{"id":60053,"date":"2020-04-07T17:25:02","date_gmt":"2020-04-07T17:25:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=60053"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:49:00","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:49:00","slug":"cose-che-non-ho-il-coraggio-di-dire-al-mio-ex-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/cose-che-non-ho-il-coraggio-di-dire-al-mio-ex-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Una lista di cose che non ho il coraggio di dire al mio ex"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ecco alcune delle cose che non mi sentirete mai dire ad alta voce, anche se la mia vita dipende da questo.<\/p>\n

The things which have been killing me ever since your departure and the things I\u2019m too proud to admit, even to myself.<\/p>\n

Here is a list of things I\u2019ll never have the courage to tell you.<\/p>\n

1. Mi hai rovinato<\/h2>\n

\"ragazza<\/p>\n

I know I play all tough in front of you. Every time I see you, I pretend like your actions didn\u2019t hurt me.<\/p>\n

But guess what: when you left, you didn\u2019t just break my heart. In fact, hai rotto<\/a> anche a me.<\/p>\n

Ever since you\u2019ve been gone, I\u2019ve felt like a wreck. I shattered into millions of pieces and there is no way for me to put myself back together.<\/p>\n

You destroyed me completely and to be honest, I don\u2019t even know how to begin the repairing process.<\/p>\n

\"sguardo<\/p>\n

The truth is that you left deep wounds on my heart and they still haven\u2019t started to heal.<\/p>\n

Mi hai cambiato per sempre. Hai ucciso la ragazza innocente che ero e mi hai trasformato in una donna amara e negativa.<\/p>\n

You turned me into ashes and I\u2019m not sure whether I\u2019ll ever have the strength to rise.<\/p>\n

2. I\u2019ve never loved anyone this much<\/h2>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

There, I said it. You\u2019re the most important man in my life, even after everything you did to me.<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve never wanted you to know this but the truth is that nobody stands a chance against you.<\/p>\n

Not one of my exes, and certainly none of the guys I\u2019ve dated since you left.<\/p>\n

The scariest part is that I\u2019m pretty sure that Non amer\u00f2 mai<\/a> qualsiasi altro uomo cos\u00ec tanto.<\/p>\n

To be honest, I wasn\u2019t even aware that I could love someone as much as I loved you. What a waste of emotions, right?<\/p>\n

3. Ti cerco in tutti<\/h2>\n

\"ritratto<\/p>\n

If you ask around, you\u2019ll discover that I didn\u2019t turn into a nun after we broke up.<\/p>\n

You\u2019ll conclude that I\u2019m not sitting patiently waiting for you to come back.<\/p>\n

No, I don\u2019t reject every man who approaches me. I don\u2019t pretend to still be taken while you\u2019re out there living the life of a bachelor.<\/p>\n

The truth is that I\u2019m back on the dating market. I don\u2019t sleep with every guy who comes around but I don\u2019t live a life of celibacy either.<\/p>\n

Quindi, tutti danno per scontato che io debba essere superiore a te, visto che posso appuntamento di nuovo<\/a>.<\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

Well, what they don\u2019t know is that I\u2019m looking for you in every man I meet.<\/p>\n

Esco con loro perch\u00e9 hanno una voce simile alla tua o perch\u00e9 usano la stessa colonia che usavi tu.<\/p>\n

Alcuni mi guardano come facevi tu un tempo e altri hanno un sorriso che mi ricorda te.<\/p>\n

Tuttavia, nessuno di loro \u00e8 te e nessuno lo sar\u00e0 mai. La verit\u00e0 \u00e8 che ogni volta che me ne rendo conto corro ai ripari.<\/p>\n

4. Mi hai fatto dubitare del mio valore<\/h2>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

Ever since you walked away from me, you\u2019ve made me doubt my own value. You\u2019ve made me wonder why I wasn\u2019t enough for you.<\/p>\n

You see, I gave you my best, without holding anything back. So, if my best version wasn\u2019t enough for you, what would have made you stay?<\/p>\n

How will I be able to keep any man by my side, if I didn\u2019t succeed with you? Am I not worthy of someone\u2019s love?<\/p>\n

Why wasn\u2019t I worthy of your love?<\/p>\n

I bet you never thought that these questions would keep on bothering me. After all, I appear to be so confident, don\u2019t I?<\/p>\n

Beh, hai distrutto la mia sicurezza. Mi hai trasformato in un relitto insicuro senza autostima.<\/p>\n

5. Ti odio<\/h2>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

By now, you must think I\u2019m some kind of a lunatic, right? I\u2019ve just confessed to you that I\u2019ve never loved someone as much as I loved you and now, here I am, telling you that I hate you.<\/p>\n

Doesn\u2019t make much sense, does it? Well, sorry but that\u2019s how I feel right now.<\/p>\n

I love you with all of my heart but I also hate your guts. I can\u2019t explain it either.<\/p>\n

Nevertheless, what matters is that you\u2019re still alive inside of me-one way or another.<\/p>\n

It doesn\u2019t matter if I\u2019m obsessed with love or hatred, you still exist in my head and heart.<\/p>\n

6. Ma mi aspetto comunque che torni<\/h2>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

Ironically, I still expect you to come back. It\u2019s not that I consciously want it-I just can\u2019t seem to kill my hopes off.<\/p>\n

Every time my phone rings, for a split of a second, I think it\u2019s you.<\/p>\n

Ogni volta che incontro il tuo migliore amico, mi aspetto che mi dica che hai parlato di me.<\/p>\n

Mi giro ogni volta che vedo una macchina simile alla tua. Mi innervosisco ogni volta che passo per la tua strada, aspettandomi che tu chiami il mio nome.<\/p>\n

The truth is I hope that one day, you\u2019ll come knocking on my door. That remorse will kill you once you realize what you lost.<\/p>\n

Voglio che vi svegliate nel cuore della notte, perseguitati dal rimpianto. Voglio che tu mi manca<\/a> quanto mi manchi tu.<\/p>\n

Voglio che tu torni. Ma allo stesso tempo, voglio che tu stia lontano.<\/p>\n

\"Una<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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