{"id":11399,"date":"2020-11-05T13:16:30","date_gmt":"2020-11-05T13:16:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=11399"},"modified":"2022-01-25T09:09:40","modified_gmt":"2022-01-25T09:09:40","slug":"queria-consertar-quebrou-mesmo","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/queria-consertar-quebrou-mesmo\/","title":{"rendered":"Eu queria que voc\u00ea me consertasse, mas voc\u00ea me quebrou ainda mais"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ainda me lembro do dia em que te conheci, parecias o homem por quem esperei toda a minha vida. Eras generoso, gentil e tinhas o sorriso mais bonito de sempre.<\/p>\n

Too bad that from your sweet mouth there were so many lies that I couldn\u2019t imagine anyone could say.<\/p>\n

You know, I really didn\u2019t see you coming. You just appeared in front of me and I thought to myself that God himself was sending you to save me from myself.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

But, as always, I was so wrong. You came into my life just like you could feel my wounds that were still bleeding. You were like a wild animal that was feeding on someone\u2019s flesh.<\/p>\n

E foi isso que me fez. Chegaste e sabias toda a minha hist\u00f3ria.<\/p>\n

Sabias que eu tinha passado pelo inferno e que a \u00faltima coisa de que precisava era de algu\u00e9m que aproveitar-se de mim.<\/a><\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

I still remember the day when I told you about the man who totally ruined me and just walked away. You said to me that I didn\u2019t deserve that and that he was stupid for letting me go.<\/p>\n

Disseste que eu era demasiado perfeita para algu\u00e9m como ele e que, se eu quisesse, ele tentaria curar todas aquelas fendas e cicatrizes no meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o.<\/p>\n

E na minha cabe\u00e7a, havia tantos sentimentos misturados, mas acima de tudo eu queria ser amada. E dei-te uma oportunidade porque precisava de algu\u00e9m que me fizesse sentir melhor.<\/p>\n

Pensei que era um homem a s\u00e9rio para isso, mas enganei-me<\/a>.<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t blame myself because you were such a damn good actor. You found a way to deceive a girl who loved you.<\/p>\n

You said that you would never hurt me. You said you wouldn\u2019t and you fucking did!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Mataste-me emocionalmente ao fazeres-me todas aquelas coisas m\u00e1s. Para ti, eu era a v\u00edtima perfeita porque algu\u00e9m j\u00e1 me tinha magoado.<\/p>\n

\"bela<\/p>\n

You just came and finished the job. That was a way for you to feel superior. Well, let me tell you something. In love, there isn\u2019t anyone who is superior.<\/p>\n

No amor, as duas pessoas s\u00e3o iguais em tudo o que fazem. No amor, n\u00e3o h\u00e1 ningu\u00e9m acima ou abaixo de n\u00f3s, mas sim ao nosso lado, onde est\u00e1 o nosso cora\u00e7\u00e3o.<\/p>\n

Oh wait, that is something that you obviously don\u2019t have. Because if you had a heart, you wouldn\u2019t have hurt me so badly.<\/p>\n

I just don\u2019t understand why you did all that to me. Why all that cheating, name-calling, emotional and physical abuse and gaslighting?<\/p>\n

What did you want to get out of it? Someone who would listen to you blindly? Don\u2019t you know that I already did that because I loved you?<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t have to do all those nasty things to me. I just wanted you to love me but you couldn\u2019t do even that. Because in your own way you were broken too.<\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

But like any man, you were too proud to admit that. And the truth is that you can\u2019t love someone else if you don\u2019t love yourself. And that was a mistake we both made.<\/p>\n

Ambos quer\u00edamos receber amor de outra pessoa mas, na verdade, s\u00f3 t\u00ednhamos de nos amar a n\u00f3s pr\u00f3prios para nos curarmos.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I admit my mistake and I know that I won\u2019t repeat it anymore. In all this mess called life, I have learned so many things, though I learned all of them in a tough way.<\/p>\n

I learned that I shouldn\u2019t have to believe in all your lies that you told me just to get into my bed. I learned that I should first respect myself so others can do that as well.<\/p>\n

I learned that I can\u2019t force love to come into my life but I have to wait for it. Because if I force something, it might not be the right thing.<\/p>\n

I know that from my experience with you. I wanted someone to be with me so badly but it turned out that I didn\u2019t make as good a choice as I had thought.<\/p>\n

You were such a coward to break an already broken woman. And the worst thing was that you didn\u2019t feel any remorse for doing that.<\/p>\n

\"mulher<\/p>\n

Pensou que o nosso rela\u00e7\u00e3o t\u00f3xica<\/a> duraria muito tempo e que tu estarias sempre a controlar-me. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

But you didn\u2019t know that I am a born warrior and sooner or later I would stand up and fight for myself.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Quando nos apercebemos que s\u00f3 temos uma vida para viver e que algu\u00e9m a est\u00e1 a destruir, ficamos loucos.<\/p>\n

E foi isso que eu fiz. Perdi completamente a cabe\u00e7a e expulsei-te da minha casa e do meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o.<\/p>\n

Mesmo que te amasse e mesmo que me doesse deixar-te partir, sabia que era mais doloroso manter-te por perto. Agora, finalmente tenho a conclus\u00e3o que tanto desejava.<\/p>\n

Now, I am a woman who knows what she wants and I won\u2019t settle for less than I deserve.<\/p>\n

And you know what? I really don\u2019t need a man to fix me. I just need a man who will love me while I fix myself. And that man will never be YOU!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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I still remember the day when I met you, you looked like the man I had been waiting for my whole life. You were generous, kind and had the most beautiful smile ever. Too bad that from your sweet mouth there were so many lies that I couldn\u2019t imagine anyone could say. You know, I…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":118428,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11399","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/I-Wanted-You-To-Fix-Me-But-You-Broke-Me-Even-More-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11399","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11399"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11399\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/118428"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11399"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11399"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11399"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}