{"id":26755,"date":"2020-09-05T08:47:20","date_gmt":"2020-09-05T08:47:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=26755"},"modified":"2022-01-10T20:44:30","modified_gmt":"2022-01-10T20:44:30","slug":"grazie-per-avermi-fatto-sentire-una-merda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/grazie-per-avermi-fatto-sentire-una-merda\/","title":{"rendered":"Grazie per avermi fatto sentire una merda"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>L'errore pi\u00f9 grande della mia vita \u00e8 stato quello di amarti pi\u00f9 di quanto non abbia fatto io. <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/love\/fine-cosa-rimpianto-amore-amato\/\"> amato me stesso.<br \/>\n<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Mia nonna me lo diceva sempre: <i> Be careful to whom you are giving the most valuable thing in your possession\u2014your heart. Take care of your heart, darling. <\/i><\/p>\n<p>Cos\u00ec, stupidamente, ho aspettato qualcuno di speciale a cui dare il mio amore e con cui condividere le mie paure e i miei segreti pi\u00f9 profondi. Ho aspettato qualcuno che mi facesse sentire speciale. Ho aspettato te.<\/p>\n<p>Mi hai fatto sentire come se fossi in un'altra dimensione. Il tuo mondo sembrava un posto fantastico in cui stare.<\/p>\n<p>I thought this must have been it. I thought I was happy. Today, I\u2019m aware of my enormous stupidity when I decided to trust you.<\/p>\n<p>Grazie per avermi venduto le vostre bugie.<\/p>\n<p>Le sue parole erano come serpenti velenosi e, una volta entrate nel mio cervello, non riuscivano pi\u00f9 a uscirne. Grazie per avermi rassicurato che quello che avevamo non era reale.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-111485\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman.jpg\" alt=\"uomo arrabbiato che urla contro una donna \" width=\"1600\" height=\"1068\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman.jpg 1600w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman-1024x684.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman-768x513.jpg 768w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman-1536x1025.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman-150x100.jpg 150w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman-720x481.jpg 720w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman-1280x854.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1600px) 100vw, 1600px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>No. Non era reale e non lo sar\u00e0 mai. Era un film in cui lei era l'attore principale e il regista di tutte quelle scene terribili.<\/p>\n<p>You planned everything, didn\u2019t you? You knew right from the start that you would make me another victim of your horror movie.<\/p>\n<p>Grazie per avermi manipolato.<\/p>\n<p>Grazie per avermi fatto sentire come se tutto ci\u00f2 che ho detto fosse sbagliato. Stavo inconsciamente eseguendo i tuoi ordini solo per placare la tua natura egoistica.<\/p>\n<p>You were greedy. You wanted me to fight for you like crazy but you didn\u2019t want to lift a finger for me.<\/p>\n<p>Mi hai fatto sentire come se dovessi meritare il tuo amore. Qualsiasi cosa dicessi o facessi non era sufficiente.<\/p>\n<p>Hai sempre voluto di pi\u00f9. Avrei strappato il mio cuore e te lo avrei dato se questo ti avesse reso felice.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-111487\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony.jpg\" alt=\"donna che piange sul balcone\" width=\"1600\" height=\"1068\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony.jpg 1600w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony-1024x684.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony-768x513.jpg 768w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony-1536x1025.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony-150x100.jpg 150w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony-720x481.jpg 720w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony-1280x854.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1600px) 100vw, 1600px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m ashamed of myself, of how stupid I was, because what you were selling me was not love. It was the worst kind of manipulation and illusions that made me feel like I wasn\u2019t <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/love\/no-matter-what-he-tries-to-make-you-think-remember-that-you-are-worthy-of-love2\/\"> degno di amore <\/a> .<\/p>\n<p>Grazie per avermi ignorato.<\/p>\n<p>Thank you for ignoring me when I needed you most. Sometimes I was afraid to call you so that you didn\u2019t go mad about it because you were always telling me that I was overthinking.<\/p>\n<p>Mi hai fatto sentire come se fossi bisognosa e avida del tuo amore velenoso. Mi hai fatto giocare al tuo sporco gioco con le tue sporche regole.<\/p>\n<p>You just needed a player who would obey you so that you could feel like the king of the game. You didn\u2019t even give a shit about how I felt.<\/p>\n<p>Il tuo cuore freddo non era in grado di ricambiare il mio amore. Ma ti ho dato una seconda possibilit\u00e0 e tu l'hai data per scontata.<\/p>\n<p>Grazie per non avermi apprezzato.<\/p>\n<p>Thank you for giving me your toxic love and not appreciating all the shit I did for you. You\u2019ll never know how much it hurts <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/quando-dai-a-un-uomo-tutto-e-lui-non-ha-ancora-la-decenza-di-scegliere-te-2\/\">when you give everything you have to someone who doesn\u2019t appreciate it<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-111489\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch.jpg\" alt=\"donna triste sdraiata sul divano\" width=\"1600\" height=\"1068\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch.jpg 1600w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch-1024x684.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch-768x513.jpg 768w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch-1536x1025.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch-150x100.jpg 150w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch-720x481.jpg 720w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch-1280x854.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1600px) 100vw, 1600px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s the worst feeling in the world when you\u2019re unable to sleep at night because you\u2019re blaming yourself for something you haven\u2019t even done.<\/p>\n<p>Grazie per aver fatto finta di ascoltarmi quando ero nel mio momento peggiore.<\/p>\n<p>Grazie per avermi fatto sentire una merda.<\/p>\n<p>Grazie per avermi fatto sentire una merda quando ero nel periodo pi\u00f9 doloroso della mia vita. Ti ringrazio per avermi fatto capire la tua natura di merda e il mio vero valore.<\/p>\n<p>Non sei altro che un pezzo di merda egoista e manipolatore. Il tuo amore \u00e8 solo un gioco che usi per domare i nuovi giocatori.<\/p>\n<p>Your love is a weapon for finding new victims. I thank you for making me feel like a worthless piece of shit, because if you hadn\u2019t, I wouldn\u2019t be able to appreciate the good things I have today.<\/p>\n<p>Grazie per avermi mostrato cos'\u00e8 (non \u00e8) l'amore.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-111484\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Thank-You-For-Making-Me-Feel-Like-Shit-pinterest.png\" alt=\"Grazie per avermi fatto sentire una merda\" width=\"735\" height=\"1102\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Thank-You-For-Making-Me-Feel-Like-Shit-pinterest.png 735w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Thank-You-For-Making-Me-Feel-Like-Shit-pinterest-200x300.png 200w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Thank-You-For-Making-Me-Feel-Like-Shit-pinterest-683x1024.png 683w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Thank-You-For-Making-Me-Feel-Like-Shit-pinterest-150x225.png 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 735px) 100vw, 735px\" \/><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The biggest mistake of my life was to love you more than I loved myself. My grandma used to tell me: Be careful to whom you are giving the most valuable thing in your possession\u2014your heart. Take care of your heart, darling. So, I stupidly waited for someone special to give my love and to&#8230;<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":111492,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26755","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Thank-You-For-Making-Me-Feel-Like-Shit-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. 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