{"id":50998,"date":"2021-11-18T16:44:08","date_gmt":"2021-11-18T16:44:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=50998"},"modified":"2024-10-30T15:40:05","modified_gmt":"2024-10-30T14:40:05","slug":"ti-lascio-questanno","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/ti-lascio-questanno\/","title":{"rendered":"Ti lascio nel 2024 dove appartieni"},"content":{"rendered":"

Chiamatemi pure modesta o poco ambiziosa, ma la verit\u00e0 \u00e8 che non ho molti obiettivi per il 2025.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

No, I\u2019m not aspiring to become filthy rich, to change my job or to lose weight because the bottom line is none of these things matter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oltre ad essere in salute e circondata da chi amo, il mio unico desiderio \u00e8 quello di iniziare l'anno prossimo senza di te<\/b>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This might sound surprising, knowing the fact that you haven\u2019t been by my side for a long time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

However, despite your physical absence, the truth is that there wasn\u2019t a single day in 2024 on which you didn\u2019t cross my mind. <\/b><\/p>\n\n\n\n

So, even though you\u2019re not actually around, you\u2019re very well present inside of me. <\/b><\/p>\n\n\n\n

You exist in my thoughts, heart, dreams, prayers, conversations and every part of my being. You\u2019re following me around from the moment I wake up until I fall asleep. <\/b><\/p>\n\n\n

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\"un<\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

Our past and the way you walked out on me are still haunting me to this day. I\u2019m still waiting for an explanation, for some kind of closure or for an approval that I mattered.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The hell with it\u2014 I\u2019m still waiting for you to come back<\/b> .<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I\u2019m still standing in the same place you left me, waiting for a miracle, for a late night phone call or at least a sign that I exist inside of you, as well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I\u2019m still waiting for you to be the man you were ages ago. For you to tell me how sorry you are for allowing me to live all these years without you and for letting me go.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

For you to tell me that you\u2019ve been cercando me in ogni donna <\/a> sul tuo cammino. Per implorare il mio perdono e per capire veramente tutto il dolore che mi hai causato.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Waiting for the time when you\u2019ll come back to me, without the intention of ever leaving again. For you to realize that you\u2019ve loved me back all along.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sembra sciocco e irrealistico, lo so.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pertanto, tutto ci\u00f2 che desidero \u00e8 lasciarmi alle spalle questi sentimenti dell'ultimo anno. Voglio smettere di amarti, <\/b>smettere di aspettare<\/b><\/a> per voi e smetterete di ricordarvi.<\/b><\/p>\n\n\n

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\"la<\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

Quando l'orologio ha suonato la mezzanotte, volevo che il mio ultimo pensiero su di te sparisse per sempre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Che non avrei mai pensato a te, che non ti avrei mai incontrato, che non avrei mai sentito una canzone che potesse ricordarmi di te e che nessuno avrebbe pronunciato il tuo nome in mia presenza.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A ogni rintocco di mezzanotte, desideravo che tu fossi cancellato dalla mia memoria, come se non avessi mai fatto parte della mia vita.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Volevo smettere di rivedere tutta la nostra relazione nella mia testa, cercando di arrivare a una qualche conclusione.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Smettere di pensare a tutte le cose che avremmo potuto realizzare e smettere di immaginare come sarebbe stata la mia vita se tu avessi scelto di restare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Volevo liberarmi del risentimento e della rabbia. Smettere di odiarti, smettere di sperare che il karma ti ripaghi per tutto quello che mi hai fatto.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

No, I don\u2019t have to find someone new in 2025. I don\u2019t have to necessarily fall in love with another man\u2014I just want to fall out of love with you. <\/b><\/p>\n\n\n

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\"il<\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

Quando l'orologio ha suonato le dodici, ho voluto che questo dolore lancinante nel mio petto sparisse. Che questa tristezza sparisse e che le lacrime smettessero di scendere sul mio viso.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I wanted to sleep peacefully at night, without thinking whether you\u2019re okay and without worrying for your sake.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ho pregato Dio di avere la forza di liberarmi del tuo spirito quest'anno. Che tutti i miei demoni del passato smettessero di perseguitarmi e che potessi finalmente andare avanti, come avrei dovuto fare secoli fa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ho pregato <\/b>diventare felici<\/b><\/a> this year. And that can\u2019t be possible until you cease to exist inside of me. <\/b><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Basically, what I\u2019m trying to tell you is that you have blown all your chances with me and that from now on, it will be too late for you to do anything.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

As midnight struck, I promised myself that there would be no more coming back into my life every few months just to check whether I\u2019m still there, no more showing up on my doorstep asking for help when everyone else abandons you, and no more counting on my unconditional love and support.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nel 2025 ci sar\u00e0 pi\u00f9 io e, si spera, anche meno tu nella mia vita.<\/b><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Call me a modest or unambitious woman, but the truth is that I don\u2019t have many goals in 2025. No, I\u2019m not aspiring to become filthy rich, to change my job or to lose weight because the bottom line is none of these things matter. Besides being healthy and surrounded by the ones I love,…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":23,"featured_media":177386,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29631],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-50998","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-getting-over-him"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29631,"label":"getting over him"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/Im-Leaving-You-In-2024-Where-You-Belong-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Leah Lee","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/leah\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29631,"name":"getting over him","slug":"getting-over-him","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29631,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Getting over someone you still care about is one of the biggest challenges, but nothing is impossible when you know you're not alone, so check out our brilliant advice.","parent":29627,"count":124,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29631,"category_count":124,"category_description":"Getting over someone you still care about is one of the biggest challenges, but nothing is impossible when you know you're not alone, so check out our brilliant advice.","cat_name":"getting over him","category_nicename":"getting-over-him","category_parent":29627}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50998","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/23"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=50998"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50998\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":177389,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50998\/revisions\/177389"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/177386"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=50998"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=50998"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=50998"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}