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<\/p>\r\nWhen you put your trust in someone, you do it in good faith. You trust people with all your heart thinking they\u2019ll never use that trust to hurt you. But, usually, people that break us are those who we\u2019d swore would never to do that.<\/p>\r\n
La persona che avevo giurato non mi avrebbe mai fatto del male, in realt\u00e0 mi ha fatto a pezzi. E come si fa a riprendersi dopo essere stati spezzati da qualcuno che amavi e di cui ti fidavi di pi\u00f9?<\/p>\r\n
I tried to forget, but it didn\u2019t work. I tried to keep it off of my mind, doing whatever I could to keep myself busy, but it didn\u2019t help. Then I tried to understand, but I just couldn’t. I couldn\u2019t wrap my mind around it because I would\u2019ve never done it. I\u2019d never use someone\u2019s trust in a bad way when I know what that person has been through. I would never pour gasoline on the fire.<\/p>\r\n
I would never break somebody. I\u2019d never do something this brutal to someone because I know how much it hurts. I am not scared of going to hell because I doubt it gets worse than this.<\/p>\r\n
The thing that gets me the most is that I\u2019m not sure if I\u2019m ever going to be truly happy anymore. Because each time I smile, the thought of what happened to me starts knocking from the back of my mind. And I end up being completely powerless to it.<\/p>\r\n
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Quando vieni spezzato da qualcuno di cui ti fidi di pi\u00f9, ti trasformi in un'altra persona.<\/span> <\/span><\/p>\r\n I am not half the person I used to be. I don\u2019t laugh half as much as I laughed before. I get anxious the moment somebody asks me something personal. I refuse to tell people how I feel.<\/p>\r\n The thing is, I\u2019m ashamed. I don\u2019t want to tell anybody about what happened to me. I don\u2019t want anyone to know how naive I was or how I trusted the wrong person. I don\u2019t want anybody to know how weak I was.<\/p>\r\n Quando si viene spezzati da qualcuno di cui ci si fida di pi\u00f9, si ha paura di amare di nuovo.<\/span> <\/span><\/p>\r\n I am petrified to give my heart to somebody again. I\u2019m scared to open up. I don\u2019t want this kind of thing to happen again.<\/p>\r\n I guard my heart and I push people away at the first sign of that butterfly awakening in my stomach. Because I know I wouldn\u2019t be able to survive another heartbreak.<\/p>\r\n Quando si viene spezzati da qualcuno di cui ci si fida di pi\u00f9, ci si \u00e8 dimenticati di fidarsi completamente. <\/span><\/p>\r\n Who will show me that not everybody is the same? It\u2019s just too much of a risk to accept anyone\u2019s helping hand to prove me wrong. It\u2019s too much work to let myself love again. I did it once and it did me no good.<\/p>\r\n La cosa peggiore quando si viene spezzati da qualcuno di cui ci si fida di pi\u00f9 \u00e8 la sensazione di non essere all'altezza che si prova ogni giorno sulla propria pelle.<\/span> <\/span><\/p>\r\n Quando ci si rompe, questa sensazione di non essere abbastanza bravi continua a gonfiarsi costantemente. Una volta portavo la mia autostima come il mio gioiello pi\u00f9 prezioso e ora non ne ho pi\u00f9 nulla.<\/p>\r\n I keep thinking that I am not good enough because the person I trusted the most got the best of me. The person I trusted the most didn\u2019t see me as worthy, so he decided to break me. If I wasn\u2019t worthy to the one I loved, how am I supposed to be worthy to somebody else?<\/p>\r\n Constantly looking over your shoulder, expecting the worst of people and being guarded sucks, but at least I don\u2019t have to worry about being let down or hurt again. Nobody gets to break me again because nobody has a chance to get to me. I\u2019m done letting people in.<\/strong><\/p>\r\n Credevo che ci fosse del buono in tutti. Credevo che le persone che amo fossero buone. E ora che sono stata calpestata cos\u00ec tante volte, non ho avuto altra scelta se non quella di lasciare andare coloro che hanno fatto breccia nel mio cuore.<\/p>\r\n I don\u2019t buy those empty promises about how they won\u2019t hurt me. Because I know they will if I only give them a chance.<\/p>\r\n I am not being angry and I\u2019m not throwing a tantrum. I\u2019m simply disappointed in myself. I just don\u2019t get how I could be so naive to give somebody the tools to break me and strongly believe he\u2019d never would.<\/p>\r\n Maybe, I will allow myself to get back to the way I was before. Maybe, I will give life another chance. Maybe, I will decide to love and trust again, but that \u2018maybe\u2019 won\u2019t be coming soon. <\/i><\/p>\r\n\r\n When you put your trust in someone, you do it in good faith. You trust people with all your heart thinking they\u2019ll never use that trust to hurt you. But, usually, people that break us are those who we\u2019d swore would never to do that. 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