Leaving you was the hardest thing I\u2019ve ever had to do. I\u2019ve lost so much. All the sweet ways you showed me how much you cared, all the lovely words you used to say to me.<\/p>\n
I\u2019ve lost spending every minute of my free time with you, just hanging out. I\u2019ve lost all the delightful plans we had for the future.<\/p>\n
I know that. That\u2019s what made leaving so difficult. Still, what I have now is worth even more.<\/p>\n
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Con te le cose non sono mai state chiare. Non ho mai avuto la certezza assoluta che quello che dicevi un giorno sarebbe stato vero anche il giorno dopo.<\/strong><\/p>\n Quando avevi una buona giornata le cose erano perfette, ma erano le tue giornate storte a rovinarmi.<\/p>\n Ho iniziato a sentirmi solo, tradito, non visto. Tutto questo si mescolava con tutto l'amore che avevo per te e con tutto l'amore che pensavo tu avessi per me.<\/p>\n Alla fine, tutto ci\u00f2 che avevamo era una rete disordinata di promesse mai mantenute, bugie che si accumulavano, silenzi che non erano pi\u00f9 piacevoli.<\/strong><\/p>\n Guardando indietro sembra che io abbia perso me stessa, spingendo per tenerci in vita. Ogni piccola parte della mia energia \u00e8 stata impiegata per districare l'orribile rete che avevamo creato.<\/p>\n It couldn\u2019t be untangled. I know that now. There was nothing anyone could do. There were simply too many bad things in our past to hope for a bright, shiny future.<\/p>\n I loved you. I don\u2019t blame you for anything. You helped me learn so many things about life, love, and myself.<\/p>\n You changed many of my perspectives and I\u2019m grateful for that because it changed my life.<\/p>\n The pain from losing you has been replaced by a feeling of accomplishment. It\u2019s been replaced by pride.<\/p>\n I\u2019m so proud of myself for being strong enough to put my life in order. I\u2019m so proud that I know when to stop trying.<\/strong><\/p>\n You weren\u2019t a waste of my time. Many things in our relationship will remain my most precious memories.<\/p>\n It would sadden me if you thought I abandoned you. I didn\u2019t. I had to go back to finding myself, loving myself, supporting myself.<\/strong><\/p>\n I\u2019ll never forget you. Our kisses mixed with tears have left a deep mark on my heart. That mark will always be there to remind me of you.<\/p>\n Sono orgoglioso di dire che apprezzo ci\u00f2 che ho ora pi\u00f9 di tutto ci\u00f2 che avevamo, pi\u00f9 di tutto ci\u00f2 che ho perso, quando ti ho perso.<\/strong><\/p>\n The most important life choices are never easy, and this was the hardest decision I ever had to make. I don\u2019t regret my choice.<\/p>\n Arriva un momento nella vita in cui niente \u00e8 pi\u00f9 importante che permettere a se stessi di vivere la propria vita migliore. Il mio momento \u00e8 arrivato quando ho finito con te.<\/p>\n Me leaving wasn\u2019t an act of ditching you, it was an act of finding myself again \u2013 something I desperately needed.<\/p>\n Instead of letting you break me to pieces, I\u2019ve led myself to peace.<\/p>\n I\u2019m a new person now you\u2019re not in my life. I haven\u2019t gone back to who I was before you. I\u2019m better now. Before you, I never even knew how messy my life could get. All the love and all the hate made living unbearable. I was many things with you, but never peaceful. 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