{"id":8132,"date":"2020-12-08T10:09:24","date_gmt":"2020-12-08T10:09:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=8132"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:48:04","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:48:04","slug":"futuro-marito-mi-dispiace-che-le-cose-punite-non-siano-mai","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/futuro-marito-mi-dispiace-che-le-cose-punite-non-siano-mai\/","title":{"rendered":"Al mio futuro marito: mi dispiace di averti punito per cose che non avresti mai fatto a me"},"content":{"rendered":"

You are everything that I’ve always wanted and now that I have you I’m terrified that I’ll lose you. <\/a>I’m afraid you will figure out that you are better than me.<\/b><\/p>\n

I\u2019m afraid that at some point you will realize I am so damaged I can’t be loved.<\/p>\n

Even though you are everything I have ever wanted, I clearly didn’t think I deserved someone like you; the evidence lies in the trail of tears I’ve wasted on men who\u2019ve made me feel like I was nothing.<\/p>\n

The number of times I’ve allowed myself to play second fiddle when I wanted to be a soloist. <\/b><\/p>\n

Ho detto di volere un uomo come te, ma poi ho lasciato che uomini non degni nemmeno di essere nominati in tua presenza mi togliessero l'autostima, al punto che ho pensato di aver bisogno del loro amore per fare <\/b>me<\/i><\/b> sentirsi degni.<\/b><\/p>\n

So now I have you… this amazing human with a soul as beautiful as your smile… and deep down, I hate to admit it (even to myself), but I must think I don’t deserve you.<\/p>\n

Why else would I fight with you when I know I’m wrong?  Push you away when I want you close? And believe me, I want you close.<\/p>\n

\"giovane<\/p>\n

I want it more than I can even express, so I challenge you to leave me to prove that you won’t.<\/p>\n

And I know it\u2019s not fair to you, you’re the best thing that I have ever had and I show you that by being an irrational, difficult and all-around pain in the ass.<\/b><\/p>\n

I’m sorry I make it so hard.<\/b> I’m sorry I make you jump through hoops. I’m sorry that even though I want to… I don’t know how to trust you.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m sorry that I don’t know how to let you love me. I have never been loved like this before – unconditionally<\/a>totalmente e senza riserve o stipulazioni.<\/p>\n

I’m sorry that I’m mean when I miss you. I don\u2019t want to be. I wish I could explain how missing you turn into anger toward you.<\/p>\n

I think it’s because I’m mad at you for making me love you so much that being away from you physically hurts me and I lash out when things hurt.<\/b><\/p>\n

This love that we have. The kind of love I dreamed about, but never in a million years thought I would find. It\u2019s scarier than I imagined.<\/p>\n

\"bella<\/p>\n

It\u2019s wonderful and beautiful and all of the things it\u2019s supposed to be that make it seem like magic.<\/b> Ma con essa arriva anche la paura.<\/p>\n

This fear that it will all disappear. That I will wake up and find the man of my dreams\u2026 was just that, a dream. And so I pinch you to make sure you\u2019re real.<\/p>\n

I test you to make sure you won\u2019t leave me. Every day you prove that you are all of the things. Every day you find new and wonderful ways to show me that your love is mine, and mine alone. <\/b><\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t know quanto ero distrutto finch\u00e9 non hai iniziato a mettere insieme tutti i pezzi.<\/a><\/b><\/p>\n

Voi meritate di meglio. Meritate lo stesso amore incondizionato e lo stesso sostegno che date voi. You deserve all of the things\u2026 <\/b><\/p>\n

Perci\u00f2, se sarai paziente e continuerai ad amarmi come fai tu, io sar\u00f2 migliore per te. <\/b><\/p>\n

I will find a way to overcome the wounds that you didn\u2019t inflict to be the woman I know you see when you look at me. <\/b><\/p>\n

Your love has opened my eyes to a future that has never looked so bright and I can\u2019t wait to spend the rest of my life showing you how much that means to me.<\/p>\n

di Tia Grace<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

You are everything that I’ve always wanted and now that I have you I’m terrified that I’ll lose you. I’m afraid you will figure out that you are better than me. I\u2019m afraid that at some point you will realize I am so damaged I can’t be loved. Even though you are everything I have…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":25,"featured_media":123219,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29623],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8132","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-marriage"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29623,"label":"marriage"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/To-My-Future-Husband-Im-Sorry-I-Punish-You-For-Things-You-Would-Never-Do-To-Me-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Amy Nicholson","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/amy\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29623,"name":"marriage","slug":"marriage","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29623,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Establishing a happy marriage is not an easy task. Learning how to recognize red flags and deal with issues will help you make your marriage successful.","parent":29620,"count":474,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29623,"category_count":474,"category_description":"Establishing a happy marriage is not an easy task. Learning how to recognize red flags and deal with issues will help you make your marriage successful.","cat_name":"marriage","category_nicename":"marriage","category_parent":29620}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8132","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/25"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8132"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8132\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/123219"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8132"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8132"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8132"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}