{"id":29141,"date":"2018-11-30T08:15:48","date_gmt":"2018-11-30T08:15:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=29141"},"modified":"2021-11-29T13:58:26","modified_gmt":"2021-11-29T13:58:26","slug":"non-ti-mando-mai-messaggi-ma-questo-non-significa-che-abbia-smesso-di-pensare-a-te","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/non-ti-mando-mai-messaggi-ma-questo-non-significa-che-abbia-smesso-di-pensare-a-te\/","title":{"rendered":"Non ti ho mai mandato un messaggio (ma questo non significa che abbia smesso di pensare a te)"},"content":{"rendered":"

I never text you. I stopped calling a long time ago. I erased your number from my phone. I blocked you from my social media accounts. I avoid all of the places I know you\u2019ll bet. There is no physical trace that you ever existed in my life but that doesn\u2019t mean I stopped pensando a te<\/a>.<\/p>\n

Qualunque cosa faccia, sei sempre il mio pensiero pi\u00f9 frequente. <\/b><\/p>\n

Ho nostalgia dei tempi che abbiamo condiviso. Mi manca il nostro rapporto. Mi manca il modo in cui ridevamo. Mi manca il tuo tocco. Mi mancano i tuoi baci e il tuo caldo abbraccio. Mi mancano i momenti belli e continuo a dimenticare quelli brutti.<\/p>\n

I catch myself wanting to text you and tell you where I am in life, tell you my thoughts, see what you have to say about certain things. It\u2019s hard not to because I was used to sharing things with you and hearing you tell me everything about you and your life.<\/p>\n

A volte inizio a scrivere un testo ma lo cancello subito. Mi ricordo che c'\u00e8 un motivo per cui tu fai parte del mio passato e non del mio presente. <\/b><\/p>\n

A questo punto, ricordo i giorni pi\u00f9 brutti. Ho conversazioni con te nella mia mente in cui ti chiedo tutto quello che voglio sapere.<\/p>\n

Dov'\u00e8 finito tutto il tuo amore? Come hai potuto ferirmi cos\u00ec tanto se ho sempre significato qualcosa per te? C'era qualcosa di vero? Le tue parole erano vere?<\/p>\n

E, proprio come nella vita reale, tu taci e io rimango senza risposta. <\/b><\/p>\n

But maybe it\u2019s better that way. Maybe if I knew all the answers I would be even more disappointed. Maybe some things are better left unsaid. Maybe the closure is in not knowing and letting things go.<\/p>\n

But I haven\u2019t let go of you still, even though I never text you, even though I live every day like you are not a part of my life.<\/p>\n

Non mandarti messaggi e non permetterti di avvicinarti di nuovo \u00e8 l'unico meccanismo di difesa che ho per impedirmi di farti tornare nella mia vita.<\/p>\n

I know If I let you in again you would treat my heart as a train station. You would come and go as you please and I can\u2019t and I won\u2019t put myself through that. <\/b><\/p>\n

I will resist every urge to reach out to you. I will be stronger than I\u2019ve ever been because I have no other choice I can\u2019t keep picking myself up over and over again.<\/p>\n

Non ho pi\u00f9 occasioni da darti, le ho sfruttate fino all'ultimo e dartene un'altra sarebbe troppo. Fa ancora male, ma devo fare pace con il fatto che non eravamo destinati a stare insieme.<\/p>\n

I have to make my heart realize what my mind already knows – you are not my forever person. <\/b><\/p>\n

You were just a man who had an important role in my life. Someone who meant the world to me. Someone who brought me unbelievable pain. Someone I loved in spite of everything we\u2019ve been through. Someone who never knew how to love me back.<\/p>\n

Tu sei una persona che superer\u00f2 perch\u00e9 ci sar\u00e0 nessun contatto<\/span><\/a>. You are someone who is going to become a distant memory. You are still someone to me but I have to keep reminding myself you are not \u2018the one\u2019 for me.<\/p>\n

Capisci ora perch\u00e9 non ti mando mai messaggi?<\/p>\n

\"Non<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I never text you. I stopped calling a long time ago. I erased your number from my phone. I blocked you from my social media accounts. I avoid all of the places I know you\u2019ll bet. There is no physical trace that you ever existed in my life but that doesn\u2019t mean I stopped thinking…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":29142,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-29141","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/alireza.jpg",800,539,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29141","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=29141"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29141\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/29142"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=29141"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=29141"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=29141"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}