{"id":2562,"date":"2017-07-14T13:46:35","date_gmt":"2017-07-14T13:46:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=2562"},"modified":"2022-02-28T02:21:31","modified_gmt":"2022-02-28T02:21:31","slug":"ragazzo-che-pensa-di-non-poterne-fare-a-meno","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/ragazzo-che-pensa-di-non-poterne-fare-a-meno\/","title":{"rendered":"Al ragazzo che pensa che non posso vivere senza di lui"},"content":{"rendered":"

Andare e tornare \u00e8 sempre stata una tua caratteristica, vero? Sei cos\u00ec perfetto e puoi darti tanto potere su qualcuno per andartene ed essere sicuro che ti aspetter\u00e0 ancora quando deciderai di tornare. Ti aspetter\u00f2 quando deciderai di tornare. <\/span><\/p>\n

You can decide to take a break, to put a wall between us or just to forget about me for a while and then come back as if nothing ever happened. You\u2019ll kiss me, you\u2019ll hold my hand and tell me how pretty I am, and I\u2019m supposed to forget about everything? <\/b><\/p>\n

I should be there for you whenever you need a friend, a shoulder to cry on or a cheerleader but I\u2019ll have to deal with my mental breakdowns on my own, even though I supposedly have you? <\/span><\/p>\n

Loyalty is a privilege, not a right. Just because I love you, it doesn\u2019t mean I owe you anything. I do stuff for you because I care, not because I have to\u2014you just seem to forget that a bit too often.<\/b><\/p>\n

Just because I care for you and it hurts when you are not by my side doesn\u2019t mean I\u2019ll consent to that kind of toxic relationship forever. If you ask me, this has been going in the wrong direction for far too long. I\u2019ve given you way more time than to any other man in my life. I kept thinking you\u2019ll change and you\u2019ll realize how much love I have for you.<\/span><\/p>\n

I thought you\u2019ll see how special I am and how much I care for you. <\/b>I don\u2019t have to be the prettiest one, that\u2019s not what I am about and you knew that from the beginning. I am the one that always knew how to make you laugh even when you were the saddest person in this world. I knew when to speak and when to listen. I knew when you needed my touch and I knew when you needed my hand in yours. That\u2019s why you always come running back to me, right?<\/span><\/p>\n

You know there is no other one who\u2019ll put up with what I am going through. <\/b>There is no other girl who knows you better than I do and you keep taking that for granted. And I keep waiting for you to realize what am I to you for real. Am I just a punching bag or am I \u2018the one\u2019?<\/span><\/p>\n

I keep thinking a woman can change a man because she loves him. She can\u2019t. I can\u2019t. A man changes himself because he loves her. You\u2019re supposed to change because you love me. But you are not changing.<\/b><\/p>\n

You never appreciated me. Maybe you\u2019ll be one of those people who realize what they had once they\u2019ve lost it.  Maybe you\u2019ll realize my value once you\u2019re left without me. <\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

Vi svelo un segreto. <\/span>One day you\u2019ll wake up and I won\u2019t be there.<\/b> You\u2019ll call me, but unlike all the other times, I won\u2019t rush to pick up my phone. I won\u2019t pick up at all. That\u2019ll be the day I\u2019ll decide I\u2019ve had enough<\/a>. That\u2019ll be the day when you\u2019ll lose the one person that cared for you more than she cared about her life.<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019ll box up your things, I\u2019ll box up everything I have from you\u2014all the good things, all the bad things, my memories, my tears, your gifts, our photos and I\u2019ll toss them away. I\u2019ll toss you out of my apartment, head, and heart. <\/span><\/p>\n

Life won\u2019t wait for us and I am not going to wait for you either. <\/b><\/p>\n

I\u2019ll allow myself to cry. It will be my way to digest you through my system. But once I stop, it\u2019s going to be forever. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ho letto da qualche parte che a volte siamo noi stessi a crearci il cuore a causa delle aspettative. Forse mi sono aspettata troppo da un ragazzo emotivamente non disponibile e danneggiato.<\/a><\/b><\/p>\n

I know I deserve more and I\u2019ve just realized you won\u2019t be the one to give me what I deserve. You are not capable nor willing to give me the love I deserve. <\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019ll find somebody who\u2019ll hold my hand in public. I\u2019ll find a guy who\u2019ll be there for me when I need him. I\u2019ll find one who\u2019s going to know my worth and who\u2019s going to appreciate all the things I do for him. I\u2019ll be with someone who won\u2019t take me for granted. <\/span><\/p>\n

I believe that you and I will meet again sometime in life. Our roads will cross again. You\u2019ll see me with him and I promise you I\u2019ll be happy. I’ll smile at him and my eyes will glow. I will move on. Then, you\u2019ll see what you could have had. <\/span><\/p>\n

You\u2019ll meet me with a guy who didn\u2019t need to vedermi con qualcun altro<\/a> per conoscere il mio valore.<\/b><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Coming and going away was always your thing, wasn\u2019t it? You are so perfect and you can give yourself that much power over somebody to go and be sure they\u2019ll still be waiting once you decide to come back. I\u2019ll be waiting once you decide to come back. You can decide to take a break,…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":41,"featured_media":2563,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29653],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2562","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letters"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29653,"label":"letters"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/ryan-pouncy-90524.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Martha Sullivan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/martha-sullivan\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29653,"name":"letters","slug":"letters","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29653,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","parent":29651,"count":207,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29653,"category_count":207,"category_description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","cat_name":"letters","category_nicename":"letters","category_parent":29651}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2562","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/41"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2562"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2562\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2563"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2562"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2562"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2562"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}