{"id":11130,"date":"2019-12-28T10:58:07","date_gmt":"2019-12-28T10:58:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=11130"},"modified":"2021-08-12T13:29:19","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T13:29:19","slug":"tudo-bem-a-vida-decidiu-deixar-ir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/tudo-bem-a-vida-decidiu-deixar-ir\/","title":{"rendered":"Se fiz alguma coisa certa na minha vida, foi quando decidi deixar-te ir"},"content":{"rendered":"

Cometo erros e tenho tend\u00eancia para os repetir. Apaixono-me pelas pessoas erradas,<\/a> I give my trust to people who don\u2019t deserve it.<\/p>\n

I wear my heart on my sleeve and I hope that somehow it won\u2019t get broken. It was the same thing with you. You had a nasty habit of breaking me over and over again, and I let you do it, because I hoped you’d stop.<\/p>\n

If I loved you hard enough, if I tried hard enough, you\u2019d finally love me the way I loved you.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Mas nunca o fizeste.<\/p>\n

Deixei que me fizesses duvidar de mim pr\u00f3prio.<\/strong> Todos os vossos coment\u00e1rios sobre a minha apar\u00eancia, como se eu pudesse perder algum peso, como poderia usar o meu cabelo de forma diferente, como deveria usar mais maquilhagem.<\/p>\n

All those times you would show me a random woman in a bar and keep talking about how I could be her if I just tried a little bit harder. All those times you would make fun of my job and my salary, saying how writing wasn\u2019t a real job.<\/p>\n

Todas as vezes que me deitavas abaixo, eu odiava-me um pouco mais. Mas n\u00e3o mais.<\/p>\n

Deixei que me afastassem do meu povo.<\/strong> Passar algum tempo convosco no in\u00edcio foi fant\u00e1stico.<\/p>\n

Conhecer-te, conhecer o teu corpo e como ele se movia com o meu, era como a minha droga. Mas, de alguma forma, tu tornaste-te a \u00fanica pessoa com quem eu passava os meus dias e noites.<\/p>\n

You guilt-tripped me into spending every single minute of my free time with you, and if I wasn\u2019t spending it with you, I was still waiting for you. But no more.<\/p>\n

Deixo-te fazer-me sentir-se n\u00e3o amado<\/a>. I was constantly thinking it was me. It was because I was not good enough, it was because I didn\u2019t try hard enough.<\/p>\n

Era porque eu n\u00e3o era suficientemente bonita, n\u00e3o era suficientemente magra, n\u00e3o era suficientemente inteligente. Eu simplesmente n\u00e3o era o suficiente. Deixei-te fazer-me sentir que a culpa era toda minha.<\/p>\n

Todo o teu comportamento abusivo, o inferno t\u00f3xico a que me submeteste, acreditei que a culpa era toda minha. Mas n\u00e3o mais.<\/p>\n

Deixei-te quebrar-me, vezes sem conta.<\/strong> De cada vez que olhava para um ecr\u00e3 vazio, ficava destro\u00e7ado.<\/p>\n

Cada vez que olhavas para outra mulher como nunca olhaste para mim, eu partia-me um pouco mais. De cada vez que me deitavas abaixo, de cada vez que me deixavas de fora, de cada vez que decidias escolher-te a ti pr\u00f3prio em vez de nos escolheres a n\u00f3s, eu partia-me.<\/p>\n

Cada vez que adormecia sozinho numa cama vazia, cada vez que chegava a casa sem ningu\u00e9m, cada vez que me sentia s\u00f3 ao teu lado, partia. Mas n\u00e3o mais.<\/p>\n

Now I\u2019m letting you go.<\/strong> I\u2019m done being the one choice you never made, I\u2019m done being your trash can for all of your failures. I\u2019m done feeling unworthy, unlovable.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m done with you. I tend to repeat mistakes, but this one\u2014no more. Because, you see, if I did anything right in my life, it was when I decided to let you go.<\/p>\n

Now I know my worth, I know I\u2019m more than enough. I finally know it was never my fault.<\/p>\n

E finalmente sei que deixar ir \u00e0s vezes \u00e9 melhor do que lutar, porque algumas rela\u00e7\u00f5es n\u00e3o s\u00e3o para ser. Algumas pessoas n\u00e3o s\u00e3o dignas de l\u00e1grimas e m\u00e1goas, e com certeza, nunca foste digno de mim<\/a>.<\/p>\n

So, I\u2019d like to take this opportunity to thank you for never loving me, because I learned to love myself. And thank you for giving me the chance to finally do the right thing\u2014to choose myself over you.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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I make mistakes and I tend to repeat them. I fall in love with the wrong people, I give my trust to people who don\u2019t deserve it. I wear my heart on my sleeve and I hope that somehow it won\u2019t get broken. It was the same thing with you. You had a nasty habit…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":11134,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11130","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/makhmutova-dina-491451-1.jpg",800,532,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11130","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11130"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11130\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11134"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11130"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11130"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11130"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}