{"id":11454,"date":"2018-01-08T09:18:42","date_gmt":"2018-01-08T09:18:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=11454"},"modified":"2021-08-12T12:22:17","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T12:22:17","slug":"cansei-me-do-teu-quase-amor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/cansei-me-do-teu-quase-amor\/","title":{"rendered":"Cansei-me do teu quase amor"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ol\u00e1, forasteiro. J\u00e1 l\u00e1 vai algum tempo, n\u00e3o \u00e9?<\/em><\/p>\n

I guess you\u2019re wondering why I disappeared, why I cut all of the ties so suddenly. Well, to you it was out of the blue, but to me\u2026 To me, it felt like ages.<\/p>\n

Waiting for you, being your last resort, hoping to become your priority. Hoping that somehow you would make up your mind and finally decide which it was that you wanted\u2014me or freedom.<\/p>\n

But you never did, so I had to leave. It\u2019s not that I got tired of loving you. I got tired of many things, but loving you was never one of them.<\/p>\n

Cansei-me de me sentir s\u00f3 ao teu lado.<\/strong> Estar l\u00e1, mesmo ao teu lado, mas t\u00e3o longe. Tocar-te, mas s\u00f3 para te ver a afastares-te cada vez mais.<\/p>\n

Estar contigo, mas continuar a sentir-me t\u00e3o s\u00f3, porque sabia que era a \u00fanica a amar. Eu sabia que era a \u00fanica a querer seguir em frente. Eu sabia que you didn\u2019t care enough<\/a> para eu fazer uma mudan\u00e7a.<\/p>\n

Eu sabia, e ainda tinha esperan\u00e7a de que isso mudasse. Ainda tinha esperan\u00e7a de que o meu amor fosse suficientemente forte para me veres.<\/p>\n

Cansei-me de esperar em v\u00e3o<\/strong>. Na esperan\u00e7a de que, de alguma forma, te tornasses homem e tomasses uma decis\u00e3o. Que um dia esperasses por mim de bra\u00e7os abertos, com aquele meio sorriso no rosto, o rosto que eu tanto amo.<\/p>\n

Que me puxasses com for\u00e7a para o teu abra\u00e7o e me fizesses perder no teu calor, no teu corpo. Afogar-me na profundidade dos teus olhos azuis. Mas nem uma \u00fanica vez o fizeste e todo o meu corpo doeu por ti.<\/p>\n

A minha alma, a minha mente, o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o. Tudo o que era meu pertencia-te, mas nem sequer o teu sorriso me pertencia.<\/p>\n

Fartei-me de fingir que estava bem com isto.<\/strong> N\u00e3o fazes ideia de como \u00e9 doloroso ver algu\u00e9m que amas namoriscar com outras mulheres.<\/a> To listen to someone you love brag about how amazing this thing between you two is, but when it\u2019s not a relationship. Every time you would turn your head away from my kiss, I would break.<\/p>\n

Cada vez que falavas de outras mulheres que tinhas conhecido, eu ficava destro\u00e7ada. De cada vez que me fazias crescer a esperan\u00e7a de que gostavas de mim, para depois a destru\u00edres, mesmo no outro dia, eu partia-me um pouco mais.<\/p>\n

Quantas vezes pode um cora\u00e7\u00e3o ser partido e continuar a bater? Quantas n\u00f3doas negras pode a minha alma ter e eu ainda estar s\u00e3o?<\/p>\n

Cansei-me dos jogos que fazias.<\/strong> You knew that I loved you, but you still did nothing about it. You couldn\u2019t let me go, but you couldn\u2019t keep me either.<\/p>\n

You couldn\u2019t sacrifice your freedom for me, but you wanted me to sacrifice mine for you. You kept me there as a safety net, so for when everything else failed, you knew you had me. But I deserve more than to be someone\u2019s safety net, I deserve more than to just be kept around.<\/p>\n

Mere\u00e7o ser amado com o mesmo amor com que te amava.<\/p>\n

I got tired of being your \u2018almost\u2019.<\/strong> Is there any sadder word than \u2018almost\u2019 to describe love? To describe anything that\u2019s connected to it? We almost made it, we were almost a thing, he almost fell in love with me.<\/p>\n

Cansei-me dessa palavra que era preso na minha mente<\/a>A palavra que me atravessava o cora\u00e7\u00e3o. A palavra que me penetrava na alma, que me penetrava no cora\u00e7\u00e3o a cada batida do cora\u00e7\u00e3o.<\/p>\n

Cansei-me de ser quase quando queria ser tudo. Queria ser o teu tudo, mas nunca fui.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s hard to wait for someone you know won\u2019t be yours, but it\u2019s even harder giving up on him when he\u2019s all you want.<\/strong> But that\u2019s the choice I need to make to keep my sanity.<\/p>\n

That\u2019s the choice I need to make to set myself free from your love, because I know it will never be completely mine. It will never stop being \u2018almost love\u2019 and I deserve more.<\/p>\n

Mere\u00e7o algu\u00e9m que esteja pronto para assumir um compromisso, algu\u00e9m que respeite o meu amor por ele, que me ame como eu o amo. I deserve to be someone\u2019s first choice, instead of a last resort.<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hey there stranger. It\u2019s been a while, right? I guess you\u2019re wondering why I disappeared, why I cut all of the ties so suddenly. Well, to you it was out of the blue, but to me\u2026 To me, it felt like ages. Waiting for you, being your last resort, hoping to become your priority. Hoping…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":11463,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11454","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/freestocks-org-195640-2.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11454","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11454"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11454\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11463"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11454"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11454"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11454"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}