{"id":50051,"date":"2019-12-23T12:47:55","date_gmt":"2019-12-23T12:47:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=50051"},"modified":"2022-02-21T18:40:00","modified_gmt":"2022-02-21T18:40:00","slug":"ti-manca-la-persona-che-ero","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/ti-manca-la-persona-che-ero\/","title":{"rendered":"Ti manca la persona che ero"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ormai \u00e8 tutto passato. Ti manca la vecchia versione di me. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I\u2019m not that person anymore, so it\u2019s easy… You can\u2019t miss me\u2026 so stop it!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I know that I look to you like I haven\u2019t cried a day.<\/p>\n

Ora quando mi guardate, vedete una donna forte, che sorride sinceramente e dal profondo del cuore.<\/p>\n

S\u00ec, sono quella donna che sta di fronte a voi.<\/p>\n

I wasn\u2019t like that when you left me. You have no idea what I went through or how long it took me to become what I am today. <\/p>\n

I\u2019ve been through hell and back. I cried myself to sleep, asking myself why I was not good enough and if I ever would be. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I\u2019ve been on a whole journey since you left me.<\/p>\n

Mentre vi stavate divertendo, godendo della vostra vita e della vostra libert\u00e0 (senza avere la minima idea saresti tornato strisciando<\/a>), stavo raccogliendo i pezzi della mia dignit\u00e0, del mio amore e della mia capacit\u00e0 di fidarmi ancora di qualcun altro.<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve been up and down, I went through every crisis an addict goes through.<\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

Mi mancavi cos\u00ec tanto che mi facevi male fisicamente. Avrei fatto qualsiasi cosa pur di riaverti.<\/p>\n

Ero pronta a tutto, pur di stare al tuo fianco. Ero cos\u00ec dipendente da te e non ne avevo idea.<\/p>\n

Non prima di essermi disintossicato per la prima volta. Now, I\u2019ve changed. I\u2019ve grown. I\u2019ve moved on<\/a>. <\/b><\/p>\n

Ti manco<\/a>, ma ti manca la persona sbagliata. <\/p>\n

I\u2019m not and nor will I ever return to being the girl you once knew. I\u2019m not pliable anymore.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m not that girl you played games with and enjoyed only when you had the time.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m not that girl who used to send you texts and call you to get a voicemail in return.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m not sitting on my bed anymore, anxiously staring at my phone, hoping that your name will pop up on the screen.<\/p>\n

Fuck that, I\u2019m done. <\/b><\/p>\n

I\u2019m not innocent and I\u2019m not sweet anymore. I\u2019m not lovable anymore and I\u2019m not the favorite one in your gang anymore. Do you want to know why? <\/p>\n

Because you taught me that I don\u2019t have to pretend to be something I\u2019m not just for the purpose of getting people to love me.<\/p>\n

\"uomo<\/p>\n

You made me realize that I don\u2019t need fake friends to be happy. Moreover, I\u2019m happier without them in my life.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t have to pretend to laugh at jokes that are not funny. I don\u2019t have to be someone I\u2019m not just to be liked\u2014by you or anyone else. <\/b><\/p>\n

So, no\u2026 I\u2019m not the girl you miss anymore<\/a>. <\/p>\n

I know you don\u2019t like it, but frankly\u2026 I don\u2019t care. You don\u2019t like it because I\u2019m not that easy to manipulate anymore.<\/p>\n

Ai tempi, avresti potuto fare qualsiasi cosa e io avrei trovato una scusa per il tuo comportamento.<\/p>\n

I would have forgiven you for the most horrible things\u2026 because I was blind. Blind and foolish. <\/p>\n

Today, I\u2019m not letting you treat me with disrespect. I\u2019m not letting you belittle me or walk all over me. Those days are gone. I know it, but sadly, you still don\u2019t. <\/p>\n

Posso vedere chiaramente attraverso le vostre bugie. Non c'\u00e8 nulla al mondo che tu possa nascondere a me.<\/p>\n

And when I find out what you\u2019re hiding, I say it out loud. I have no problem with outing you in front of anybody.<\/p>\n

I have no problem because I simply don\u2019t care anymore. <\/p>\n

I\u2019ve finally realized my own worth<\/a> and I\u2019m not trading that feeling for anyone or anything in this world. <\/p>\n

Una parte di me si sente ancora in colpa per aver abbandonato quella dolce e ingenua ragazza del passato.<\/p>\n

\"coppia<\/p>\n

That girl trusted everyone. That girl put everyone else\u2019s happiness before her own.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m sad because the world functions in a way where you mustn\u2019t give selfless help to everyone around you. <\/p>\n

If you do so without carefully choosing who deserves to be helped, it\u2019s going to destroy you.<\/p>\n

In the end, you\u2019re going to find yourself empty on the inside, unable to remember the last time you smiled because you were happy.<\/p>\n

You were my lesson, the toughest lesson I had to learn. And now\u2026 now I put myself first.<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve sworn to myself that my happiness is never going to disappear again.<\/p>\n

Mi prendo cura di me stesso, cosa che la persona che ricordate non ha mai fatto.   <\/b><\/p>\n

I\u2019m not the person you used to know. I\u2019m not the one you miss, so please\u2026 leave me alone. <\/b><\/p>\n

\"Ti<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

That\u2019s all in the past now. You miss the old version of me. I\u2019m not that person anymore, so it\u2019s easy… You can\u2019t miss me\u2026 so stop it! I know that I look to you like I haven\u2019t cried a day. Now when you look at me, you see a strong woman, smiling sincerely and…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":50084,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-50051","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/shutterstock_5248368281.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50051","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=50051"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50051\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/50084"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=50051"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=50051"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=50051"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}