{"id":12564,"date":"2018-01-17T14:12:20","date_gmt":"2018-01-17T14:12:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=12564"},"modified":"2021-08-12T12:09:09","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T12:09:09","slug":"afinal-mudaste-me-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/afinal-mudaste-me-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Afinal, tu mudaste-me"},"content":{"rendered":"

Na altura n\u00e3o me apercebi, mas eu era uma presa f\u00e1cil, e tu eras um predador.<\/p>\n

Like a moth to a flame, you were drawn to me. To my new-found freedom, the new-found peace and calm and happiness that radiated from me, and you needed it. Because you didn\u2019t have any of those qualities of your own.<\/p>\n

Sabias exatamente como dan\u00e7ar \u00e0 minha volta, esvoa\u00e7ando, tomando o teu tempo, dando-me espa\u00e7o, mostrando-me e provando-me que eras tudo o que eu sonhava, e que eu era aquela que tinhas passado toda a tua vida \u00e0 procura.<\/p>\n

Eu j\u00e1 tinha passado por um caminho t\u00e3o infeliz que tudo \u00e0 tua volta e \u00e0 nossa brilhava como diamantes no c\u00e9u. O brilho era t\u00e3o intenso que tornava dif\u00edcil ver todas as fendas na superf\u00edcie falsa do espelho que tu eras, at\u00e9 que as fendas eram tantas, que toda a tua fachada se quebrou e eu pude finalmente ver-te pelo que eras, e por tudo o que nunca serias.<\/p>\n

Tu \u00e9s t\u00f3xico<\/a>e perigoso para todos \u00e0 tua volta. \u00c9s uma concha de um ser humano e nunca ser\u00e1s uma alma inteira; \u00e9s sobretudo vazio e impress\u00f5es fingidas.<\/p>\n

Mas se n\u00e3o souberes mais nada nesta vida, fica a saber isto:<\/p>\n

You may have temporarily broken me, but you didn\u2019t destroy me.<\/b><\/span><\/h1>\n

J\u00e1 n\u00e3o quero saber de ti.<\/p>\n

Na verdade, gostaria de n\u00e3o ter conhecimento da vossa exist\u00eancia nesta terra.<\/p>\n

Sei que n\u00e3o h\u00e1 palavras que eu possa escrever ou dizer que te afectem. \u00c9 que, para isso acontecer, terias de ser, pelo menos, parcialmente humano e, pelo rasto de dor e destrui\u00e7\u00e3o que deixaste por este mundo fora, \u00e9 \u00f3bvio que n\u00e3o o \u00e9s. N\u00e3o h\u00e1 sentimentos de remorso ou arrependimento, n\u00e3o h\u00e1 empatia pelas vossas ac\u00e7\u00f5es. \u00c9s simplesmente mau.<\/p>\n

\u2018Be Careful Who You Trust, The Devil Was Once An Angel\u2019.<\/b><\/span><\/h1>\n

Of course, I think about what I would say to you, if given the opportunity. You always told me I had a way with words that you had never experienced before. You hadn\u2019t even experienced half of what I would say about you, to you, or around you. The truth is, it doesn\u2019t matter. It would never change anything that happened between us, nor will it change how you treat people in the future.<\/p>\n

Se houvesse alguma coisa que eu pudesse dizer-vos, seria isto:<\/b><\/span><\/h1>\n

A \u00fanica coisa que me deste foi saber agora, com certeza,\u00a0o que \u00e9 realmente o arrependimento.<\/a>\u00a0I thought I knew before, but I was completely clueless. I had no idea I could be so angry at myself. I thought I was as strong as all the quotes and memes I had saved and inspired to be, but I learned I wasn\u2019t.\u00a0Mas eu vou ser.\u00a0<\/i><\/b>Por vossa causa, h\u00e1 agora em mim um fogo para mudar o mundo e a forma como vos v\u00eaem a v\u00f3s e aos que s\u00e3o como v\u00f3s. Que \u00e9 uma chama que nunca se apagar\u00e1.<\/p>\n

N\u00e3o \u00e9 melhor ter amado e perdido do que nunca ter amado.<\/b><\/span><\/h1>\n

If I could take every moment, every emotion, every tear I ever wasted on you, I would. If I could wipe the memory of you away from the children\u2019s heads and hearts, I am pretty sure I would sell my own soul to do that. I will get through life. You have shown me that; look at you, happy and going on as if you have never done anything or anyone wrong, and you yourself have no soul. I would give mine up, to take it all back, EVERY SINGLE BIT OF IT.<\/p>\n

Posso ter ficado quebrado por um curto per\u00edodo de tempo, e tu mudaste-me, uma parte de mim, para sempre, mas agora sou algu\u00e9m que sabe que h\u00e1 um n\u00edvel de engano de mentiras e projec\u00e7\u00f5es imagin\u00e1rias de si mesmo, que eu nunca soube ser humanamente poss\u00edvel. Por tua causa, perdi a confian\u00e7a em mim pr\u00f3prio e o meu julgamento de quem merece a minha bondade, a minha confian\u00e7a, o meu perd\u00e3o e a minha vontade de ajudar algu\u00e9m nesta coisa chamada vida.<\/p>\n

Although it is my career of choice, I have learned that\u00a0it is not my job to fix everyone in my path.<\/p>\n

N\u00e3o passas de um espelho. N\u00e3o tem identidade pr\u00f3pria, e tenho pena de si por isso. S\u00f3 conseguiu refletir as vontades e os desejos da pessoa que est\u00e1 a manipular e a usar. J\u00e1 nem sequer te chamaria homem, pois um verdadeiro homem nunca trataria as pessoas da forma como tu tratas. \u00c9s simplesmente um ser humano geneticamente masculino.<\/p>\n

Em tempos, pensei que eras tudo o que nunca conheci e com que sempre sonhei. E eras, mas n\u00e3o eram sonhos de amor e felicidade; acabaste por ser apenas um pesadelo.<\/p>\n

Por isso, parab\u00e9ns, ganhaste, partiste-me, destru\u00edste parte de mim e mudaste-me. Esta presa tornar-se-\u00e1 um predador, e se tu ou algu\u00e9m como tu voltar a cruzar o meu caminho, fica a saber que te destruirei.<\/p>\n

I hope God forgives you for everything you have done, because I know that I never will\u2026. Again.<\/b><\/p>\n

by\u00a0Kimberly Ponder<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I didn\u2019t realize it at the time, but I was easy prey, and you were a predator. Like a moth to a flame, you were drawn to me. To my new-found freedom, the new-found peace and calm and happiness that radiated from me, and you needed it. Because you didn\u2019t have any of those qualities…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":12566,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12564","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/jesse-collins-389592.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12564","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12564"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12564\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/12566"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12564"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12564"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12564"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}