{"id":3315,"date":"2019-08-07T13:22:39","date_gmt":"2019-08-07T13:22:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=3315"},"modified":"2022-01-10T02:05:18","modified_gmt":"2022-01-10T02:05:18","slug":"fiducia-pugnalato-indietro","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/fiducia-pugnalato-indietro\/","title":{"rendered":"Mi sono fidato di te e mi hai pugnalato alle spalle"},"content":{"rendered":"

Never, not in my wildest dreams, did I imagine something like this would to happen to me. Now, that some time has passed, I\u2019m ready to open up and to talk about it, although I still haven\u2019t made peace with it\u2014I probably won\u2019t, ever. <\/span><\/p>\n

I know why I won\u2019t ever let this go. Because I didn\u2019t get any answers. The only thing that I got from you is doors slapping in my face and the words: \u201cGet out!\u201d With no explanation\u2014nothing. How can a person deal with something she still can\u2019t comprehend?<\/span><\/p>\n

We\u2019ve been together for 5 years. We lived together and of course, we had plans for the future. People judged us a lot\u2014I mean, they judged me because you were 15 years older than me. <\/span><\/p>\n

But I didn\u2019t have a problem with that. I fell in love with you and not your age. I loved the fact you are mature because I\u2019m an anima antica<\/a>\u2014so we got along just perfectly. <\/span><\/p>\n

The last 6 months were rough. We had so many bumps on the road, but then again, who doesn\u2019t. Name one relationship that is perfect\u2014there isn\u2019t one. <\/span><\/p>\n

We all fight and we do it because we care for each other and we express our emotions that way\u2014a few harmless fights can only do well to a relationship. <\/span><\/p>\n

They can\u2019t destroy it\u2014much worse things have to happen for the relationship to die. For example, this what happened to us\u2014what you did to me.<\/span><\/p>\n

I wasn\u2019t around as much as I should have been and that also contributed to our relationship fallout\u2014but it doesn\u2019t justify it. If you loved me truly, my absence wouldn\u2019t matter. <\/span><\/p>\n

Hai deciso di farmi del male e nulla ti avrebbe impedito di farlo.<\/span><\/p>\n

Vedi anche:<\/strong> Ti prometto che troverai un uomo migliore di quello che ti ha distrutto<\/a><\/p>\n

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\"Donna<\/p>\n

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Before you\u2019 broke my heart, I already had a feeling something is about to happen. I came home (a place that I used to call home) and you confronted me\u2014coldly and strictly. <\/span><\/p>\n

You\u2019ve looked at me like I never meant anything to you and you mercilessly said: <\/span>\u201cI don\u2019t love you anymore. I want you to move out today because I\u2019m not comfortable with you being in my apartment.\u201d <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

I stood there in the state of complete shock. Where is this coming from? My apartment? Isn\u2019t that our home? Who gave it a title \u2018my apartment\u2019? So many questions were running inside my mind but I couldn\u2019t ask any of them. <\/span><\/p>\n

Volevo dire qualcosa, ma ero paralizzato. Stavo guardando la mia vita che cadeva a pezzi<\/a> and I couldn\u2019t do anything about it\u2014not even to find out why.<\/span><\/p>\n

I took some of my stuff and I went to my friend\u2019s house\u2014defeated and alone. I lived there for a few days and then I decided I will go back at my mom\u2019s house because I was just finishing college and I didn\u2019t work anywhere. <\/span><\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t have anywhere to go. She even told me she will pick me up and help me with my stuff\u2014after 5 years of living with someone there is a lot of stuff to move out.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ti ho chiamato e ti ho chiesto se potevo passare l'ultima notte nell'appartamento perch\u00e9 mia madre sarebbe venuta di mattina presto a prendere me e le mie cose.<\/span><\/p>\n

You hesitated like those 5 years we\u2019ve spent together meant nothing to you. After I practically begged you to stay just one night, you agreed.<\/span><\/p>\n

I slept on the couch that night\u2014actually I didn\u2019t sleep at all. But when I got up in the morning, you were gone. I guess you didn\u2019t have the stomach to watch me pack and leave.<\/span><\/p>\n

After I left, I couldn\u2019t sleep and I couldn\u2019t eat. I was obsessing with why you did that to me out of the blue. I knew you had someone else\u2014I mean, it was obvious. <\/span><\/p>\n

But why didn\u2019t you have the courage to say it in my face? Why did you have to stab me in the back?<\/span><\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t have the courage to face me\u2014you were too much of a coward to come clean with me. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Naturalmente \u00e8 passata una settimana e ho ricevuto la notizia che ha chiarito tutto. Non solo mi stavi tradendo, ma ti stavi anche sposando. Grazie Dio, grazie vita, grazie TU per avermi pugnalato alle spalle dopo che ti ho regalato 5 anni della mia vita.<\/span><\/p>\n

Vedi anche:<\/strong> Ecco perch\u00e9 scegliere lei \u00e8 stata la cosa migliore che tu abbia fatto per me<\/a><\/p>\n

All I asked from you was a little bit of respect. All I wanted was a dignified breakup\u2014an explanation. I\u2019m not a dog on the street. I\u2019m a human being\u2014I feel stuff as you do. In that way, we are the same. <\/span><\/p>\n

You could have given me that\u2014instead you gave me pain. You stabbed me in the back. <\/i><\/b><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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