You said you wanted to be with me and only me, and then I\u2019d find out that you had plenty of other girls in your life. I guess you wanted to be with me and fifty of them, too. And I didn’t want to be just a number to you.<\/p>\n
You made me believe you cared for me. But I couldn\u2019t count on you when I needed you the most. You were never there. And the worst part of it is that I felt more alone with you than I am now by myself.<\/p>\n
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Sei stato il motivo di ogni singola notte insonne durante quest'ultimo anno. Tu sei stato ogni lacrima che \u00e8 scesa sul mio viso.<\/strong><\/p>\n Eri il motivo per cui odiavo alzarmi dal letto la mattina. Odiavo la giornata appena iniziata perch\u00e9 sapevo che sarebbe stata piena di pensieri su di te.<\/p>\n It seemed like you were doing things intentionally… just to hurt me.<\/p>\n Eri egoista come sempre e non pensavi mai all'effetto che le tue parole e le tue azioni avrebbero avuto su di me, ma sembrava che per te fosse un bonus se mi facevi sentire infelice con me stesso.<\/p>\n And on the other side, I did the opposite. I wanted to be there for you. I wanted us to work out. I tried so hard to be good enough for you, but somehow I didn\u2019t manage to satisfy your criteria.<\/p>\n Pi\u00f9 ti trattavo bene e peggio eri per me. <\/strong><\/p>\n You had to put me down so you could feel better about yourself and you succeeded in your attempts. I felt worthless. You lowered my self-esteem so much that I wasn’t even a shadow of a woman I used to be.<\/p>\n Odiavo il senso di inadeguatezza che mi accompagnava. Mi sembrava che qualsiasi cosa facessi, non fosse mai abbastanza.<\/p>\n You kept saying how I\u2019m ruining everything for you. You kept saying I should be happy that you give me any time of yours because I didn\u2019t deserve even the time I fatto <\/i> ottenere.<\/p>\n In your mind, you were just one of those generous guys who didn\u2019t have a mean bone in their bodies so you decided to stick with me. Well, as if!<\/p>\n You were with me just to have someone. I was good to you. Nobody cared for you as much as I did and that\u2019s why you kept coming back to me. But you didn\u2019t really love me.<\/p>\n Because if you did, you\u2019d care about how I feel. You\u2019d pay attention to the things you did and you\u2019d make sure you don\u2019t do anything to hurt me. But somehow, everything you did was like a dagger straight in my heart.<\/p>\n Anche quando stavamo insieme, non ti ho mai sentita mia. Sembrava che tutti gli altri ti avessero pi\u00f9 di me.<\/strong><\/p>\n You don\u2019t know how that feels because you were always my priority, but trust me when I tell you, it hurts like hell to know the person you care the most for doesn\u2019t really give a damn about you.<\/p>\n Fa un male cane quando sei solo un'opzione per qualcuno che \u00e8 tutto il tuo mondo.<\/p>\n La verit\u00e0 \u00e8 che mi sono stancato di tutto.<\/b><\/p>\n I got tired of being sad. I got tired of waiting for someone who isn\u2019t coming. I got tired of wanting you when you wanted everyone else but me. And most of all, I got tired of loving someone who didn\u2019t love me back.<\/p>\n Da qui la decisione di tagliare tutti i miei ponti con voi, qui e ora.<\/p>\n![\"una](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/a-sad-blonde-lying-on-the-bed-and-using-a-smartphone.jpg\")
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