You came into my life without an invitation.
I didn’t even see you coming—no one in my life saw you coming. One day you were a complete stranger and the next day I was completely in love with you.
It was a real life fairytale—the two of us.
We had those enchanted moments, and we wished they could last forever. And when we parted, and we wished for them to come back.
But, sometimes, God or faith or whatever higher force there is just intervenes and leads you on a different road.
Nothing awful happened. We didn’t go through a tragedy. You didn’t intentionally hurt me. The both of us wanted only the best to come out of our relationship. But things didn’t work out the way we wanted them to.
There are really no hard feelings. I’m just sad that it couldn’t work out. We had it all, and we weren’t smart enough to use it. We didn’t fight for our survival.
Now, that we are not together anymore, I sometimes fantasize what would have happened if we did push a bit harder. Would it have been our happily-ever-after? Would it have been the right thing to do?
Probably not.
I always knew that all things happen for a reason. We happened for a reason, and we seized to exist for a reason.
I guess what I’m trying to say is that I don’t hold any grudges. I don’t resent you in any way.
Actually, I want to thank you.
Thank you for giving me one of the best experiences of my life. One that I will cherish and remember with a bit of sorrow in my heart, just because it didn’t end well. Perhaps we now think it has damaged us. But who knows what the future will bring.
Thank you for making me believe in myself and my self-worth. Every time I doubted myself, you stepped out to push one bit further.
Thank you for challenging me and making our relationship exciting—full of ups and downs and all those beautifully difficult obstacles ready to be crossed. The only thing was to find a way to cross over. It was like a puzzle, and we never stopped until we put it all together to the last piece.
Thank you for all the touches and kisses you gave me. I will never lose that feeling when you took me into your arms. I knew right then that whatever happens between the two of us, we will find a way to survive.
And we did. Yet, despite the fact we loved each other to the point it hurt, we fell apart. That’s how life works.
Sometimes things that seem so logical are the most incomprehensible ones.