{"id":85639,"date":"2020-07-09T10:57:27","date_gmt":"2020-07-09T10:57:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=85639"},"modified":"2022-01-21T21:39:05","modified_gmt":"2022-01-21T21:39:05","slug":"la-tua-partenza-non-mi-ha-ucciso","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/la-tua-partenza-non-mi-ha-ucciso\/","title":{"rendered":"L'abbandono non mi ha ucciso, ma qualcosa dentro di me \u00e8 morto quel giorno"},"content":{"rendered":"

Shhh e ascolta<\/em>. Ricordo anche come mi sono zittita quel giorno, dopo che te ne sei andato. Riesci a sentire quei suoni? I suoni della solitudine e del vuoto? Sono gli stessi suoni che sentivo quel giorno.<\/p>\n

Quel giorno qualcosa dentro di me \u00e8 morto<\/a> e mi ha cambiato per sempre.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

I still remember everything perfectly. That picture of you leaving will remain in my memory forever. I can still see it like it’s happening at this same moment.<\/p>\n

You came to me with the famous, \u201cWe need to talk,\u201d sentence and I immediately knew that something bad was about to happen, even though I still can’t understand what the reason for it was.<\/p>\n

Regardless, I didn\u2019t see it coming. I couldn’t even imagine that you were planning on leaving me, to give up on our relationship, to forget all our plans and goals for the future.<\/p>\n

Presto accadde la cosa peggiore. Il mio incubo peggiore divenne realt\u00e0.<\/p>\n

No, in realt\u00e0 non avrei mai potuto nemmeno sognare che una cosa del genere potesse accadere a me, a noi.<\/p>\n

You know, you leaving me was always my biggest fear. I couldn’t imagine my life without you. You became my other half, my better half\u2026 my everything.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\"uomo<\/p>\n

I’ll never forget the day I met you because it was the day I met love. It was the day I could hear my heart beating so hard that it seemed like it was going to jump out of my chest.<\/p>\n

\u00c8 stato il giorno in cui ho sentito per la prima volta quella sensazione di farfalla<\/a> in my stomach. I hadn’t felt so peaceful or happy in a long time.<\/p>\n

I wished that moment would last forever because I didn’t want that feeling to go away.<\/p>\n

Si dice che si possa capire molto di una persona dal modo in cui se ne va.<\/strong><\/em> I agree with this, actually, you proved to me it\u2019s true. You showed your true colors when you decided to leave me for good.<\/p>\n

I realized that all that time, I had the wrong image of you. The love I felt for you made me completely blind and that’s why I couldn’t see your true face.<\/p>\n

Eri la mia amica, la mia migliore amica, la mia compagna, il mio amore, la mia amante. Eri la mia calma nell'oceano tempestoso chiamato vita.<\/em><\/strong> Sei stato tutto ci\u00f2 che ho sempre desiderato e sperato.<\/p>\n

Ti ho idealizzato e questo \u00e8 stato il mio errore. Per me eri la persona perfetta, l'uomo perfetto. Ho sempre pensato che fossi impeccabile. Ho dimenticato che siamo tutti esseri umani e nessuno di noi \u00e8 perfetto.<\/p>\n

Solo Dio Onnipotente \u00e8 perfetto.<\/p>\n

You claimed so many times that you loved me. You told me so many times that there was nothing in this world you wouldn’t do for me. Now, I can see that none of it was real.<\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

Il vostro amore non \u00e8 mai stato reale.<\/strong><\/em> You can’t say that you love someone and then destroy them.<\/p>\n

You can’t swear that you love someone and expect them to believe it when le vostre azioni mostrano solo<\/a> l'opposto di questo.<\/p>\n

Now, you are back again. You are all alone and lonely and you want to ‘have the talk’ with me again. How highly must you think of yourself?<\/p>\n

You think that you have the right to come back whenever you want and that you’ll be welcomed back?<\/p>\n

Well, you won’t. Don’t try to sell me that story of how you needed some time or how you never stopped loving me. I don’t buy it anymore.<\/p>\n

Ricordi? Ho incontrato la vera te e you can’t lie<\/a> a me.<\/p>\n

Ora \u00e8 tutto molto pi\u00f9 facile per me, perch\u00e9 ho capito che non sei mai stato degno di me. Non mi hai mai meritato, n\u00e9 il mio amore.<\/p>\n

Can you hear that sound? It’s so well-known to me. It’s the sound of your heart breaking. I could hear mine that day and for so many days after. A piece of my heart broke and it’ll never be the same again.<\/p>\n

It doesn’t matter. Different or the same, my heart is still beating, I’m still alive and that’s all that matters.<\/em><\/strong> I’m so proud of my heart for everything it endured.<\/p>\n

\"L'abbandono<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Shhh and listen. I remember how I also shushed myself that day after you left. Can you hear those sounds? The sounds of loneliness and emptiness? They are the same sounds I could hear that day. Something inside me died that day and it changed me for good. I still remember everything perfectly. That picture…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":85689,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-85639","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/You-Leaving-Didnt-Kill-Me-But-Something-Inside-Me-Died-That-Day.jpg",800,502,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85639","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=85639"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85639\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/85689"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=85639"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=85639"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=85639"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}