{"id":27431,"date":"2018-11-08T08:21:57","date_gmt":"2018-11-08T08:21:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=27431"},"modified":"2022-02-28T11:03:06","modified_gmt":"2022-02-28T11:03:06","slug":"pensavo-che-la-nostra-rottura-fosse-stata-brutta-ma-le-conseguenze-sono-state-strazianti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/pensavo-che-la-nostra-rottura-fosse-stata-brutta-ma-le-conseguenze-sono-state-strazianti\/","title":{"rendered":"Pensavo che la nostra rottura fosse brutta, ma le conseguenze sono state strazianti"},"content":{"rendered":"

For months, I knew I had to break up with you. We had our issues and things became much too difficult on a regular basis that loving you just didn\u2019t feel enough anymore.<\/span><\/p>\n

I went through an array of excuses as to why we should keep going and I held onto my profound love for you for as long as I could bear. But all this made me tired. I started feeling like life was leaking out of my body and the thing that was once as easy as breathing had become the most draining thing in my life…<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know how we got there… but I knew I was done compromising my sanity.<\/span><\/p>\n

Cos\u00ec ho chiuso. Con un <\/span>cuore spezzato<\/span><\/a> and tears streaming down my swollen face from spending the night crying myself to sleep, knowing what the next day would bring. Sadness, sorrow and not knowing how to go on by myself. I was unhappy with you\u2026 but being without you made my gut churn and my mind go crazy.<\/span><\/p>\n

I thought the break-up in itself could not be anymore devastating but I was so wrong\u2026 everything that came after was like an emotional roller coaster I just couldn\u2019t get out of. And I wanted to, so badly\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

I realized that there is no such thing as an easy way out. Even though I was the one leaving you\u2026 there was still so much pain attached. The fact that I was breaking it off with you in no way signified the end of my love! No. The love is still there\u2026 I don\u2019t see it leaving that quickly… but when you realize that love alone isn\u2019t enough to hold a relationship together, that is when you have to make this devastating decision.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

The feeling of emptiness never left my side. There was a palpable void in my life. I had to find new ways to fill those gaps I suddenly had in my day. Instead of seeing you after work and spending the night curled up together, watching movies and cuddling\u2026 I had to find something new to preoccupy me<\/span>. Il pensiero di ci\u00f2 che avevo perso mi faceva venire voglia di singhiozzare in modo incontrollato.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

La cosa che mi sono resa conto che mi \u00e8 mancata di pi\u00f9 sono state tutte quelle cose che all'epoca sembravano cos\u00ec piccole e poco importanti, e che invece si sono rivelate facilmente <\/span>dato per scontato<\/span><\/a>. Lying in bed and talking about our days, feeling safe and protected. Having our morning coffee together, you reading your favorite sports sections and getting annoyed when the Knicks didn\u2019t get it done and me scrolling through my Instagram, looking at all the cute outfits I wanted to buy.<\/span><\/p>\n

Now I have no one to laugh at for getting overly dramatic over a basketball game that has no significance on your life whatsoever. But what I wouldn\u2019t give to experience that one more time and laugh at your dramatic reactions, after which I would <\/span>baciarti<\/span><\/a> e ti dicevo scherzosamente che l'unica cosa per cui ti era permesso essere cos\u00ec appassionato ero io!<\/span><\/p>\n

Mi manchi immensamente.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Ho iniziato ad arrabbiarmi con me stesso per averti lasciato andare. <\/span>Ho fatto la cosa giusta? <\/i><\/b>Or did I mess up my life even more by leaving? I really wasn\u2019t sure anymore. There were times I was so desperate to get in touch with you that I had to fight with my common sense on a daily basis. My mind was telling me I did the right thing but my heart was yearning for your closeness! It was unbearable and I felt like I was the only one to blame.<\/span><\/p>\n

Dopo alcuni mesi strazianti in cui non riuscivo ad affrontare la perdita della mia cosa preferita al mondo, ho iniziato a ripetermi tutti i motivi per cui doveva essere fatto. Ogni volta che iniziavo a sentire la tua mancanza, mi ordinavo di pensare ad almeno 3 valide ragioni. motivi per cui me ne sono andato<\/a>. Con il tempo, ho iniziato a credere a me stessa e ho imparato a gestirmi un po' meglio.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c8 stata sicuramente una delle cose pi\u00f9 faticose che abbia mai dovuto superare e, anche se sto ancora imparando ad accettarlo pienamente, sto anche imparando che a volte bisogna ascoltare il buon senso invece di seguire ciecamente il cuore.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Sure, the love was divine\u2026 but when you sense that it no longer can sustain a healthy relationship all by itself, you start realizing that maybe, <\/span>forse<\/span><\/i>c'\u00e8 qualcosa di meglio per voi l\u00e0 fuori.<\/span><\/p>\n

And then, you do the unthinkable. You break it off\u2026 you endure those painfully hard few months ahead and when the feelings are finally less intense, you start seeing the possibility of a fabulous life without him. It finally seems feasible and you are never letting yourself go back to anything that made you that unhappy ever again.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

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