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A colui che mi ha spezzato il cuore,<\/span><\/p>\n I\u2019d like to say thank you. You might not understand why I\u2019m thanking you at first, but hopefully this letter will explain.<\/span><\/p>\n It took me a long time to get to a place where I realised I had things to thank you for. You broke my heart, and for a while, I didn\u2019t ever think I\u2019d be ok again. <\/span><\/p>\n I gave you everything that I had and loved you in the best way that I could – completely; with all of me. I threw everything at making us work, and I wanted for us to be what I\u2019d hoped that we would be, more than anything I had ever wanted. I gave you every ounce of myself; but it turned out not to be enough. <\/span><\/p>\n I think that\u2019s what was hardest to take. And in truth, what\u2019s been the hardest to get over. Not that you were gone from my life – though I must admit that that hurt too, but that I could give myself so completely to someone who I cared about so much, and it could be not enough. <\/span><\/p>\n For the following few months after you left, I can\u2019t even begin to describe the number of tears I cried believing I could never be enough for anyone, because I wasn\u2019t enough for you. I know now that this wasn\u2019t your fault. You couldn\u2019t make yourself love me any more than I could, and I forgive you for that. Sometimes you try your hardest to make the pieces fit together, but the edges have worn down and they just don\u2019t belong together like they used to. I understand this now, and I forgive you.<\/span><\/p>\n I\u2019d like to thank you for teaching me that love is the most powerful thing that you can ever give to someone, and even if that person doesn\u2019t give you their love in return<\/a>, you\u2019re still so lucky to be able to feel so deeply. <\/span><\/p>\n I\u2019d like to thank you for teaching me that you won\u2019t always be right for everyone. And more importantly, I\u2019d like to thank you for teaching me that that is perfectly ok.<\/span><\/p>\n I\u2019d like to thank you for teaching me that even though I wasn\u2019t enough for you – I am most certainly enough. I am beautiful in my own skin, and I am enough. <\/span><\/p>\n I\u2019d like to thank you for showing me that I am worth it, and for helping me to not only face up to the things I wanted to change about myself, but to look my insecurities in the eye and also acknowledge the parts that I love about myself. <\/span><\/p>\n