{"id":32833,"date":"2019-02-14T10:55:42","date_gmt":"2019-02-14T10:55:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=32833"},"modified":"2022-02-26T11:41:40","modified_gmt":"2022-02-26T11:41:40","slug":"mi-sei-mancato-finche-non-ho-capito-che-non-sei-mai-stato-mio","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/mi-sei-mancato-finche-non-ho-capito-che-non-sei-mai-stato-mio\/","title":{"rendered":"Mi sei mancato finch\u00e9 non ho capito che non sei mai stato mio"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I always thought you were mine. I thought that you don\u2019t want to be anybody else\u2019s but mine. I had the feeling that you loved me and that you were actually giving me all I needed to be happy. In fact, I considered myself lucky to have someone like you in my life.<\/p>\n<p>What I didn\u2019t see was that you didn\u2019t give me half the love I deserved. You didn\u2019t give me the amount of love I gave to you. I had that strange feeling that something was not right, but I thought it was something that happens to all couples.<\/p>\n<p>Ero cos\u00ec accecato dalle tue dolci parole, <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/relationship\/mi-rifiuto-di-essere-vittima-dei-vostri-giochi-mentali\/\">i tuoi giochi<\/a>, and your actions that made me believe you were only mine. But the harsh truth was that you were everybody&#8217;s but mine. You gave your time and your love to women who didn\u2019t deserve it.<\/p>\n<p>L'hai dato cos\u00ec facilmente a tutti, ma non l'hai mai dato a me. Anche se ero l'unica ad amarti con tutto il cuore, non ho mai ottenuto quello che sognavo.<\/p>\n<p>Non ho mai ricevuto quel tipo di amore vintage. Non ho mai avuto la sensazione che tu mi amassi e che fossi la persona pi\u00f9 importante della tua vita.<\/p>\n<p>Ho sempre dovuto cercare il tuo amore e la tua attenzione. Dovevo inseguirti se volevo che tu stessi con me. Ma a te piaceva questo gioco, perch\u00e9 era un'enorme spinta per il tuo ego.<\/p>\n<p>You enjoyed every time I was losing my mind because you were sitting with another woman and watching her like you used to watch me. In moments like that, I felt like my whole world was falling apart, but you didn\u2019t give a damn about that.<\/p>\n<p>Era soddisfacente per te e continuavi a spezzare il mio cuore passo dopo passo. Volevi vedere quali erano i miei limiti e se alla fine avrei scelto me stessa o sarei tornata strisciando da te.<\/p>\n<p>Amavi giocare con me, con le mie emozioni, con il mio buon senso. Tu <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/relationship\/18-fastidiose-abitudini-delle-fidanzate-che-fanno-impazzire-i-ragazzi\/\">mi fa impazzire<\/a>e in seguito mi avresti accusato di essere una regina del dramma.<\/p>\n<p>You could never understand why I acted like that. You could never see how much I loved you. To be honest, you didn\u2019t want to even try.<br \/>\nEcco quanto poco mi hai amato.<\/p>\n<p>Mentre io cercavo di salvare quello che avevamo, tu ti sei dato a tutte le donne che hai incontrato quel giorno. Tutte erano migliori di me. Tutte erano pi\u00f9 belle, pi\u00f9 intelligenti e pi\u00f9 divertenti.<\/p>\n<p>Sapete una cosa? In passato ero quella bella, quella intelligente e quella divertente.<\/p>\n<p>Ma sai in cosa mi sono trasformato dopo che mi hai fatto cedere?<br \/>\nI turned into a woman who doesn\u2019t feel like dressing up and looking good because even if I did that, I wasn\u2019t beautiful enough for you.<\/p>\n<p>Because of you, I didn\u2019t engage in conversations anymore, so people would think that I don\u2019t know anything about your \u2018affairs\u2019 and that was the reason I didn\u2019t not say anything.<\/p>\n<p>Because of you, I stopped being the fun girl since you took all my positive energy away and left me to wonder if I was good enough. I became a living corpse. I would spend the whole day analyzing why we aren\u2019t working out and how I can improve so you would like me more.<\/p>\n<p>What I couldn\u2019t see was that I was all you ever wanted, but you were too scared that I would be the dominant one in our relationship. You saw that I can make all my dreams come true, and you were so terrified that you wouldn\u2019t achieve your goals and that I will be better than you.<\/p>\n<p>Sei stato un vigliacco che ha continuato a ferirmi senza lasciarmi andare. Ed \u00e8 quello che sei anche adesso. Sei ancora un pezzo di merda, ma ho deciso che sar\u00f2 felice.<\/p>\n<p>Mi sei mancato, lo ammetto. Ma \u00e8 successo solo quando ho capito che<a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/non-ha-perso-il-tuo-amore-ha-solo-capito-di-non-averlo-mai-avuto\/\"> non sei mai stato mio<\/a>. You were there with me physically, but you weren\u2019t there in spirit.<\/p>\n<p>All that you gave me wasn\u2019t because you loved me. You did it to make me stay. In the end, you needed something you could name as a reason when I would say that I was leaving you.<\/p>\n<p>And every time I planned to leave and start a new life, you would come and tell me that you would be lost without me, that I am the only light at the end of your tunnel, and that your life won\u2019t have any purpose without me.<\/p>\n<p>Cos\u00ec ho deciso di darti una seconda possibilit\u00e0. E una terza. E una quarta. Ma poi ho capito che non stavi nemmeno cercando di farmi restare. Ci avresti provato solo per un giorno, e il giorno dopo avresti continuato come volevi.<\/p>\n<p>That wasn\u2019t something I wanted in my life. That wasn\u2019t something I was satisfied with. So, I decided to let you go. I must admit that it isn\u2019t easy to let go of someone you\u2019ve loved for such a long time.<\/p>\n<p>I still remember the sleepless nights I spent, thinking about you while you were probably in another woman\u2019s bed. It took me so long, but in the end, I realized that I couldn\u2019t miss someone who was never mine\u2014at least not completely.<\/p>\n<p>Ora, quando penso a te, dico a me stesso che <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/sei-una-lezione-che-vorrei-non-aver-mai-imparato\/\">eri solo una lezione<\/a> Ho dovuto imparare. Purtroppo, in modo difficile. Ma grazie a te, non permetter\u00f2 mai a un uomo di trattarmi come hai fatto tu.<\/p>\n<p>Because of you, my heart is broken to pieces so small that they can\u2019t be glued back together.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Because of you \u2013 I fell.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>But because of myself \u2013 I will rise.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-32841 size-large\" title=\"Mi sei mancato finch\u00e9 non ho capito che non sei mai stato mio\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/PINTEREST-2019-02-14T113424.431-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Mi sei mancato finch\u00e9 non ho capito che non sei mai stato mio\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/PINTEREST-2019-02-14T113424.431-683x1024.jpg 683w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/PINTEREST-2019-02-14T113424.431-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/PINTEREST-2019-02-14T113424.431.jpg 467w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 683px) 100vw, 683px\" \/><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I always thought you were mine. I thought that you don\u2019t want to be anybody else\u2019s but mine. I had the feeling that you loved me and that you were actually giving me all I needed to be happy. In fact, I considered myself lucky to have someone like you in my life. What I&#8230;<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":32839,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32833","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/mihai-surdu-173794-unsplash.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32833","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=32833"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32833\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/32839"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=32833"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=32833"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=32833"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}