Devo tenerlo per me. Devo stare tranquilla e affrontare il dolore di non averlo pi\u00f9 tutto per me.<\/strong><\/p>\nI know it\u2019s hard now to let go of him. I know that nothing ever goes away overnight but I don\u2019t get just one thing.<\/p>\n
The rational part of me keeps yelling to forget about him. It keeps reminding me what horrible things he did to me. It keeps telling me that he never changed, even after so many chances given and that this time it wouldn\u2019t be any different.<\/p>\n
But the emotional part of me, the \u2018insane\u2019 part, keeps bringing him back. It keeps showing flashes of his smiling face. It keeps provoking empathy and craves him back, although it shouldn\u2019t.<\/p>\n
La verit\u00e0 \u00e8 che ricordo solo le cose belle.<\/em><\/p>\n![\"un](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/a-guy-on-the-street-kisses-a-smiling-girl.jpg\")
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Ricordo come mi faceva ridere cos\u00ec tanto che mi faceva male lo stomaco. Ricordo come si rendeva completamente ridicolo solo per strapparmi un piccolo sorriso.<\/p>\n
Ricordo tutte le cose folli che facevamo insieme, quanto eravamo felici senza preoccupazioni al mondo, senza una preoccupazione al mondo.<\/p>\n
Pensavamo che l'amore fosse cos\u00ec semplice. C'erano dei problemi e abbiamo scelto di ignorarli. Abbiamo fatto finta di niente, finch\u00e9 non sono tornati e una volta \u00e8 stato troppo.<\/p>\n
Tutte le cose che continuavamo a nascondere, a nascondere, sono tornate e ci hanno colpito in faccia. Non c'\u00e8 stato modo di riprendersi.<\/em><\/p>\nUn giorno lo avevo e il giorno dopo era un perfetto sconosciuto. Non c'era pi\u00f9.<\/strong><\/p>\nAnd I can\u2019t force myself to forget him. I can\u2019t stop missing him. And I know I should.<\/em><\/p>\nUnderneath it all, I know that he doesn\u2019t deserve to be missed. I know that I\u2019m a complete idiot for being stuck in those happy memories we had together. I know that I\u2019m the only one.<\/p>\n
Mentre di notte mi rotolo nel mio letto cercando di scacciarlo dai miei pensieri, so che lui dorme perfettamente immobile.<\/p>\n
I know that he doesn\u2019t miss me and that he doesn\u2019t think about me.<\/p>\n
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Then, I\u2019m angry at myself. I\u2019m angry because I\u2019m stuck on him and he let me go a long time ago.<\/em><\/p>\nHe was the one who called it quits on us. He was the one who didn\u2019t want to fight anymore.<\/p>\n
I wanted us to work but he didn\u2019t care enough to try.<\/p>\n
I kept giving him the time and space to turn things around but he didn\u2019t see it that way. I guess I was just something casual he ran into along the way and I thought we would last much longer.<\/p>\n
Mi sbagliavo.<\/p>\n
But you know what I\u2019ve learned?<\/p>\n
I\u2019d rather miss him the way I remember him. I\u2019d rather miss the good sides of him.<\/p>\n
So, I know it\u2019s for the best because I know that I would be miserable if we had stayed together.<\/p>\n
So I\u2019d rather miss him than be with him.<\/p>\n
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