{"id":11695,"date":"2020-01-10T09:14:44","date_gmt":"2020-01-10T09:14:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=11695"},"modified":"2022-03-01T23:01:29","modified_gmt":"2022-03-01T23:01:29","slug":"nunca-precisou-de-ser-reparado-precisou-de-ser-mantido","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/nunca-precisou-de-ser-reparado-precisou-de-ser-mantido\/","title":{"rendered":"Nunca precisei que me consertasse, precisei que me segurasse enquanto eu mesmo o fazia"},"content":{"rendered":"

Hey baby, it\u2019s been some time. I guess I don\u2019t have any right to ask you how you\u2019ve been? But still, I hope you\u2019re doing great. I hope that you\u2019re happy and that you found someone who needs your help more than I did. You always had the need to corrigir pessoas<\/a>mas nunca precisei que fizesses isso por mim. S\u00f3 precisava do teu apoio enquanto o fazia por mim.<\/span><\/p>\n

Nunca precisei que me mostrasses como sou especial, precisei de ver isso por mim pr\u00f3pria.<\/b> I needed to see who I am without your love. I needed to see what I can do without you holding my back. I needed to be alone in order to get to know myself. I hoped that you will be there. I hoped that you will accompany me along the way. But you never did\u2014you could never understand why I had to do this by myself.<\/span><\/p>\n

Nunca percebeste porque \u00e9 que eu precisava de ver o meu valor.<\/b> Because, you see, I was so manipulated and beaten to death that had I lost so much of myself and I never hoped to get those parts back. I lost my confidence, I lost my strength and I lost my worth. I let other people take them, because I couldn\u2019t see them myself. And that\u2019s why I needed to regain them back all by myself, because it wasn\u2019t you who took them. It\u2019s not you who should bring them back. I had to do it myself, because if I hadn\u2019t, I would lose them all over again the moment you walk out of my life.<\/span><\/p>\n

Nunca conseguiste perceber porque \u00e9 que eu precisava de encontrar a beleza em mim sozinha.<\/b> Sim, disseste-me milh\u00f5es de vezes como sou incr\u00edvel, como sou bonita. Mas eu nunca vi nada disso. Nunca vi a forma como a minha cara se ilumina. Nunca vi a beleza das minhas rugas e nunca vi a beleza das minhas cicatrizes. Odiei-me a mim pr\u00f3pria, ao meu corpo, \u00e0 minha alma magoada e \u00e0 minha hist\u00f3ria. <\/span>Como \u00e9 que eu poderia encontrar a beleza em tudo isso se eu a odiasse?<\/b>  No words you said could help me see it, because I couldn\u2019t see it myself. I couldn\u2019t see that woman you fell in love with, because I believed she was long gone. I believed that someday you will see me the way I used to see myself and that you will leave.<\/span><\/p>\n

Nunca conseguiste perceber porque \u00e9 que eu precisava de aprender a amar-me.<\/b> Tu amaste-me<\/a>amaste-me mais do que alguma vez acreditei que algu\u00e9m me pudesse amar. Amaste-me com aquele tipo de amor est\u00fapido que te fez andar no centro comercial comigo a comprar maquilhagem. Amaste-me com aquele tipo de amor est\u00fapido que te fez ver <\/span>O Flash<\/span><\/i> with me, even though you\u2019re diehard Marvel fan. But I needed to learn how to love myself. I needed to fall in love with myself, with my past and who I am. <\/span>Precisava de me apaixonar por esta mulher destro\u00e7ada que aprendeu a manter-se de p\u00e9.<\/b> Precisava de me apaixonar por mim, para me poder apaixonar por ti.<\/span><\/p>\n

Espero que compreendas que te amei.<\/b> Espero que compreendas que nunca te quis afastar, Nunca quis que me consertasse<\/a> because I had to do that myself. I needed to understand that I may be broken, but I\u2019m not less worthy because of it. I needed to understand that I can still love even though my heart is shattered to pieces. I needed to understand that I can\u2019t lose myself if I know my worth. And I needed for you to understand that I never loved you any less because I learned how to love myself more. But somehow, you couldn\u2019t see that. Somehow, you felt betrayed because I needed distance. You felt hurt because I decided that I don\u2019t need your help.<\/span><\/p>\n

I really hope that you\u2019re still the man I once loved because some girl will be the luckiest woman to have you.<\/b> Someone who\u2019s not broken as I was; someone who knows how to love herself and how to love you. And I hope that you understand that I never needed you to fix me. I just needed you to hold me, while I did it myself.<\/span><\/p>\n

Com todo o meu amor, o vosso pequeno Flash.<\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hey baby, it\u2019s been some time. I guess I don\u2019t have any right to ask you how you\u2019ve been? But still, I hope you\u2019re doing great. I hope that you\u2019re happy and that you found someone who needs your help more than I did. You always had the need to fix people, but I never…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":11697,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11695","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/pexels-photo-105882.jpeg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11695","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11695"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11695\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11697"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11695"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11695"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11695"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}