{"id":5282,"date":"2017-09-19T10:29:40","date_gmt":"2017-09-19T10:29:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=5282"},"modified":"2021-08-12T12:10:09","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T12:10:09","slug":"5282","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/5282\/","title":{"rendered":"Una lettera aperta ai miei \"cari demoni\""},"content":{"rendered":"

Ciao, Demoni,<\/em><\/p>\n

Ciao, Ansia,<\/em><\/p>\n

Salve, Maestro Tossico,<\/em><\/p>\n

Ciao, il Seme del Disordine,<\/em><\/p>\n

Ciao a tutti voi, miei compagni di viaggio nella vita.<\/em><\/p>\n

I\u2019ve trapped you. You\u2019ve got nowhere to go. You\u2019re weak and broken. Just like I used to be when I was under your control. But now, the wheel of fortune has turned the other way.<\/p>\n

Fa male? Siete impotenti?<\/i><\/p>\n

So di esserlo stato fino a quando non ti ho demolito in spettacoli di polvere senza senso.<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve locked you in the deepest corners of my mind and soul. I\u2019ve taken the key. I\u2019m your master now. You\u2019ll dance to the music I play.<\/p>\n

Una volta, voi eravate me. Una volta eravate voi a tenere le carte in mano. Controllavate la mia vita. Stavate correndo a briglia sciolta.<\/p>\n

Voi vi divertivate come matti mentre io me ne stavo rannicchiato nell'angolo buio della cella in cui mi avete messo, sconfitto e solo.<\/p>\n

Vedi anche:<\/strong>\u00a0Alla persona che mi ha tirato fuori dalle tenebre<\/a><\/p>\n

Anxiety\u2026<\/i><\/b>mi tenevi prigioniera ogni volta che cercavo di uscire. Ogni volta che cercavo di uscire e parlare con la gente, mi tiravi per i capelli, facendomi urlare di dolore perch\u00e9 cercavo di oppormi.<\/p>\n

Ma ho perso.<\/i><\/p>\n

Toxic master\u2026<\/i><\/b>you held me as your prisoner every time\u00a0anxiety locked me up.\u00a0You were the one who fed me with suicidal thoughts\u2014with thoughts of hurting myself. You were the one telling me I can\u2019t make it. You were the evil whisper in my ear telling me I\u2019m not good enough.<\/p>\n

The seed of mess\u2026<\/i><\/b>you held me as your prisoner when my toxic master planted you deep inside me. He nourished you and watered you to grow. You were the one who didn\u2019t allow me to clear up my thoughts\u2014to differentiate right from wrong. You wouldn\u2019t let me see the light. You\u2019ve sent me nothing but storms and rain to keep me hidden\u2014hidden in the \u2018safe\u2019.<\/p>\n

My dear demons\u2026<\/i><\/b>I\u2019m talking to you from the surface where it\u2019s sunny and beautiful. I\u2019m talking to you from the place where it\u2019s my time to run wild. I\u2019m talking to you because I want you to know I\u2019m happy. I\u2019m happy because I\u2019m free.<\/p>\n

Vedi anche:<\/strong>\u00a0L'ansia \u00e8 una stronza, ma io sono quella pi\u00f9 grande<\/a><\/p>\n

You ARE demons, but you\u2019re MY demons.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

You\u2019re my constant reminders that I have to fight to survive.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

And look at me now\u2026I\u2019m fighting.<\/a><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

You should know because it\u2019s your time to be trapped.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00c8 meglio conquistare se stessi che vincere mille battaglie. Allora la vittoria \u00e8 vostra. Non pu\u00f2 esserti tolta, n\u00e9 dagli angeli n\u00e9 dai demoni, n\u00e9 dal cielo n\u00e9 dall'inferno. ~ Gautama Buddha<\/i><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hello, Demons, Hello, Anxiety, Hello, Toxic Master, Hello, the Seed of Mess, Hello, to all of you, My Co-travelers in Life. I\u2019ve trapped you. You\u2019ve got nowhere to go. You\u2019re weak and broken. Just like I used to be when I was under your control. But now, the wheel of fortune has turned the other…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":41,"featured_media":5283,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29653],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5282","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letters"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29653,"label":"letters"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/pexels-photo-573294.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Martha Sullivan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/martha-sullivan\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29653,"name":"letters","slug":"letters","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29653,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","parent":29651,"count":207,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29653,"category_count":207,"category_description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","cat_name":"letters","category_nicename":"letters","category_parent":29651}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5282","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/41"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5282"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5282\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5283"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5282"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5282"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5282"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}