{"id":4165,"date":"2020-09-06T16:49:52","date_gmt":"2020-09-06T16:49:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=4165"},"modified":"2021-08-12T12:22:55","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T12:22:55","slug":"dentro-la-mente-della-ragazza-con-il-cuore-spezzato","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/dentro-la-mente-della-ragazza-con-il-cuore-spezzato\/","title":{"rendered":"La mente di una ragazza con il cuore spezzato"},"content":{"rendered":"

A chi di dovere,<\/p>\r\n

I\u2019m not writing this because I\u2019m lacking attention. I\u2019m not opening my heart, soul, and mind to you because I need someone’s pity or anything like that. I\u2019m writing because I can\u2019t keep it in anymore.<\/p>\r\n

I\u2019m used to bottling up my feelings, and then I eventually explode. I hide everything and deal with it on my own. That\u2019s why it takes me ages to patch my broken pieces together. That\u2019s why I drift away and seem distant all the time. How can I listen to somebody else and how could I help if I need to be fixed as well?<\/p>\r\n

I\u2019m che sta lottando per superare il mio cuore spezzato.<\/a> I\u2019m struggling with moving on. I\u2019m struggling with believing in myself. I\u2019m struggling with getting up in the morning and I can\u2019t sleep at night. I stare at the ceiling wondering if it was me, if I did something, and if I deserved all this I\u2019m going through. Did I deserve to be abandoned? Am I not good enough?<\/p>\r\n

It hurts the most when the person that made you feel special yesterday makes you feel unwanted today. It hurts because your mind convinces you that you\u2019re not good enough. Your mind gives you the speech about how you\u2019re not good enough, how there is somebody else out there and how you don\u2019t even deserve to live, let alone to belong to somebody or be loved by another human being.<\/p>\r\n

\"la<\/p>\r\n

When you are around someone so much for so long, they become a part of you. And when they change or go away, you don\u2019t know who you are without them. You’re just left there alone, empty-handed, wondering what to do with yourself. And then your mind\u2014well your mind turns into an asshole that keeps attacking you with anxiety and depression and devastates your self-esteem as if the heartbreak wasn\u2019t enough itself.<\/p>\r\n

Vedi anche: <\/strong>A colui che mi ha fatto capire come non dovrebbe MAI essere l'amore<\/a><\/p>\r\n

Sometimes I feel like straightening my hair, putting on my eyeliner or glossing my lips and then I ask myself: \u201cWhy?\u201d. Why would I try to look good, for whom? What\u2019s the point in being pretty when there is nobody there to notice? Why would I pull my best look when the one person that should see me glowing isn\u2019t mine anymore?<\/p>\r\n

The worst part is I really just want to forget, but I still hope that things will get back to the way they were before\u2014you know, back when I was happier. I keep hoping I\u2019ll be happy again.<\/p>\r\n

So, in case you were wondering, the mind of this heartbroken girl is a mess. Inside the mind of a heartbroken woman is a glass that she\u2019s trying to put together again. But instead of putting it back together, she\u2019s just hurting herself.<\/p>\r\n\r\n

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\"La<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

To those it may concern, I\u2019m not writing this because I\u2019m lacking attention. I\u2019m not opening my heart, soul, and mind to you because I need someone’s pity or anything like that. I\u2019m writing because I can\u2019t keep it in anymore. I\u2019m used to bottling up my feelings, and then I eventually explode. I hide…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":56,"featured_media":121308,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29639],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4165","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-understanding-women"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29639,"label":"understanding women"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/Inside-The-Mind-Of-A-Heartbroken-Girl-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Katie Burns","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/katie\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29639,"name":"understanding women","slug":"understanding-women","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29639,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Women are not that complicated once you learn to understand them, seduce them and treat them the way they deserve. Here you'll learn all that and much more.","parent":29638,"count":336,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29639,"category_count":336,"category_description":"Women are not that complicated once you learn to understand them, seduce them and treat them the way they deserve. Here you'll learn all that and much more.","cat_name":"understanding women","category_nicename":"understanding-women","category_parent":29638}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4165","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/56"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4165"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4165\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/121308"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4165"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4165"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4165"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}