{"id":3301,"date":"2019-08-07T12:51:06","date_gmt":"2019-08-07T12:51:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=3301"},"modified":"2021-08-11T13:08:33","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T13:08:33","slug":"meritare-molto-dare","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/meritare-molto-dare\/","title":{"rendered":"Mi merito molto di pi\u00f9 di quanto tu mi dia"},"content":{"rendered":"

A long time ago, I dreamed of having a perfect man by my side\u2014a knight on a white horse. He had to be perfect. He had to be beautiful, charming, funny, and hardworking\u2014he had to have everything I deserve.<\/span><\/p>\n

As I grew older, I realized that I’m never going to meet the man I was dreaming about. I know I deserve a man like that, but I know che mi sono accontentato di poco.<\/a> It\u2019s not that I don\u2019t love you because I do, really. It\u2019s just that I have the feeling that I deserve so much more.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c8 sbagliato per me dirlo? Sono una persona orribile se lo desidero? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Probably, some people will say \u201cyes\u201d to these questions, but I don\u2019t agree. I\u2019ve realized that I have only one life to live and during that life, why wouldn\u2019t I have only the best\u2014 I know that I deserve it. <\/span><\/p>\n

Purtroppo, devo dirti che mi merito molto di pi\u00f9 di quello che mi dai. Devo finalmente rompere il silenzio. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I deserve it because I\u2019m the only one in our family who actually gives a shit for \u2018little things\u2019 such as: how to put food on the table, how to run a household along with work and finishing my master\u2019s degree, how to make sure that our baby has everything he needs. <\/span><\/p>\n

Merito<\/i><\/b> it because I sacrifice my free time and most importantly, the time with my son. I don\u2019t see him at all because I\u2019m always on the go. I miss my baby boy. <\/span><\/p>\n

And what is that you\u2019re giving me?\u2014Nothing! You are taking my son away from me by not helping me to make our life decent. I need to do that all by myself. <\/span><\/p>\n

Merito<\/i><\/b> it because I\u2019ve put up with your s**t for far too long. I\u2019ve been by your side while you were giving me nothing but meaningless words and empty promises. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ho creduto stupidamente che tu credessi alle stronzate che ti escono dalla bocca.<\/span><\/p>\n

Merito<\/i><\/b> it because while you are sitting at home doing nothing, I\u2019m working and trying hard to make something out of my and my son\u2019s life. <\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m so exhausted that I\u2019ve lost weight all out of a sudden\u2014I\u2019m physically starting to fall apart. And I don\u2019t have to tell you that my body is only following the state of my mind.<\/span><\/p>\n

Vedi anche:<\/strong> L'amore non corrisposto non \u00e8 quello che meritate<\/a><\/p>\n

I really don\u2019t know what to do anymore. I\u2019m in this s**t now and I have to find a way to make it work. I need to do it because of my baby\u2014not because of you. <\/span><\/p>\n

You are not a good partner and because of it, you are not a good father, and I don’t want my son growing up with you as his role model. He, as well, deserves so much more. <\/span><\/p>\n

There is only one thing that keeps bothering me. Are you aware of the fact that I\u2019m much more than you deserve? Are you aware of the fact that you have hit the Jackpot?<\/a> <\/span><\/p>\n

Sei consapevole che nessun'altra donna sopporterebbe il tuo comportamento?<\/span><\/p>\n

You’re so lucky to have me, to have us. You just don’t see it yet. Your eyes are closed because you don’t want to face life. You don’t want to face responsibilities. Our boy made you grow up and you don’t like it.<\/p>\n

Well, he made me grow up, too. But, unlike you, I’m ready to sacrifice everything just to provide a happy life for him. Even it means I have to leave you.<\/p>\n

Neither of us deserves a man like you by our side, but despite that, I’m still here. I’m still giving you a chance to love the way I deserve. To love us.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know why I do it. Maybe I\u2019m just lacking the courage to leave you<\/a>\u2014maybe I have nowhere to go. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Ma potete essere certi di una cosa. Non smetter\u00f2 mai di lottare, anche se questo significa che dovr\u00f2 lottare contro di voi.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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