{"id":23843,"date":"2018-09-20T10:21:10","date_gmt":"2018-09-20T10:21:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=23843"},"modified":"2021-08-11T12:42:47","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T12:42:47","slug":"alluomo-che-ha-il-mio-cuore","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/alluomo-che-ha-il-mio-cuore\/","title":{"rendered":"All'uomo che ha il mio cuore"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ricordo ogni dettaglio della notte d'estate in cui mi hai lasciato. Il suono forte della campana di una chiesa e il caldo insopportabile, la gente che passava e mi guardava in faccia mentre le lacrime scendevano.<\/p>\n<p>You didn\u2019t come, you left me. You left me like a coward who does not have the courage to fight for love, to show its feelings. You left me at the moment when I wanted to say these words for the first time: \u201cI love you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I think that you weren\u2019t ready to love me as much as I loved you. You didn\u2019t give me a chance to show you that I would always be with you. You know how many things I have sacrificed for our love. I traveled over 300 miles and spent the last of my savings just to see you.<\/p>\n<p>I was willing to accept your flaws, your silly jokes and your lack of trust. I simply adored your dark eyes, your curly hair, sweet lips and your birthmark at the corner of your right eye. I even adored your constant moaning about your \u2018girlish\u2019 legs because, darling, they were perfect for me.<\/p>\n<p>Although it\u2019s been a month since I got onto that bus and it took me away from you, away from us, I still don\u2019t know how I managed to pull myself together and gather my strength enough to leave you. I was so weak, I hadn\u2019t eaten for a whole day, apart from a bowl of cereal which I barely swallowed. My body was trembling, my lips were so dry, and I ran out of water.<\/p>\n<p>My only hope, my salvation, was you. Not food or water, just you. It\u2019s believed that a human being cannot live without air, food, water, or love. I would even have managed to survive if I just had your love. I didn\u2019t care about anything else.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-23856 size-large\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/Small-gestures-such-as-hand-holding-or-a-loving-embrace-can-go-a-long-way.-1-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Sarei anche riuscito a sopravvivere se solo avessi avuto il tuo amore.\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/Small-gestures-such-as-hand-holding-or-a-loving-embrace-can-go-a-long-way.-1-683x1024.jpg 683w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/Small-gestures-such-as-hand-holding-or-a-loving-embrace-can-go-a-long-way.-1-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/Small-gestures-such-as-hand-holding-or-a-loving-embrace-can-go-a-long-way.-1.jpg 735w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 683px) 100vw, 683px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><b>Ho pianto da quando sono arrivata a casa. Non \u00e8 passato un giorno senza pensare a te.<\/b><\/p>\n<p>The worst pain happens in the morning when I open my eyes and you become my first thought. At that moment, I wish I wasn\u2019t awake.<\/p>\n<p>My deepest fear is that you will forget about me, and maybe you already have. I fear that you don\u2019t remember our love. I fear that you will meet someone new and fall in love.<\/p>\n<p><em>Sapete come ci si sente?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>So che la distanza \u00e8 il motivo principale per cui mi hai lasciato. Ma tesoro, non ti importava abbastanza di me. Se lo avessi fatto, saresti rimasto al mio fianco. Ti amavo cos\u00ec tanto che ero disposta a sacrificare tutta la mia vita per te, se solo avessi detto una parola.<\/p>\n<p>That one year of me staying at home would pass, we would be together, and I would come back to you, to your place. We would be so happy together, if you just let me prove it to you. Maybe you just were afraid, as much as I am now, that I would meet someone new and forget about you. You should know that it won\u2019t happen. Not now, not in this time until I lose all trace of you.<\/p>\n<p><b>The truth is, you just didn\u2019t trust me enough. If we\u2019d had more time, I would have shown you, I assure you.<\/b><\/p>\n<p>But, you didn\u2019t allow me that. Now, I pray to dear God to save you from evil and protect you while I\u2019m miles away from you. I hope that my love meant something to you and that you can still feel it deeply in your heart because I remember what you said: \u201cI possess your heart.\u201d Indeed, you are scored on my heart.<\/p>\n<p>Tesoro, volevo solo amarti. Nient'altro.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-23851 size-large\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/7-Signs-You-Need-To-End-It-Even-Though-You-Still-Love-Him-3-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"All&#039;uomo che ha il mio cuore\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/7-Signs-You-Need-To-End-It-Even-Though-You-Still-Love-Him-3-683x1024.jpg 683w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/7-Signs-You-Need-To-End-It-Even-Though-You-Still-Love-Him-3-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/7-Signs-You-Need-To-End-It-Even-Though-You-Still-Love-Him-3.jpg 735w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 683px) 100vw, 683px\" \/><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I remember every detail of the summer night when you left me. That loud sound of a church bell and the unbearable hotness, and people passing by and looking at my face as my tears were falling down it. You didn\u2019t come, you left me. You left me like a coward who does not have&#8230;<\/p>","protected":false},"author":41,"featured_media":23849,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29653],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23843","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letters"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29653,"label":"letters"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/ol-klein.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Martha Sullivan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/martha-sullivan\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29653,"name":"letters","slug":"letters","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29653,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. 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