My whole life was an enchanted circle of picking and stumbling upon bad men. My life was full of drunken kisses and instant but short-lasting chemistry.
I was always trying so hard to find the one and all I ever found were men who tried to be real men but failed, as well as cowards and abusers. In that magic circle that I was stuck in, I only ended up breaking my own heart, continuously.
None of those men were even worth my time and I was a fool for not realizing that. In that search for real love, in that search of my Cinderella closure, I kept expecting too much too soon.
But I couldn’t help myself. I wanted to meet you so badly that I actually searched the world for you. I kept thinking that every man I met was going to be you. And even if it wasn’t, I wouldn’t let myself believe or accept it.
I fooled myself into thinking that I had met you, until I was left hurt and broken from every time I failed trying.
Even that didn’t stop me from hoping that one day I would meet you. And the funny thing is that I finally did. Who would have thought that the period when I met you would be the saddest period of my life, a period when I wanted to give up on searching for you, a period when my heart was shattered into a million pieces, which I thought no one would ever find and put back together.
It was all clear then, that the moment I stopped searching for you, when I stopped trying so hard, was the moment you came into my life.
With you, everything was different. Everything felt different. This time, it wasn’t a short passion, nor a drunken kiss. It was something that we both knew would last forever. It was just perfect, perfect like someone put a spell on us, like someone wanted us to meet and be together. I guess you were my twin flame and I wasn’t complete until I found you.
We are one soul in two bodies. I knew that I was aching for someone my whole life. I knew there was someone out there who would fill that void in my heart and soul, I just didn’t know who that man was until I found you.
I don’t question anything anymore. I just know that from now on everything will be all right. I know that there is a force above that sent you to me or me to you, whatever you want to call it, to be with me, as one, finally. Our souls were united into that one and it will stay that way for the rest of our lives. We both know it.
I’m not afraid of getting hurt because I know that is never going to happen. I’m not afraid to be vulnerable around you because I know you will understand and help me. I’m not afraid to be honest with you, simply because I love you.
You show me your emotional side because as you are not afraid of anything, neither am I. I love when we talk about our future because we know we are going to be together. It’s almost as if we can see ourselves 50 years from now, on our front porch, calm and blissfully happy, not regretting a single moment of our lives.
I love how you are so different from me, yet much the same. I love the fact that you are interested in things I never liked and the same goes for me, but somehow we started to like each other’s interests and everything kind of blended in, everything was put in the right place.
From the day I met you, I knew you were the one for me. Thank you for coming and thank you for making me complete. Thank you for giving me the ability to feel whole because when my twin flame was gone, when my other part of my soul was missing, I knew something was wrong. I could feel you missing and I couldn’t feel anything else.
Thank you for making me laugh. Thank you for protecting me and making me feel safe. I know you will be there for me for the rest of our lives because I have seen us far in the future. I’ve seen and I’ve felt that you are the one. I’ve felt that you are my present and my future.
The best love is the one that you feel is missing your whole life, but when it comes knocking on your door, you just know it’s him. You just know that you’ve been waiting for that person for your whole life.
The best love is the love that changes your life. It makes you a better person, it makes you the best you can be. There is no place for tears and pain when the best love finds you. No, maybe it does sound like a fairy tale, but the best love is, in fact, real, it exists and it’s out there looking for you.