{"id":2386,"date":"2020-07-10T10:39:38","date_gmt":"2020-07-10T10:39:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=2386"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:51:49","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:51:49","slug":"alla-mia-quasi-relazione-questo-e-il-mio-addio","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/alla-mia-quasi-relazione-questo-e-il-mio-addio\/","title":{"rendered":"Alla mia \"quasi\" relazione: Questo \u00e8 il mio addio"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u201cHow do you say goodbye to someone you can’t imagine living without? I didn’t say goodbye. I didn’t say anything. I just walked away.\u201d<\/em>\u2014Elizabeth, My Blueberry Nights (movie)<\/span><\/p>\n

I know we were never two typical people. We\u2019re both damaged in our own ways. We\u2019ve met each other\u2019s darkness. We always run away and run back to each other. This is like a never-ending cycle. There is no doubt that this type of demented relationship does no good to either of us. For God\u2019s sake, just look at us! We\u2019re broken, toxic, bitter, drained.<\/span><\/p>\n

And that\u2019s why I need to say goodbye.<\/span><\/p>\n

It\u2019s not because I\u2019m a quitter. It\u2019s not because I don\u2019t love you.<\/span><\/p>\n

You admired me because I never asked things other girls would ask. I thought that\u2019s a good sign. Boy, how wrong was I.<\/span><\/p>\n

I want to be unconditionally, truly, madly, conventionally and unconventionally, to-the-final-breath loved. To hell with me if that\u2019s my sin. I deserved it, I know I did. I gave all of my heart to you, but you doubted it always. You never believed you could be so loved.<\/span><\/p>\n

Questa nostra storia d'amore era quasi bella, quasi perfetta, quasi possibile. Quasi.<\/span><\/p>\n

Mi hai nutrito di speranza quanto basta per farmi desiderare sempre di pi\u00f9.<\/span><\/p>\n

It turns out that we\u2019re both in some kind of \u2018almost-lovers\u2019 limbo.<\/span><\/p>\n

So, I\u2019m standing here in front of you, asking you to set me free. Of course, I wanted to be yours and yours only. You can\u2019t say you didn\u2019t want the same at times.<\/span><\/p>\n

I swear I have to say goodbye, for the sake of both of us. I hate every single one of the million reasons we never made it. My heart still burns with desire for that one reason that could turntables. I guess that\u2019s the curse of all of us stuck in some damn almost-fairy-tale.<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m standing here in front of you, and I\u2019m worn out. This agony has lasted for one sleepless night too many. But, I never forget to put my smile on. I don\u2019t want people to see my anxiety and my paura di perderti.<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

Grazie per i momenti magici che abbiamo vissuto. Grazie per i ricordi. Spero che ci incontreremo di nuovo in qualche altra vita. Spero che la parola <\/span>quasi <\/span><\/i>won\u2019t exist there.<\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cHow do you say goodbye to someone you can’t imagine living without? I didn’t say goodbye. I didn’t say anything. I just walked away.\u201d\u2014Elizabeth, My Blueberry Nights (movie) I know we were never two typical people. We\u2019re both damaged in our own ways. We\u2019ve met each other\u2019s darkness. We always run away and run back…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":25153,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2386","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/christopher-campbell-218555-unsplash-1024x653.jpg",1024,653,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2386","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2386"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2386\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/25153"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2386"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2386"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2386"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}