{"id":61974,"date":"2020-04-13T09:28:56","date_gmt":"2020-04-13T09:28:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=61974"},"modified":"2021-08-12T10:48:18","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T10:48:18","slug":"il-ragazzo-che-mi-ha-salvato","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/il-ragazzo-che-mi-ha-salvato\/","title":{"rendered":"A colui che mi ha salvato dai miei demoni, per poi diventarlo a sua volta"},"content":{"rendered":"

I have to admit something-for most of my life, I\u2019ve been unhappy. It\u2019s not that I\u2019ve experienced tragedies most people would consider significant, I just wasn\u2019t happy.<\/p>\n

La maggior parte della mia infelicit\u00e0 derivava dall'unica cosa che avrebbe dovuto rendere la vita pi\u00f9 bella: l'amore.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Maybe it\u2019s my fault but ever since I can remember, I\u2019ve made the wrong choices when it comes to men.<\/p>\n

\"giovane<\/p>\n

I haven\u2019t been perfect in my relationships but I didn\u2019t deserve the cheating, abuse, trascuratezza emotiva<\/span><\/a>, or any of the other mistreatment I\u2019ve been through.<\/p>\n

Most of all-I didn\u2019t deserve all the consequences that it left behind. I didn\u2019t deserve to go through life as a zombi, constantly on the lookout for who is going to hurt me next.<\/p>\n

Il problema \u00e8 che Quasi nessuno sa questo di me<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

In fact, most people in my life will tell you that I\u2019m a strong woman who isn\u2019t bothered by a simple breakup.<\/p>\n

They don\u2019t see the deep scars on my soul, they don\u2019t see the rooted traumas, the insecurities, the depression, and the anxiety.<\/p>\n

They don\u2019t see the pain hidden behind my smile, nor do they notice the big hole where my heart should be.<\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

Tuttavia, lei sapeva<\/strong>. In qualche modo, mi hai fatto aprire a te.<\/p>\n

For the first time in ages, when I met you, I thought I\u2019d found someone I could trust.<\/p>\n

Qualcuno a cui poter esporre le mie vulnerabilit\u00e0 e a cui poter mostrare il mio vero io.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"giovane<\/p>\n

Mi hai fatto raccontare i demoni che mi perseguitano. Mi hai fatto rivelare la piccola, ingenua ragazza che sono riuscita a nascondere al resto del mondo.<\/p>\n

No, Non ti ho mai chiesto di<\/strong> salvarmi<\/b><\/a>. Non ho mai voluto che tu ti assumessi il mio peso o che combattessi le mie battaglie.<\/p>\n

Tuttavia, hai promesso di essere presente per me.<\/p>\n

\"coppia<\/p>\n

You promised that you\u2019d be my guardian angel-the man who would heal my heart, fix my mind, and chase away my demons.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sei stata tu a salvarmi dal mio passato. Quella che mi ha fatto affrontare le mie paure interiori e che mi ha mostrato che ero pi\u00f9 forte di quanto pensassi.<\/p>\n

For a while, I saw you as the light at the end of the tunnel. I saw you as a gift sent from heaven, as the compensation for everything I\u2019ve been through.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"coppia<\/p>\n

Ho creduto a ogni singola parola che hai detto. Pensavo che tu fossi il lato positivo della mia nuvola.<\/p>\n

Ricordi come continuavi a convincermi che non avresti mai lasciato il mio fianco? Che mi avresti tenuto per mano durante tutte le tempeste?<\/p>\n

Ricordi quando mi hai promesso che mi saresti stato vicino sia nei giorni belli che in quelli brutti? Che mi avresti aiutato a ricostruirmi e che non avresti mai fatto nulla per ferirmi?<\/p>\n

Tuttavia, che cosa hai fatto? Mi hai abbandonato quando avevo pi\u00f9 bisogno di te e mi hai lasciato solo nel vento.<\/p>\n

Quindi, I guess you didn\u2019t mean to save me from my demons-all along, your intention was to become one.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"uomo<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t cure my wounds-you just made them deeper. You didn\u2019t heal my shattered heart-you just crushed it into even more pieces.<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t fix me-<\/strong>mi hai spezzato<\/b><\/a> ancora di pi\u00f9.<\/strong><\/p>\n

However, I forgive you for that. I forgive you for the way you left and for walking away on me. After all, that\u2019s exactly what I\u2019m used to.<\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

Nevertheless, there is one thing I can\u2019t forgive you for. I can\u2019t forgive you for all the pretense, lies, and deception.<\/p>\n

I can never forget how you tricked me into believing that you were someone you\u2019re not. How you made me think that you were different, only to prove that you\u2019re actually worse than everyone from my past.<\/p>\n

Non ti perdoner\u00f2 mai per avermi innalzato alle stelle solo per potermi far cadere in basso.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

Non ti perdoner\u00f2 mai per avermi dato speranza solo per poterla poi uccidere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Almeno tutte le altre persone che mi hanno fatto del male non mi hanno mai dato false speranze. Non hanno mai preteso di essere il mio salvatore per poi finire per essere il mio distruttore.<\/p>\n

Questo \u00e8 esattamente ci\u00f2 che hai fatto.hai fatto finta di essere la mia benedizione, mentre in realt\u00e0 eri la mia maledizione.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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