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<\/p>\nSe guardo alla mia vita, numerose persone mi hanno causato diversi tipi di dolore emotivo.<\/p>\n
There were people whose goal was to play with my heart and to hurt my feelings and there were some who probably didn\u2019t do it on purpose.<\/p>\n
Ma il punto cruciale \u00e8 che tutti mi hanno fatto del male.<\/p>\n
And when I think of you, I don\u2019t know in which group to put you.<\/p>\n
Mi stavi facendo passare un dolore emotivo cos\u00ec grande di proposito o lo stavi facendo solo perch\u00e9 eri insensibile e perch\u00e9 non avevi mai preso in considerazione i miei sentimenti?<\/p>\n
In ogni caso, the point is that the pain you put me through can\u2019t be compared to anything else I\u2019ve experienced in life.<\/b> E non mi riferisco solo alle emozioni negative.<\/p>\n
I am trying to tell you that the pain you put me through has been the most intense emotion I\u2019ve ever felt in my life. You may say I am exaggerating but it is the truth.<\/p>\n
The emotional pain I felt because of you was stronger than all the happiness I\u2019ve ever felt in my life, of all the excitement and of every single positive emotion I\u2019ve experienced.<\/p>\n
A pensarci bene, era ancora pi\u00f9 forte dell'amore che provavo per te.<\/b><\/p>\n
E la cosa peggiore \u00e8 che non ti sei mai reso conto di quanto mi hai ferito.<\/b><\/p>\n
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In qualche modo, hai sempre sostenuto che stavo esagerando e che ero troppo emotiva e sensibile.<\/p>\n
Mi accusavi sempre di fare la vittima o di dare la colpa a me per tutte le cose che mi facevi.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t know if you were acting this way because you couldn\u2019t accept the fact that you were hurting another human being that much. That you were destroying and breaking the woman who loved you.<\/p>\n
Forse per te era pi\u00f9 facile guardare le cose da quel punto di vista che guardare la verit\u00e0 negli occhi. Forse non sei mai riuscito ad accettare il fatto di essere un mostro che ha reso la mia vita un inferno.<\/p>\n
O forse sapevi cosa mi stavi facendo, ma hai continuato a farlo consapevolmente, senza il minimo segno di rimorso.<\/p>\n
In ogni caso, il fatto \u00e8 che non ti sei mai assunto alcuna responsabilit\u00e0 per le tue parole o azioni nei miei confronti.<\/b><\/p>\n
At least, you never confessed that you were guilty of hurting me and you never acknowledged my pain or all the sacrifices I made for the sake of our relationship. You always acted like you shouldn\u2019t be held accountable for the way you mistreated me.<\/p>\n
Come se le mie lacrime, le mie notti insonni, le mie insicurezze causate da te e i miei batticuori non fossero affari tuoi.<\/b><\/p>\n
E a volte penso che il tuo comportamento mi abbia fatto ancora pi\u00f9 male di tutte le cose che mi facevi.<\/b><\/p>\n
And that is why I sincerely hope that a day comes when you\u2019ll understand everything you put me through.<\/p>\n
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But I mean really get it because I don\u2019t want you telling me you understand something just to be the bigger man in both of our eyes.<\/p>\n
Don\u2019t get me wrong \u2014 despite all the pain you caused me, I still don\u2019t wish for you to experience anything similar.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t want you to go through all the things I went through because that is something I wouldn\u2019t wish for my worst enemy to have to live through.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t want you to be consumed by guilt either. After all, what was done was done and your conscious waking up all of a sudden can\u2019t change anything.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t want you to apologize either. I am not going to lie\u2014it would be nice to hear an honest apology but when I come to think of it, even that wouldn\u2019t make a significant difference inside of me and I am not sure if it would make me feel better.<\/p>\n
My pain wouldn\u2019t be erased if you experienced the same. No matter what you do, how you live your life and what happens to you, the scars on my soul will remain.<\/p>\n
I just want you to realize what you\u2019ve done to me and to take responsibility for your actions, even if you do it alone, without me ever finding out about it.<\/b><\/p>\n
E voglio che questa sia una lezione per voi...<\/b>\u2014<\/b>di non pensare mai di fare qualcosa di simile a un'altra donna nella vostra vita.<\/b> <\/p>\n
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