Meu amor, at\u00e9 onde cheg\u00e1mos.<\/p>\n
Desde aquele doce casal que se apaixonou e quis passar todos os momentos juntos at\u00e9 isto. From that caring couple who was everyone\u2019s relationship goals, to this example everyone uses for toxic love.<\/strong> How far we\u2019ve come. But it\u2019s time I move on<\/a> alone; it\u2019s time for me to go even further. But without you.<\/p>\n N\u00e3o te vou implorar que me sejas fiel.<\/strong> Algo que estavas t\u00e3o feliz por fazer, algo que te sentias honrado por fazer. Estavas t\u00e3o feliz por me ter ao teu lado que nunca olhavas para outras mulheres. Sentia-me o ser humano mais fant\u00e1stico que alguma vez existiu porque tu me fazias sentir assim. Mas, sinceramente? Esse sentimento desvaneceu-se h\u00e1 muito tempo.<\/a><\/p>\n N\u00e3o vou implorar-vos que me respeitem.<\/strong> I used to believe that respect is natural to have in a relationship. I respected you, so I assumed you will respect me back. And for a while, you did. You respected my choices, my career and everything I was. You respected when I said, \u2018No\u2019 and when I said, \u2018I\u2019m scared\u2019. When was the last time you showed me any of it? When was the last time you respected my decision? Expect for this one when I decided to leave. On this one, you had no choice.<\/p>\n N\u00e3o te vou implorar que fiques ao meu lado quando os tempos s\u00e3o dif\u00edceis.<\/strong> You refused to be here when everything\u2019s good, so I don\u2019t really have any proof you\u2019ll be here when they\u2019re bad. I needed you, you know? I needed you by my side when I almost lost my job. I needed you by my side when my book was turned down. I needed you by my side when my mom was in hospital. But you were always so busy, struggling with deadlines, that you didn\u2019t even notice my pain. You didn\u2019t even care enough to notice how I\u2019m drifting away. How my love is fading away in our empty, cold bedroom.<\/p>\n N\u00e3o te vou implorar que me ames.<\/strong> Durante tanto tempo, esforcei-me tanto para te fazer ver como sou espantosa, como sou inteligente e bonita. Mas tu olhaste atrav\u00e9s de mim. Eu esforcei-me tanto para vos fazer sentir amados<\/a>, hoping that maybe, you will give some of that love back to me. Maybe you\u2019ll finally hold me in your arms like you used to, look me in the eyes and make me feel loved right there, in that moment. With no words being said, just us, just our souls. But you never did.<\/p>\n