{"id":26726,"date":"2020-11-26T08:29:09","date_gmt":"2020-11-26T08:29:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=26726"},"modified":"2021-08-12T12:08:04","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T12:08:04","slug":"ecco-come-mi-sono-ripreso-dal-colpo-di-fulmine-che-mi-ha-quasi-ucciso","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/ecco-come-mi-sono-ripreso-dal-colpo-di-fulmine-che-mi-ha-quasi-ucciso\/","title":{"rendered":"Ecco come mi sono ripreso dal cuore spezzato che mi ha quasi ucciso"},"content":{"rendered":"

I\u2019ve survived two heartbreaks\u2014one amore non corrisposto<\/a> and a heartbreak that almost killed me. All of you who have gone or are going through the same will know what I\u2019m talking about.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s the feeling of emptiness. I felt like someone ripped out my heart and cut it into small pieces. I could barely breathe. I wasn\u2019t even aware of my own existence.<\/p>\n

If someone started making me laugh, it would take minutes for my lips to move and imitate a smile. Even then, I wasn\u2019t aware of myself smiling or what I was doing.<\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t eat. I would chew on one bite for hours. My mother would keep preparing my favorite food in the hope that I would somehow come to my senses and start eating like I\u2019d never eaten before.<\/p>\n

Ero arrabbiata con me stessa per aver permesso che mi accadesse questo. Mi sono detta: You\u2019ll never love again. NEVER.<\/i><\/p>\n

Guardare i miei amici e la mia famiglia che cercavano di farmi sentire meglio mi faceva sentire ancora peggio. Un giorno mi sono guardata allo specchio e ho iniziato a sgridarmi, dopodich\u00e9 sono finita in lacrime.<\/p>\n

Una notte in lacrime divenne il mio pi\u00f9 grande sollievo. Le lacrime erano la mia ninna nanna, la mia pi\u00f9 grande amica e la mia unica via di fuga dall'infelicit\u00e0. Mi sono detta:<\/p>\n

Non ti lascer\u00f2 mai pi\u00f9 entrare nel mio cuore. Canceller\u00f2 ogni singolo frammento del tuo amore egoista. Stringer\u00f2 il mio cuore e lo getter\u00f2 in pasto a qualche animale selvatico!<\/i><\/p>\n

\"donna Sapevo che questo era solo un mio desiderio. Se volevo riprendermi, avrei dovuto trovare un altro modo, un modo pi\u00f9 pratico.<\/p>\n

So, I decided to force myself to feel better. I decided to fake my smile at the times when I couldn\u2019t smile. I decided to pretend that I was eating greedily at the times I couldn\u2019t eat. I decided to feel happy even though I was miserable.<\/p>\n

Perhaps if you pretend that you\u2019re good, you\u2019ll somehow start feeling good. I always believed that our mind is much stronger than our body.<\/p>\n

Se la mente ordina qualcosa al corpo, il corpo obbedisce ai suoi comandi.<\/p>\n

Cos\u00ec, ho lasciato che la mia mente ordinasse al mio corpo che mi sentivo bene. All'inizio non \u00e8 stato cos\u00ec facile, ma ci stavo provando con tutte le mie forze.<\/p>\n

My biggest motivations were my friends and family. When you\u2019re in such a disperato<\/a> state, you don\u2019t care about yourself or what will happen to you.<\/p>\n

You only care about those who are watching you. I couldn\u2019t stand the fact that they were starting to feel miserable too, because of me. I promised myself that I would not let his poison reach my friends and family.<\/p>\n

I would suck out his poison like you do after you\u2019re bitten by a snake. I realized that he was not worthy of my pain or my endless, sleepless nights.<\/p>\n

Non era degno di essere al centro della mia mente.<\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

Decisi di sbarazzarmi di ogni singola cosa che mi ricordasse lui. Mi sono sbarazzata di ogni lettera, degli orsacchiotti e di alcune figure di animali diversi.<\/p>\n

Mi sono assicurata di cancellarlo dai miei social network e di cancellare anche i suoi numeri di telefono.<\/p>\n

L'ho cancellato.<\/b>
\n<\/b><\/p>\n

Mi sentivo come se mi fossi tolta un peso enorme dalle spalle. Mi sentivo pronta a ricominciare a vivere.<\/p>\n

Mi sono concentrato solo sul presente e su ci\u00f2 che stavo facendo in quel momento. Non ho lasciato che la mia mente vagasse e pensasse al passato, perch\u00e9 in questo modo non sarei mai stato in grado di iniziare a vivere il presente.<\/p>\n

And if you don\u2019t live in the present, you\u2019ll never get rid of your past. During the day was easy because I\u2019d always make sure that I was occupied with something.<\/p>\n

Ma le notti erano il mio nemico mortale. Durante la notte, iniziavo a vagare per le strade pi\u00f9 buie del mio cervello e dovevo ascoltare la musica finch\u00e9 la sensazione non svaniva.<\/p>\n

Ben presto mi resi conto che non stavo pi\u00f9 fingendo. Lentamente ma inesorabilmente, il mio sorriso \u00e8 diventato genuino e i miei amici e la mia famiglia si sono trasformati nelle persone pi\u00f9 felici del mondo.<\/p>\n

Ero cos\u00ec orgoglioso di me stesso. Il vuoto si \u00e8 riempito di gioia. Il mio cuore era di nuovo vivo.<\/p>\n

I would pinch myself for five seconds to be sure that it was not a dream. I wasn\u2019t dreaming. I was alive again.<\/p>\n

\"Ecco<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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