{"id":11851,"date":"2018-01-11T12:42:53","date_gmt":"2018-01-11T12:42:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=11851"},"modified":"2021-08-12T12:15:48","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T12:15:48","slug":"que-se-lixe-a-sensacao-de-nao-ser-suficiente","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/que-se-lixe-a-sensacao-de-nao-ser-suficiente\/","title":{"rendered":"Vai-te lixar por me fazeres sentir que n\u00e3o sou suficiente"},"content":{"rendered":"

Acho que n\u00e3o estava preparada para admitir o que me fizeste. Que estava pronto para admitir que me despojaste de todas as minhas for\u00e7as e valores. <\/span><\/p>\n

Conseguiste tirar-me tudo e eu deixei-te fazer isso. Deixei-o fazer, porque acreditava que me amava. Deixei-o fazer porque n\u00e3o fazia ideia de que havia pessoas por a\u00ed que fariam tal coisa a algu\u00e9m. <\/span><\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t believe that I\u2019m capable of falling in love with one of those people. But now I see what you did and I have few things to say to you.<\/span><\/p>\n

Vai-te lixar por me fazeres sentir que n\u00e3o sou suficientemente bonita.<\/b><\/p>\n

Every other woman out there was, \u201cSo beautiful, oh my God do you see that? She looks stunning.\u201d Yes, she did, but I looked amazing too. I\u2019m beautiful too, but you never seemed to notice that. <\/span><\/p>\n

Nunca parecias reparar em mim, eram sempre as outras mulheres que tinham a tua aten\u00e7\u00e3o, eram sempre elas que tinham um aspeto fant\u00e1stico, que andavam como deusas. <\/span><\/p>\n

Nem uma vez te ocorreu que talvez eu tamb\u00e9m quisesse sentir-me assim. Talvez eu quisesse sentir-me bonita como era, sem ajustar nenhuma parte de mim. Mas acho que nunca me viste dessa forma. Faltava sempre qualquer coisa.<\/span><\/p>\n

Vai-te lixar por me fazeres sentir que n\u00e3o sou suficientemente inteligente.<\/b><\/p>\n

How many times did you laugh at me for asking something I didn\u2019t know? How many times did you laugh at me for not knowing anything about computers? Instead of being supportive and trying to explain them to me, you made fun of me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Em vez de ficar orgulhoso por eu me interessar pelo seu trabalho e querer saber mais sobre ele, riu-se de mim, dizendo que o meu c\u00e9rebro era demasiado pequeno para lidar com isso. <\/span><\/p>\n

Not once did I make fun of you, not once did I laugh at you for not knowing things. But I guess that\u2019s just the way you are, Mr. Know It All.<\/span><\/p>\n

Vai-te lixar por fazendo-me sentir que n\u00e3o sou suficientemente digno.<\/a><\/b><\/p>\n

Nunca me senti digna do teu amor, dos teus beijos e toques. Tu estragaste-me tanto que eu senti que era a sortuda por te ter. <\/span><\/p>\n

Eu tive a sorte de ter algu\u00e9m que nunca estava presente quando eu precisava dele. Ter algu\u00e9m cuja ideia de divers\u00e3o era gozar comigo. Ter algu\u00e9m que s\u00f3 se preocupava com ele pr\u00f3prio, ter algu\u00e9m que nunca se preocupou comigo, nem uma \u00fanica vez. <\/span><\/p>\n

How lucky I was….<\/span><\/p>\n

V\u00e3o-se lixar por me fazerem n\u00e3o ser suficiente.<\/b><\/p>\n

You were so good at your games that I seriously believed that I wasn\u2019t good enough for you. That I was never enough, that I had nothing to offer you, that I had nothing to give you besides my unconditional love.<\/span><\/p>\n

Por isso, amei-te, com todo o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o, sempre que estavas em baixo, sempre que estavas feliz, sempre que falhaste e sempre que tiveste sucesso. <\/span><\/p>\n

I loved you when you treated me like shit, because I believed that you loved me too. I just wish that I\u2019d realized this sooner, that I had seen your true colors before it was too late. That I had seen your manipulation before it got the best of me.<\/span><\/p>\n

Mas acho que tive de aprender isto da maneira mais dif\u00edcil. <\/span><\/p>\n

Tive de aprender a falar outra vez, a respirar outra vez, a amar-me outra vez. Tive de aprender que a culpa nunca foi minha e tive de aprender que tu \u00e9 que tiveste sorte em me ter. <\/span><\/p>\n

Tive de me esfor\u00e7ar tanto para ver a minha beleza, para ver o meu valor naquela mulher destro\u00e7ada que deixaste para tr\u00e1s.<\/b><\/p>\n

But guess what? I\u2019m not broken anymore and I know I\u2019m more than enough. It was just you who couldn\u2019t see that.<\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I don\u2019t think that I was ready to admit what you did to me. That I was ready to admit that you stripped me naked of all of my strengths and values. You managed to take away everything from me and I let you do it. I let you do it, because I believed you…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":11855,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11851","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/joshua-rawson-harris-439096.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11851","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11851"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11851\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11855"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11851"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11851"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11851"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}