{"id":21945,"date":"2020-08-16T12:29:13","date_gmt":"2020-08-16T12:29:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=21945"},"modified":"2021-08-11T12:05:55","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T12:05:55","slug":"alluomo-che-ha-giocato-con-il-mio-cuore","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/alluomo-che-ha-giocato-con-il-mio-cuore\/","title":{"rendered":"All'uomo che ha giocato con il mio cuore"},"content":{"rendered":"

I still can\u2019t grasp that you hurt me so consciously. Your heart must be ice cold, yet all I saw was warmth inside of you. I chose to see the best when the worst was right under my nose.<\/p>\n

I just couldn\u2019t see it or I didn\u2019t want to see it. You provoked emotions inside of me that I didn\u2019t even know existed. In your arms, I felt safe and sound. I felt like I belonged.<\/p>\n

My eyes would sparkle every time you would enter the room. I felt joy, pure and impassable joy I couldn\u2019t hide.<\/p>\n

Hai visto attraverso di me. Hai visto l'effetto che la tua vicinanza aveva su di me.<\/p>\n

Una donna adulta si trasformava in una ragazzina ingenua ogni volta che le si avvicinava. <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Y<\/strong><\/em>la nostra presenza mi rendeva incapace di ragionare. Ero cos\u00ec inebriato dal mio amore per te che mi sono perso in esso.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Lo sapevate bene. Ne sono certo. Era tutto parte del gioco<\/a>. Per farmi trasalire con parole che non avevo mai sentito prima.<\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

Per fare cose che mi lasciassero a bocca aperta. Di toccarmi in un modo che lasciasse un segno sul mio corpo molto tempo dopo che tu non c'eri pi\u00f9.<\/p>\n

You played the role of a perfect boyfriend so skilfully that I didn\u2019t even notice the small manipulations I was under the entire time. I trusted you completely, and you used it.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

You benefited from it. You knew I would hang onto your every word like it\u2019s most sacred and honest.<\/p>\n

Non avrei mai avuto ripensamenti e, se li avessi avuti, avrei messo a tacere la mia mente, dicendole di smettere di pensare troppo.<\/p>\n

Ho messo a tacere ogni pensiero e ogni sentimento che mi diceva che stavi giocando con il mio cuore. Mi sono rifiutata di credere che tu potessi fare qualcosa per ferirmi intenzionalmente. Ma avrei dovuto ascoltare.<\/p>\n

I should have believed my intuition and stayed as far away from you as I possibly could have. Maybe I wouldn\u2019t have ended up hurt so badly.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Tutte queste scuse<\/a> to why you couldn\u2019t text me back, why you were always late to our dates, why you would sneak out from my bed early in the morning before I would wake up seem so stupid now.<\/p>\n

\"giovane<\/p>\n

Ma allora li ho comprati. Ci ho creduto. Credevo che, qualunque cosa avessi fatto, avresti sempre trovato la strada per me.<\/p>\n

I believed that you just weren’t ready to commit, and I didn\u2019t mind taking it extra slow.<\/p>\n

Never pushing you to do anything you didn\u2019t want to do. Never nagging or doing all those things clingy women do.<\/p>\n

What I didn\u2019t realize was that you didn\u2019t need to be pushed. You always had one foot out the door, ready to run.<\/p>\n

Non avevi intenzione di restare. Sapevi che la nostra relazione era a breve termine, anche se avevi giurato di amarmi fino alla morte.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Ma, a quanto vedo, erano tutte bugie, e tu stai ancora respirando.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Stai respirando e vivendo la tua vita con qualcun altro. Con una donna a caso che si beve le tue bugie, come ho fatto io, finch\u00e9 non ti stanchi anche di lei.<\/p>\n

Do you know what\u2019s the worst in all of that? I used to blame myself.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

Passavo i miei giorni e le mie notti a pensare se fosse stato qualcosa che avevo fatto a spingerti tra le sue braccia.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Maybe I wasn\u2019t enough;, maybe I wanted too much; maybe I wasn\u2019t sufficiently pretty or smart; maybe I wasn\u2019t worthy of your love.<\/p>\n

I regret those thoughts the most. But I couldn\u2019t help them.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Ma questo era il passato, e il presente \u00e8 il presente. Non sono pi\u00f9 la donna di una volta<\/a>. I don\u2019t analyze your words. I am not trying to make sense of everything you did.<\/p>\n

Non siete cos\u00ec importanti come un tempo.<\/p>\n

Sei solo una persona che ha giocato con il mio cuore cos\u00ec bene da confonderlo con l'amore.<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

\"All'uomo<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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