{"id":27651,"date":"2018-11-13T08:24:55","date_gmt":"2018-11-13T08:24:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=27651"},"modified":"2021-08-11T11:09:42","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T11:09:42","slug":"mi-sono-fidata-di-te-e-mi-hai-completamente-distrutto","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/mi-sono-fidata-di-te-e-mi-hai-completamente-distrutto\/","title":{"rendered":"Mi sono fidata di te e tu mi hai completamente delusa"},"content":{"rendered":"

Siamo entrati in sintonia fin dal primo giorno in cui ci siamo incontrati. Il solo guardare i tuoi occhi mi ha riempito il cuore di una tale pace e serenit\u00e0 che finalmente ero a casa. <\/span><\/p>\n

I fell for you so hard, without even taking the time to think about it. I guess I\u2019d been single for so long that I forgot what being taken looks like and I really missed that feeling. <\/span><\/p>\n

Mi mancava il calore di un forte abbraccio maschile. <\/span>Mi sono perso <\/span><\/a>avere qualcuno da chiamare \"mio\". Qualcuno con cui avevo un legame naturale e con cui potevo parlare per ore senza nemmeno pensare a cosa avrei detto dopo. <\/span><\/p>\n

For a second there, I thought, \u2018This is it.\u2019 \u2018This is what I\u2019ve been waiting for my whole life.\u2019 \u2018I\u2019ve finally found someone I can imagine my forever with.\u2019 <\/span><\/p>\n

Tutte quelle recinzioni che circondavano il mio cuore, tutte quelle guardie che proteggevano il cancello che vi conduceva, ti permettevano di entrare senza verificare se meritavi di essere l\u00ec. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ho scelto di crederti. Mi sono fidato di te. <\/span><\/p>\n

I trusted you more than I trusted myself. That\u2019s why I kept silencing that little voice inside my head telling me to be careful. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Ho ignorato tutte le bandiere rosse che sventolavano davanti ai miei occhi e ho dato la colpa al passato. Pensavo che tutto il bagaglio emotivo e tutti i problemi di fiducia che avevo a causa delle mie relazioni passate mi facessero dubitare di te. <\/span><\/p>\n

I kept lying to myself that everything was OK when it actually wasn\u2019t. I kept deluding myself until you revealed your true face. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

It was time to face the truth. I couldn\u2019t unsee the things I saw. I couldn\u2019t unhear all the hurtful things you were saying. I couldn\u2019t pretend that you were the best when you were one of the worst. <\/span><\/p>\n

Sono cos\u00ec delusa in questo momento. Delusa da entrambi. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

In te perch\u00e9 ti sei rivelato uguale a tutti gli altri e in me perch\u00e9 ti ho permesso di avvicinarti cos\u00ec tanto, anche se c'erano tutte le bandiere rosse. <\/span><\/p>\n

Credo che le mie speranze fossero pi\u00f9 grandi di tutte le schifezze che mi hai fatto passare. Ho continuato a sperare che con il tempo ti saresti ripreso. Lo volevo cos\u00ec tanto che ho continuato a insistere per rimanere in qualcosa che era ben lontano da una relazione sana o d'amore. <\/span><\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t have been more wrong about you. You never changed, you just got worse with time. And I partially blame myself for it. <\/span><\/p>\n

I should have left sooner. I shouldn\u2019t have followed my heart and left my brain behind. It made me forget what I deserved and I settled for less. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

That\u2019s something I promised myself a long time ago that I\u2019d never do. But here I am, I\u2019ve done it again. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ma credo di aver imparato la lezione questa volta. Sono stanca di vedermi calpestare il cuore. Sono stanca di questa costante rottura nella mia vita. Sono esausta. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ma so che lo superer\u00f2. Incoller\u00f2, attaccher\u00f2 e terr\u00f2 insieme il mio cuore. Ma spero di non doverlo fare mai pi\u00f9 dopo questo. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want to keep on repeating the same old scenario over and over again. I am tired of acting all strong and tough all the time while I\u2019m crumbling on the inside. I am tired of hiding all those tears behind my smile. <\/span><\/p>\n

I am tired of fake loves, lousy people and false promises. I can\u2019t stand them anymore. That\u2019s why I will <\/span>non accontentarsi mai pi\u00f9<\/span><\/a> for anything less than I deserve. That\u2019s why I am going to keep my eyes wide open the next time someone wants to enter my heart. <\/span><\/p>\n

La prossima volta, questa volta, tutte le volte, mi amer\u00f2 di pi\u00f9. <\/b><\/p>\n

I will glue my heart differently, I will make higher the fences and put some extra guards at the gates of my heart and until someone who\u2019s worth the risk comes along, nobody else will be able to get in.<\/span><\/p>\n

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We just clicked from the first day we met. Just looking into your eyes filled my heart with such peace and serenity that I was finally home. I fell for you so hard, without even taking the time to think about it. I guess I\u2019d been single for so long that I forgot what being…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":27652,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27651","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/emil-vilsek-488937-7.jpg",800,559,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27651","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=27651"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27651\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/27652"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=27651"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=27651"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=27651"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}