{"id":6541,"date":"2017-10-09T13:08:55","date_gmt":"2017-10-09T13:08:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=6541"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:46:22","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:46:22","slug":"lettera-ex-fidanzato","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/lettera-ex-fidanzato\/","title":{"rendered":"Una lettera al mio ex fidanzato"},"content":{"rendered":"

Caro J,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI told him to do that. I just wasn\u2019t happy. Every time I tried to talk to you, you\u2019d never text me back. Everyone saw I wasn\u2019t happy and when I\u2019d try to talk to you about the fact that I wasn\u2019t happy, you blew me off. I tried talking to you about it all the time. Sorry – the one time I got to talk to you I didn\u2019t want to fight. Well, if you wanna be friends, we can try that for a while. I don\u2019t care either way. I don\u2019t love you. I don\u2019t wanna be with you.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

That\u2019s the last fight we had. When I saw you afterwards, at a football game in October, you only said, \u201cOh. Yeah.\u201d as you walked past me with your friends. I wanted to stop you. I wanted to slap you. I wanted to do so many things to you, but I didn\u2019t. Why? Because in the end, you\u2019re not worth it. <\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

So, was leaving me worth it? Was walking away from the one woman who was willing to stay by your side, marry your crazy self, and have your children worth it? I still don\u2019t know exactly what was going through your mind that day. <\/span><\/p>\n

Sometimes I wish I did, but then I remember how better off I am now. I am forty five minutes away from you and the drama you create. I don\u2019t have to worry about if you\u2019re going to overdose or die from alcohol poisoning. I sleep well at night knowing that it is no longer my problem to worry about getting that phone call. And I know how cruel it seems, but Mi merito molto di pi\u00f9 di questo. <\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

If there comes a time when you want to meet, I will kindly decline. I don\u2019t need to go backwards. You will always be one of my first loves, and for that I am grateful. However, you broke my heart many times and I don\u2019t deserve that kind of treatment. I will always love you for the redneck idiot you are, but I can not love you anymore. I need stability and someone with their head on their shoulders. You are never going to be that person. I love you, but I can\u2019t love you anymore.<\/span><\/p>\n

di Marissa Hall<\/b><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Dear J, \u201cI told him to do that. I just wasn\u2019t happy. Every time I tried to talk to you, you\u2019d never text me back. Everyone saw I wasn\u2019t happy and when I\u2019d try to talk to you about the fact that I wasn\u2019t happy, you blew me off. I tried talking to you about…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":41,"featured_media":6547,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29653],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6541","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letters"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29653,"label":"letters"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/jeremy-bishop-186006.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Martha Sullivan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/martha-sullivan\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29653,"name":"letters","slug":"letters","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29653,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","parent":29651,"count":207,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29653,"category_count":207,"category_description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","cat_name":"letters","category_nicename":"letters","category_parent":29651}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6541","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/41"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6541"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6541\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6547"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6541"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6541"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6541"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}