{"id":28219,"date":"2018-11-22T12:37:43","date_gmt":"2018-11-22T12:37:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=28219"},"modified":"2021-08-11T11:00:46","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T11:00:46","slug":"non-meritavi-di-morire","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/non-meritavi-di-morire\/","title":{"rendered":"Non meritavi di morire"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sai, anche se penso a te per la maggior parte del tempo, riesco in qualche modo ad affrontare la verit\u00e0 e ad accettare che <\/span>sei andato via<\/span><\/a>. Mi dico che dovrei essere forte perch\u00e9 tu non sei pi\u00f9 qui per essere forte per entrambi. <\/span><\/p>\n

I even try to understand those people who tell me that God always takes away the best people and that you were just like that. I believe them when they say that you take care of me from heaven and that you would be so proud of me for everything I\u2019ve gone through. <\/span><\/p>\n

But there are days when I can\u2019t accept that you are not here because you have every right to be. So, I get mad. I get frustrated. I get angry. And there are so many bad emotions inside of me that I sometimes think I will explode. <\/span><\/p>\n

Because no matter how much I would love to bring you back, I can\u2019t. <\/i><\/b>And that feeling is eating me alive. It makes my body shiver. It makes a fuss in my mind, so I can\u2019t think straight. It makes different questions keep rising in my head, and I don\u2019t have an answer to any of them. <\/span><\/p>\n

And on those days, I feel so bad that I can\u2019t be strong like you always wanted me to be. I am sorry that I am negative and that I can\u2019t see the light at the end of the tunnel. I am sorry that I am bad company. I am sorry for not being as strong as you were.<\/span><\/p>\n

You know, I am mad because you left all those people who loved you. You just left even if we weren\u2019t ready for that. <\/span><\/p>\n

Don\u2019t you know that there are still faces that need your kisses? Don\u2019t you know that there are still small hands that are waiting to reach around your neck? Don\u2019t you know that I miss you? We all do.<\/i><\/b>E quello che mi fa pi\u00f9 incazzare \u00e8 essere in compagnia di persone cattive che vivono la loro vita perfetta mentre tu sei due metri sotto terra. Il tuo cuore bello e puro meritava di pi\u00f9 di un po' di fredda terra. Meritava pi\u00f9 giorni e anni con i tuoi cari. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ti sei meritato<\/span><\/a> di vivere una vita felice circondato dalla tua famiglia, dai tuoi nipoti che ti saltano allegramente intorno mentre cerchi di dar loro da mangiare. Hai meritato di morire nel sonno sapendo che staremo bene anche senza di te. Che saremo in grado di prenderci cura di noi stessi perch\u00e9 ci hai insegnato molto bene come farlo. <\/span><\/p>\n

But no. You didn\u2019t wait. You left without even saying goodbye.<\/i><\/b> You left so unexpectedly. And I still can\u2019t believe you are not here. And you have every right to be.<\/span><\/p>\n

I am so mad because life isn\u2019t fair. I am mad because you didn\u2019t deserve to die. I am mad because nothing about your life was fair\u2014and about your death either. <\/span><\/p>\n

It hurts so much that I can\u2019t call you and ask you about your day. I hate that I miss you all the time. I hate that every memory of you makes me cry. And most of all, I hate that you are not here. <\/span><\/p>\n

You are supposed to sit here with me, telling me that I shouldn\u2019t cry but laugh instead. You should be here to tell me that I have to be strong because you always taught me to be like that. <\/span><\/p>\n

Dovresti essere qui, cos\u00ec posso appoggiare la testa sulla tua spalla come facevo una volta dopo una giornata di lavoro stressante. Accidenti, dovresti essere qui!<\/span><\/p>\n

E anche se credessi per un attimo alle persone che dicono che ora sei in un posto migliore, continuerei a pensare che \u00e8 stato tutto un grande errore.<\/p>\n

I will still believe that you shouldn\u2019t have gone. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I will still believe that you didn\u2019t deserve to die.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"Non<\/p>\n

Christine \u00e8 autrice di \u2018<\/span><\/span>Guardare negli occhi l'ansia e la depressione<\/span><\/a><\/span>\u2019<\/span>Un libro che cambier\u00e0 il vostro modo di combattere l'ansia e la depressione.<\/span><\/em><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

You know, even though I think about you most of the time, I can somehow face the truth and accept that you are gone. I tell myself that I should be strong because you are not here anymore to be strong for both of us. I even try to understand those people who tell me…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":28237,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28219","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/rawpixel-1092930-unsplash.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28219","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=28219"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28219\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/28237"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=28219"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=28219"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=28219"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}