You\u2019ll always have a spot in my heart and I think your name will forever remain somewhere in the back of my mind.<\/p>\n
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Unfortunately, I\u2019m not so sure you\u2019ll ever have a spot in my life again.<\/p>\n
Despite my feelings, this, what we have, is something I have to end. I just can\u2019t do this anymore. <\/strong><\/p>\n I can\u2019t be the one to always forgive, I can\u2019t be the only one who\u2019s constantly trying to understand you and to see things from your perspective. <\/strong><\/p>\n I can\u2019t keep finding excuses for your bad behavior and I can\u2019t be the only one dragging us forward.<\/strong><\/p>\n I kept trying and trying, and whenever I felt bad about something that happened between us I\u2019d sleep on it and it would be better in the morning.<\/p>\n I\u2019d force myself to believe in whatever excuses you made and I forced myself to believe that things would change, that you\u2019d finally realize what you were doing to me, how much you were hurting me.<\/p>\n I believed that at some point you\u2019d think about me and you\u2019d put my needs before the needs of others. But what I hoped for never came to life.<\/p>\n Ho provato cos\u00ec tanto ad essere cos\u00ec buono per te. Ho provato cos\u00ec tanto a renderti felice, a farci funzionare. <\/strong><\/p>\n Ho trattenuto i miei sentimenti perch\u00e9 non volevo travolgerti con le mie emozioni.<\/strong><\/p>\n Volevo essere forte per entrambi, ma a un certo punto mi sono stancata. Mi sono stancata di darti il mio amore senza ricevere nulla in cambio.<\/strong><\/p>\n Mi sono persa nell'amore che provavo per te e ho dimenticato di prendermi cura di me stessa. Ho continuato a dare e tu hai continuato a prendere tutto senza mai darmi nulla in cambio.<\/p>\n The feeling that you were with me just so you wouldn\u2019t be alone, the feeling that you were with me just so you could have someone, never left me.<\/p>\n Everything you did seemed to me like it was programmed. Because whenever I pulled back after you hurt me, you\u2019d reach for me and show me how it felt to be loved by you.<\/p>\n Ma ho avuto questi momenti solo quando sapevi di aver fatto qualcosa di sbagliato. Sei stato selettivo con il tuo amore e io sono stato quello che si \u00e8 buttato a capofitto fin dall'inizio.<\/p>\n Maybe that was my mistake. Maybe not holding back but giving you everything I had before you actually deserved it was the thing that made you think I\u2019d do anything for you, that I\u2019d never leave you.<\/p>\n But there was not much I could do about that, as it\u2019s just the way I am.<\/p>\n When I love, I love wholeheartedly. But I\u2019m also a girl who can walk away without ever looking back once she realizes that someone doesn\u2019t deserve me.<\/p>\n E once you\u2019ve lost me, I\u2019m gone forever.<\/a><\/p>\n Truth be told, saying \u2018no\u2019 to you was always hard for me. I somehow had no issue with saying \u2018yes\u2019 and that\u2019s why my behavior might surprise you now.<\/strong><\/p>\n Questa \u00e8 una cosa che non vi ho mai mostrato, ma ora penso che sia arrivato il momento di mostrarvela<\/strong> t<\/strong>l'altro lato del mio amore.<\/strong><\/p>\n![\"donna](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/sad-woman-looking-up.jpg\")
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