/p>\n

I am petrified that years will pass and that you\u2019ll still be the man I loved the most.<\/p>\n

Che paragoner\u00f2 i miei sentimenti per ogni uomo del mio futuro al modo in cui ho amato te. E che nessun amore per nessun altro uomo si avviciner\u00e0 mai all'amore che ho provato per te.<\/p>\n

Che mi sposer\u00f2, avr\u00f2 dei figli e che invecchier\u00f2 senza aver mai amato qualcuno come ho amato te.<\/p>\n

Ho paura che tu rimanga per sempre la persona pi\u00f9 importante della mia vita, mentre tu non mi penserai mai.<\/b><\/p>\n

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