{"id":20867,"date":"2020-07-17T07:49:29","date_gmt":"2020-07-17T07:49:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=20867"},"modified":"2022-02-23T11:00:23","modified_gmt":"2022-02-23T11:00:23","slug":"im-forte-ma-im-stanco-di-osso","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/im-forte-ma-im-stanco-di-osso\/","title":{"rendered":"Sono forte, ma sono stanco fino all'osso"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sto lentamente perdendo la terra sotto i piedi. Non ho pi\u00f9 la forza.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s impossible to even describe the state I’m in. It\u2019s impossible to get all of these feelings out in the open.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m so tired and my soul is cadere a pezzi<\/a>. I can\u2019t take any of this shit happening every day.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m really sick of putting a fake smile on my face. I\u2019m sick of pretending to be fine<\/a>. I\u2019m tired of keeping myself strong.<\/p>\n

Don\u2019t I have the right to fall apart? Don\u2019t I have the right to lose myself for a moment, to take a break? <\/em>S\u00ec, I\u2019m strong<\/a>. S\u00ec, posso sopportare molto, ma questo lascia un impatto.<\/p>\n

That constant putting up with and facing problems left a huge mark on me and I\u2019m not sure how much longer I can take it.<\/p>\n

Strong alpha women can take everything. Isn\u2019t that right?<\/p>\n

\"bella<\/p>\n

S\u00ec, certo, ma qualcuno si ferma a pensare cosa passa per la testa, come si sente, se ha ancora forza?<\/p>\n

I\u2019m sick and stanco<\/a> di recitazione. Sono forte, ma il mio corpo \u00e8 stanco e la mia mente \u00e8 stanca.<\/p>\n

And if you scratch just a little bit underneath my surface and if you just take a second to look me deep in the eyes, you\u2019ll see that. You\u2019ll see that I\u2019m falling apart.<\/p>\n

Non ho mai scelto di essere forte, ma la vita mi ha costretto a esserlo.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Ho dovuto stringere i pugni e affrontare i miei problemi. Invece di scappare e nascondermi dai miei incubi, dovevo affrontarli.<\/p>\n

I was so scared, that for a moment I couldn\u2019t move, I couldn\u2019t break free but I was forced to.<\/p>\n

Si trattava di lottare per la sopravvivenza o di subire una sconfitta. Dovevo scegliere. E dove mi ha portato?<\/em><\/p>\n

The only thing I feel now is worn out and tired. I\u2019m not ready for another battle and believe me, this is not the end.<\/p>\n

\"silhouette<\/p>\n

Ce ne sono molti altri in arrivo. Come trover\u00f2 la forza di continuare a vincere?<\/p>\n

Come trover\u00f2 il coraggio di fingere l'ennesimo sorriso quando l'unica cosa che vorrei fare \u00e8 strisciare a letto e piangere?<\/p>\n

Gli altri mi hanno sempre visto come impavido e completo. Altri erano sempre sicuri che avrei risolto ogni problema che mi si presentava.<\/p>\n

Avevano pi\u00f9 fiducia in me che in me stessa. Sapevano che avevo la forza, ma nessuno vedeva la battaglia che si svolgeva dentro di me.<\/p>\n

Nessuno ha mai saputo che la mia anima era stanca e che stavo cadendo a pezzi. Non ho mai permesso a nessuno di vederlo.<\/p>\n

The truth is that I\u2019ve lived my whole life independently. I took care of myself and I never asked for anyone\u2019s help<\/a>. I thought I didn\u2019t need it.<\/p>\n

But the thing is that I did need it. I couldn\u2019t do everything by myself and I still can\u2019t do it.<\/p>\n

Now, I\u2019ve realized that no matter how strong I want to be and am, I will reach my punto di rottura<\/a>.<\/p>\n

\"giovane<\/p>\n

I will reach that moment when I\u2019ll say I can\u2019t do this by myself anymore.<\/p>\n

Dopo tutto, nessuno di noi dovrebbe essere completamente solo. Tutti abbiamo bisogno di sostegno. <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Maybe not all the time but definitely in moments of weakness, in the moments when we don\u2019t see a way out. <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Tutti noi abbiamo bisogno di sentire parole gentili e di ricevere una pacca sulla spalla di tanto in tanto, a prescindere dalla nostra forza.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Non ho mai voluto chiedere aiuto a nessuno. Pensavo fosse un segno di debolezza.<\/p>\n

Ma ora che sono arrivata al limite della rottura, ho capito che non \u00e8 mai vergognoso chiedere aiuto quando se ne ha bisogno.<\/p>\n

Moreover, your greatness and your strength really show when you know you can\u2019t go on by yourself and when you\u2019re willing to take the help that is offered. Then you can be a true winner.<\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

Ora, dopo tutto quello che \u00e8 successo, voglio davvero che qualcuno mi abbracci.<\/p>\n

Per quanto io voglia essere forte, alla fine della giornata voglio che qualcuno mi prenda tra le braccia e mi abbracci.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t need financial help, I\u2019m independent. I don\u2019t need anyone\u2019s physical help because I always find a solution to do something I want to do on my own.<\/p>\n

But sometimes, I need emotional support. I need someone to spoil me and tell me everything will be all right when I doubt and when I can\u2019t take it anymore.<\/p>\n

E non c'\u00e8 da vergognarsi. Tutti abbiamo bisogno di qualcuno che sia l\u00ec per noi quando ne abbiamo bisogno.<\/p>\n

We can\u2019t walk through this life all by ourself and if we have to, if we choose to do so, then it\u2019s not a life that is worth living.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s okay not to be strong all the time. It\u2019s okay to be strong for others but you have to give yourself a break.<\/p>\n

\"Sono<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I\u2019m slowly losing the ground underneath my feet. I don\u2019t have the strength anymore. It\u2019s impossible to even describe the state I’m in. It\u2019s impossible to get all of these feelings out in the open. I\u2019m so tired and my soul is falling apart. I can\u2019t take any of this shit happening every day. I\u2019m…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":113878,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20867","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/Im-Strong-But-Im-Tired-To-The-Bone-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20867","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20867"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20867\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/113878"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20867"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20867"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20867"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}