Mi dispiace di non averti lasciato andare<\/a><\/p>\nIl tempo trascorso insieme si \u00e8 trasformato in un mondo a s\u00e9 stante.<\/i><\/b> – an isolated place only the two of us had the access to. You held the key to every door and I was just a mere peasant.<\/p>\n
Unable to explore the world. Unable to conquer it. I was living in a place I couldn\u2019t understand. I\u2019ve forgotten who I am. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
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Ogni volta che mi guardavo allo specchio, vedevo il tuo riflesso. Ad ogni giorno e ad ogni sguardo successivo, io scomparivo e tu apparivi. <\/p>\n
You slowly consumed me and turned me into something that I\u2019m not, something that I was never supposed to be. <\/p>\n
You\u2019ve sucked the life out of me and left just a pale outline of what used to be me.<\/strong><\/p>\nI don\u2019t know how long this life battle is going to last. I don\u2019t understand why I haven\u2019t yet vanished into beautiful, silver dust, why I still haven’t got rid of all the pain?<\/p>\n
That\u2019s how I imagine myself when I finally break free from the indestructible chains that are suffocating me\u2014a beautiful, silver dust, free to go anywhere I imagine.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t know if I\u2019m bulletproof. Am I going to suffer my whole life just because I can\u2014just because I\u2019m not broken yet?<\/strong><\/p>\n![\"Donna](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/Woman-in-black-quarter-sleeve-top-leaning-on-black-desk.jpg\")
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Forse devo toccare il fondo. Forse quella caduta mi spezzer\u00e0 in quei milioni di piccoli pezzi taglienti.<\/p>\n
But I\u2019m afraid. I\u2019m afraid if this place where I am now is not the lowest of the low, what is?<\/p>\n
Sar\u00f2 in grado di sopravvivere? Chi raccoglier\u00e0 i cocci?<\/strong><\/p>\nSo che devo continuare a provare e a combattere questa vita perch\u00e9 l'ho scelta io.<\/p>\n
No one forced me into it, but someone is forcing me to stay\u2014someone is not letting me go.<\/p>\n
Although that someone\u2014you\u2014sees all the crippling pain that is eating me alive, you won\u2019t let me go.<\/p>\n
You just keep pushing until you destroy me completely\u2014until I become beyond repair\u2014until no one else can EVER love me\u2014until I’m finally ruined for good.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
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