{"id":20814,"date":"2019-07-13T10:36:11","date_gmt":"2019-07-13T10:36:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=20814"},"modified":"2021-08-12T06:35:58","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T06:35:58","slug":"amore-mio-stasera-abbiamo-finalmente-raggiunto-il-nostro-punto-di-rottura","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/amore-mio-stasera-abbiamo-finalmente-raggiunto-il-nostro-punto-di-rottura\/","title":{"rendered":"Mio 'amore', stasera abbiamo finalmente raggiunto il nostro punto di rottura"},"content":{"rendered":"

Tonight, I\u2019m finally done. This is it! There is no turning back, there is no regret. Tonight you broke my spirit and you brought me to an emotional death. Tonight, I gave up for the first time in my life. <\/span><\/p>\n

There is no more waiting for things to get better. There is no more praying to God to open your eyes or get me out of the mess I was stuck in. It\u2019s over. I can finally stop crying and screaming with this agony that has grown bigger and bigger with every passing day. I can finally move on and leave you buried deep behind in my past. <\/span><\/p>\n

From tonight on, I won\u2019t have to be afraid of you anymore. I won\u2019t have to dance to the music you play. I won\u2019t have to be careful not to say something that will trigger you and you\u2019ll go crazy. From tonight on, I\u2019m free. I\u2019m bringing back my old self. I\u2019m breaking free from your <\/span>abusivo<\/span><\/a> catene. <\/span><\/p>\n

It\u2019s strange how you can love someone who treats you like shit. It\u2019s painful how much energy and patience you have for someone who was never worthy of you. Someone who used you and broke you to the point of unrecognition. It\u2019s fucking ridiculous how many chances you give him and he never changes. He becomes even worse. Well, tonight, my \u2018love\u2019, that finally ends!<\/span><\/p>\n

Non solo mi hai manipolato, ma ho manipolato me stessa in modo ancora peggiore. Mi sono fatto credere che tutto questo sarebbe finito. Mi sono fatto credere che un giorno tutto sarebbe tornato normale, come prima. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ho mentito a me stessa e ho continuato ad amarti come se fossi l'unico uomo al mondo. <\/b><\/p>\n

Ma il tempo ha giocato a mio favore. Il tempo \u00e8 stato il mio pi\u00f9 grande alleato. Ora so che dovevo piangere, dovevo essere sull'orlo del<\/span> cadere a pezzi<\/span><\/a>, I had to go through all of that to realize that tonight, this is all finally over. In my agony, I forced myself to believe in dreams that would never come true. I tricked myself and kept the faith that this waiting game we were playing would end in both of our favors, that it would end happily. But now that it\u2019s all over, I see it ended happily but only for me, because after some time, you\u2019ll regret losing me. One day you\u2019ll face the worst decision of your life<\/span>\u2014<\/span>di trattarmi di merda perch\u00e9 avremmo potuto avere tutto. <\/span><\/p>\n

I will never cry over this, what happened tonight. I will never show any sign of weakness because I\u2019m not weak anymore. I was when I was with you because you forced me to be something I\u2019m not. I don\u2019t regret the decision I made tonight because I\u2019m turning to the future, the kind of future I always wanted to have and you couldn\u2019t give me. Tonight I\u2019m getting rid of the past I never wanted, tonight I\u2019m living in a present in which I call all the shots. <\/span><\/p>\n

And the first one will be to get rid of everything that reminds me of you. I\u2019m going to erase you from my life like you never existed. Yes, I\u2019m that brave and actually, I want to thank you because you reminded me how strong I am. You reminded me of something I\u2019ve forgotten and misplaced. You showed me that no one has the right to control me. Thank you for making me a better person. Even if it is through pain and suffering, even if it has cost me so many things, thank you for making me realize that.<\/span><\/p>\n

So, while you wander around the streets thinking that you are a winner and how you don\u2019t need me, you know what I will be doing tonight?<\/span><\/p>\n

Riposo. <\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m going to let my heart have a long-overdue break. I will lie down and for the first time in a long time, I\u2019m going to be myself. <\/span><\/p>\n

And you? Frankly, my dear, I don\u2019t give a damn. <\/span><\/p>\n\n\n

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